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Is it like something messy made by someone who thinks is an artist in a space that is thought to be art space? Why don’t you eat meat? Is it like animals suffering kind of thing and you feel sorry for them? Definitions for installation please and why do I think it is better not to eat meat.

arborescent dimension
rhizomatic eschewal of Humanism
in favour of pluralic views
repressive views of institutions, we have become
blocks or over-coding
lines of flight
rationality has its way, made us made logical in natural way, how I miss illogical obverse and increasingly dissatisfied
calculations and definitions, but I love numbers, could you understand my need for fantasy, pass the way for
hoho, could you not to try not to all the time, because it could be so much better if you didn’t
measure everything in millimeters and money
I would appreciate it much
thank you.

Feelings arise in a world like this. Feelings of frustration, anger, hate, anxiety, sadness, distress. Such emotions are considered negative and not to be publicly shown if anywhere. They are if wisely used material in understanding oneself. Thought is and should be why do I feel this way. Why do I hate so much that I feel like smacking that person I do not know. If one is grown into these feelings from early on without possibility to learn to understand them, they will eat you alive. If the environment is landscaped with negativity, depression and future does not look too bright how can a person begin to understand patterns of human behavior, why things happen as they do, what is my purpose in all this. How to avoid cynicism, grow a healthy self-esteem or healthy caring relationships?

How to understand how we make culture. Where does it come from, what does it do, how does it evolve, what is my part in all this. What do we call culture, see as worthy cultures, how does worth begin? Why am I asking these questions is because there is a need for conversation every day to go through what can I do, what can anybody do and what is creativity for anybody. Conversations with myself and with others. My task is to find different kinds of solutions and channels to be creative. Where do we start, how do we evaluate ourselves and how does that impact on what we do and what we can do.

I measure myself from a perspective that I put myself into and I am put into. It is a curious installation-performance-act of daily maneuvers and assumptions. Mind game kind of play that goes on in terms of how I should be, how I see myself and how do I want to be. I have a strong feeling that even though I very much decide what I do, I’m not fully in charge. I unconsciously and consciously censor myself. There is a terrible need for others, people who do not even know me, put person like me in a certain place and frame. It is terrible, because I think it is common, very much a norm behavior to be a controller of others. It is an atmosphere of not much needs to be said, but we know what is normal, how things should be done. Expectations and all that. It is a solid foundation to begin a change of attitudes and behavior towards each other. This is basis to my subject revolution, when is it and what is it. 

Yes, it is a question of self-esteem, values in life and where do you come from.

Out of all experiences I have had working class culture has made me think what is creativity in working class context? How do working class people create and what it means to create? As for many welders welding is an art. And I agree. It is a beautiful work and skill. It is creation made possible at work and through that it is possible to understand one’s own creativity and skill. For people in that particular industry cars are an important way of self-expression. They are well taken care of and talked about subject. Man is his car. When a new guy appears at work his car is firstly checked out. It can be brutal, because man’s personality and character depends on his wheels. How about those who take the bus?  Take a guess.

With the thinking of what is working class goes also what it does not want to be.  It cuts itself out of many possibly fruitful things it thinks are not for it. Laborers like to place the blame of misfortunes on others and stick in their own comfortable circles. This I have experienced myself several times. Funnily same goes for the Arts. It is also curious how people like to find mistakes and errors in others instead of searching themselves. Yes, a working class hero exists, and an art hero exists, but from my point of view they are posing shells, nothing else.

Like utopia, but I claim it is happening all the time.

Hegemony, creativity, complexity and power are strong words holding much in them. Essential concepts to think about socially and they got lots to do with how society works, how we work. As also emotions have leading part in sculpting society by the minute every day all the time. What kind of part do hate and rage play in the games of finding place, making groups of people, molding our social structures and places of belonging and living. Why are negative feelings the most powerful tools for causing society to act, or causing people to act against society or themselves or to begin in the first place. How do negative emotions create us? How could emotions like hate and rage be channeled to make a difference in a good way?

This time is probably the most open and tolerant of all times globally despite there are massive amounts of misogyny, racism, fascism, intolerance, censoring and other serious human rights violations around and happening all the time.

But avalanches of all sizes are possible he said. They are plural forms of Jesus.

What is ancle what is angle what is to sit in a cafe what is to listen
what is anger what is danger what is to danger what is rumor what is hurt what is to die what is to live what is to love tell me what you see

Pendulums. They are swinging nonstop fast in a tormented way. Dotted lines making graph, making it on paper, showing on printing paper, chain reactions sliding frequently, jumping to infinity. Black girl with no clothes on sent her goodbye waving her body. Siren of her vulva of her flood, flower megaphone of her multiplexus, endless body parts in I will do it again I promise. Shoeless woman threw up Jesuses.

Untitled photos of women

Oh it’s Gladio the Ice-Cream man with lickable m

Music accused of ruining youth, but they are running down the stairs making heck of a noise of some wild herd running that should be outside running. Feet hitting the stairs with sneakers, high heels, cowboy boots, rubber boots, sandals, party shoes, furry winter boots showing toes hitting the stairs like injury in their minds, falling down about to happen. Running, moving their feet like they were going to fall off, some kind of dance that makes music of its own. Make me go crazy, you, without a care. Making the sound that you do. Make me lose my mind, do it! Yes, it is a weight of worry barely keeping balance.
Don’t stop that noise. I cannot take it; but please continue the monstrous whirl. I want to be in it. Or the screaming. And scream myself, because I’m unable to move myself.
Run faster, the stairs end at some point, and you come to the door and sun light on grass.
Let’s go through with this, in clean up
I can feel your power, I love to say perverted, shout it over those sounds of running feet. PERVERTED! Perverted shoes on the table, perverted love, neighbors, me, especially me, perverse living wearing shoes, only shoes. Running in hey.
I understand it experiences inflation the word said many times over and over, the meaning, the dirt and whispers and shame. Especially the shame. It stops being what it is.
Do you know what she did? Can you believe it? What a cunt. She is going to pay for this. I’ll make her pay. I’m that kind of man with tiny m tasting like nougat. Gratification many times over of pain caused and to avoid the danger of being exposed. Oh What genius. with taste of mathematics the substance of brilliance, just to say it. Just to say mathematics makes you stand above. You are a real thing. So real, I can touch you. I bet there are more people like you. It is a perfect world with perversion in it making the perfection and sitting still. What is the payment? That stairs turned upside down. I’m looking at my hairs waving in the air like hey.

Lika

tapa osoittaa tunteitaan on kirjoittaa sormella osoittaen odottaen sadetta kerääntyneeseen likaan. Mutta mikä hätänä? Sen voi pyyhkiä.
Silmäsi ovat täynnä ja kätesi ovat täynnä
kirjoitusalusta ja kuluneet anturat täynnä, ruusuinen myötätunto. Ole vitun lutka hiljaa.

How is it possible that with the amount of information that we have on humans we still refuse to see, cherish and acknowledge complexity.

GOSSIP IS A LA BOMBA. IT HAS EXLOoDED.