Fucking, driving, eating, sleeping
Live a little, live a lot. How to know when? Live amounts of unknown. I use lipstick to attract myself. I use lipstick to notice my lips. I use lipstick to apply to my lips color, to see my mouth in a different way. Would an ancient Greek be angry with me?
2008
To name a prostitute in a way that she shall be most marketable and a product of fantasy giving the most pleasurable experience for money. It is an interesting way to create roleplay and turn something quite everyday into luxurious and desirable again and again, a sellable object which we in everyday seem to become more and more. To buy sex is the most notorious thing or almost, still very out of the ordinary for many to think of doing, a kind of last option when options are few or non-existent. We need to come, have an orgasm to function, to be creative and relaxed, a kind of newly born and revitalized, reborn and unloaded to be reloaded. For many sex is a need like eating. It is in us built in to be sexual and the magnitude it rules us is obviously too much to take and everywhere, so how much sex is harmful? And to who? The amount of how much sex is in our minds and in front of us is massive, how much it is talked about and constantly somehow remade like a body is cut to look attractive for sexual purposes. It is to release oneself out of the boundaries set, not to have any, but we do need to have boundaries, because without limits we are lost pretty quickly. Stepping out of the lawful and respectable to be fun-loving and youthful constantly is the fantasy. The same is real for the one who sells sex, it stops being anything other than a job? Although one has done the work of releasing oneself of ties of decency or is in the situation of no other option than to sell sex or other work is just dull. The lack of options and freedoms is what is the worrying issue. Are we being forced as it seems and we are basically valued for our looks as long as it lasts?
What is wanted of a sex worker is the service which is dangerous and hazardous, exciting and against the rules of proper behaviour and very addictive plus a life short-lived too often. It is to let all inhibitions go and become the animal and be used. Use humans for sexual pleasure only one can say asking who is the animal. Putting all out there, all being the body, what it can do and give, how far can and will you go. A warm body, touching it, a body touching another, the act and play of it, to be penetrated, which can be one idea to own someone for a moment and reasons there are few, survival being the biggest to buy and sell sex. For some sex equals living to the fullest. Then there are more ruthless ideas why. Body is the fantasy and object to use and abuse, which is not unhuman but very human behaviour. What does body represent is sex and value or worthlessness comes with it. We are sex and what these concepts sex and body do for us on mental and material levels, sex and sexuality seem to be the most interesting topics today, equalling freedom of choice, unity or separation. One can wonder is it really that interesting as identity, sexuality. Sex is an enormous taboo which taboo creates restrictions, crimes and forbidden fantasies. It is the we can’t, we must not, we should not sometimes even think about it, it’s dirty as it is. For many sex or any reference to sex is ugly and humiliating. It is pushed away as something filthy and dirty and therefore fun, which thought feeds the fantasies. Today I see less and less beauty there though. But firstly sex is to make babies and have a family, not harmless fun, which culture today promotes and celebrates: abuse it as much as you can.
When we can’t in the bedroom, we can’t much anywhere else? Women’s value fades when they lose sexual desirability, interestingly and showing naked body should always be paid for and earn with it. So what is nudity in art then? Just another turn on?
Power of sex is enormous and it is everywhere creating interest, addiction and focus. It can be called pornofication of the mind. To me it seems it is finding all possible ways to express the basic need we have and what we truly want and want to see, see inside and discard, all is on the surface, we don’t want to know you, you are your body. Strangely denial makes us yearn for the forbidden. When lots of things stay forbidden for their corruptive effect and sexuality being the biggest demon out there, we go looking for the forbidden partly because it feels freeing and fun. We are in search for the fun in an instant. Fun being banned for it is against God and against society which somehow makes strange scenes, but what is God? We become prohibited, afraid, anal, you know when you have fingers and head up your arse. Afraid of doing wrong, afraid of doing against the authority, afraid of yourself, afraid to live, afraid of who you are, afraid to go search for who you are, afraid to speak out and against the oppressors, afraid of nudity, afraid of something very normal corrupting us, afraid of sex and afraid of truth. Sex is truth? Gender is not. To think sex corrupts our minds is therefore a corrupt thought? Fear is corruptive, addiction and compulsion corrupt. Fear of breaking something which must be broken. Fear of sex is to be afraid of who we are?
Sex play
To encounter the strange and not so strange desire of someone wanting to put a dick in woman’s mouth, mouth of a woman, enter her mouth her body. What is a mouth other than with which we eat (no speaking?) Do you speak dirty? I have been wondering this positioning and the need for the deed which is obviously built in and there is no shame other than hers and the good she is at it, how good she is at it, doing the deed, sucking the inches. Although she will be rewarded afterwards, is the explanation. To make him king is one way to see the situation. The fantasy is a beautiful woman whose mouth is a living sewer from which an orgasm can be found as it is soft and moist making a sucking movement her knowing to mind the teeth. So it is aware but under control situation. Desire of putting one’s sexual organ in mouth is fulfilment which is in every porn movie and clip there is. Interesting metaphor of shutting the woman up, hear how he moans and is to come in to her mouth. In to her mouth, in to her mouth, in to her mouth, what a repetition to toy with and what does it represent is from where and how woman is looked at. What is she doing and what is she? A fantasy woman whose worth is in the giving, giving in and lowering herself to be an open mouth who willingly performs the task of a sewer sucking a load. The load vanishes and like having been in toilet man is given a relief. Woman waiting for the reward. (I’m really trying to get into this shit, the true meaning of this train of thought.) Man cannot reveal his thoughts even though it is a moment of his, feeling of (this) his. He acts as if he has feelings.
Why this is interesting is the positioning, banality and the one way thinking which so often goes without questioning, looking at it, facing what the need and the deed is many times over. Why would we question a pleasurable sex act which so ruling it is rules the porn industry, imagery, fantasies and is clearly the most wanted act maybe even for women? To think this is a valuable fantasy as it is, where is the value elsewhere than in finance, in objectification, repetition and what mouth represents and can do (on a pretty face). To think what is the visual there that is so powerful for the male.
Don’t get me wrong I am not against blowjobs. I personally resent the thought of being merely for that purpose. This is where the interest lies for me to try to analyze the connection between looks, femininity, sexual act as a favor or label, woman as a prostitute, cheap and available. But yeah, hell this is the official blowjob investigation on abstract level. Inquiries concerning random sex acts will be analyzed publicly. That is fun for me, to analyze the feminine and objectification since this is also the place I am put in.
To encounter the strange and not so strange desire of someone wanting to put a dick in woman’s mouth, mouth of a woman, enter her mouth, her body. What is a mouth other than with which we eat (no speaking?) Do you speak dirty? I have been wondering this positioning and the need for the deed, which is obviously built in and there is no shame other than hers and the good she is at it, how good she is at it, doing the deed, sucking the inches. Although she will be rewarded afterwards, is the explanation. To make him king is one way to see the situation. The fantasy is a beautiful woman whose mouth is a living sewer from which an orgasm can be found as it is soft and moist making a sucking movement her knowing to mind the teeth. So, it is aware but under control situation. Desire of putting one’s sexual organ in mouth is fulfilment which is in every porn movie and clip there is. Interesting metaphor of shutting the woman up, hear how he moans and is to come in to her mouth. In to her mouth, in to her mouth, in to her mouth, what a repetition to toy with and what does it represent is from where and how woman is looked at. What is she doing and what is she? A fantasy woman whose worth is in the giving, giving in and lowering herself to be an open mouth who willingly performs the task of a sewer sucking a load. The load vanishes and like having been in toilet man is given a relief. Woman waiting for the reward. (I’m really trying to get into this shit, the true meaning of this train of thought.) Man cannot reveal his thoughts even though it is a moment of his, feeling of this. He acts as if he has feelings.
Why this is interesting is the positioning, banality and the one way thinking which so often goes without questioning, looking at it, facing what the need and the deed is many times over. Why would we question a pleasurable sex act, which so ruling it is, rules the porn industry, imagery, fantasies and is clearly the most wanted act maybe even for women? To think this is a valuable fantasy as it is, where is the value elsewhere than in finance, in objectification, repetition and what mouth represents and can do (on a pretty face). To think what is the visual there that is so powerful for the male.
Don’t get me wrong I am not against blowjobs but I personally resent the thought of being merely for that purpose. This is where the interest lies for me to try to analyze the connection. Don’t get me wrong I am not against blowjobs. I personally resent the thought of being merely for that purpose. This is where the interest lies for me to try to analyze the connection between looks, femininity, sexual act as a favor or label, woman as a prostitute, cheap and available. But yeah, hell this is the official blowjob investigation on abstract level. Inquiries concerning random sex acts will be analyzed publicly. That is fun for me, to analyze the feminine and objectification since this is also the place I am put in.
Perform a blowjob in a gallery space, a museum space is even better.
Instructions: You are among a crowd (friends). Get slightly drunk. Offer a man to get down on him right now in front of all these people you do not know. Fall on your knees and lick his crotch. Open his belt and caress his thighs. Be graphic. If he refuses follow him on your knees. Tell you are very good at it. Ask in front of everybody, if it is ok to perform in front of everybody and perform anyway. Be loud, say please. Ask why he refuses. Don’t you like it? Don’t stop, follow him. Be persistent. Say it is good fun and that you are cheap. If he is not willing ask why. I am not cheap enough, you ask. Say you are desperate. Say that you have heard you like it, I’m sure you’ll like it. Look at my mouth, say. Tell it is good fun and you have been dreaming about doing it exactly with someone like you. I like your smile. Don’t stop until you are removed and kicked out of the place for disturbance and continue to do it outside gallery space.
Another idea: Hire a male prostitute and go to a museum opening among people you do not know (friends and colleagues). When speeches are over and people are enjoying cocktails, themselves, choose a visible spot. Go on your knees and give the male prostitute a good old-fashioned blowjob. Don’t forget to swallow. Don’t stop sucking his penis even though you will be interrupted and told to get lost. Talk dirty, shout loudly and laugh, lick everything.
Harbour, 2010
When you understand the world as expensive equals good and that it is your playground and power, you clearly do not have limits and you need to prove this over and over again, how you are free and money frees you. When you are part of a group who is and has been oppressed, your brothers and sisters are and were, you feel you have to contribute. Being small is not an option in today’s world. Sure, it is important to be political and stay on the side of the weak as Cardi B. openly supports and discusses with Joe Biden. Female empowerment through sex is popular nowadays understood in a way that causes eye-brows frown and raises questions of who gets empowered by this and what is happening really. It is the right message in a way, but is it healthy what is happening and what we see daily and concerns body parts, massive focus on certain body parts of women. That is how one gets noticed by body parts and how body is in control and your mind controls it. You can have small waist and fat in right places, do this. It is so easy looking and so hard to attain and maintain, it gets our attention and our constant need to achieve. You can call it self-expression, because it is you, you choose.
To talk about female empowerment via sex and in sex is important, but where does the limit go and what is this empowerment about? How much are women controlled when it comes to sex and slut stigma having been there to scare and segregate women into good and bad, how good do women feel when they are behaving promiscuously using men for pleasure, making money and having nonstop fun? Is it to forget and live in-a-moment-thing, when there are no responsibilities and it is difficult to find a good-paying job? It is fun short-lived mostly and work is no fun often. What do ultra-rich people think and execute via arts and them taking part in art one way or another, what does it do exactly? They do their part in society by spreading their influence with money and contacts? They look good when they do this and are artists themselves? Kylie Jenner has been sculpted quite a bit. Their pleasure is to be seen and watched as they go and do what they must, self-made is an interesting concept here, when almost nothing is. As one is free to do whatever one wants, because one is free and able and has got a body with huge and showing equaling good (small in the right places), massive is the best and meaningful, because it is seen, wanted, desired and comprehensive is how much you have got in repeat: you don’t cook and clean, but you got a ring by some other fancy and easy way and you enjoyed it. Only pain is sexual and they say they go far with it. So, where are the limits?
The result of this charade is cheap-looking, worn-out imagery of wildlife signifying passion and lust. Animals chosen are tigers https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/White_tiger and snakes biting, dangerous and endangered, but rappers are comfortable with them as they live dangerously. Females are like wildlife, unpredictable, untameable and beautiful, for pleasure and are there to be used, although they themselves give impression they are in control, they use this male fantasy for their benefit, well, for them it has worked out well. Kitsch nevertheless, as are the statues of female body parts inside the house of whores that do look factory-made and provide liquid, mouths open.
Gates open in the beginning of the video and there are two female sculptures with their legs spread open and these sculptures function as parts of a fountain. You should have shown their vaginas, you speak of pussy. Why the image of vagina is censored? Fucking is great, it is so fantastic, that constant penetration seems to be the only thing left to do. Fucking is lucrative, only thing in mind nowadays and sexy being the ultimate constant woman can be, penetration happening into something soft called the brain. Content being thin, big asses and thick thighs are the filling like weapons, one-sided somehow sensual parts of a body and seen a million times, focus is on the size and shape and acrobatics, how much cellulite there is or can be, she is cushy like a sofa, like furniture. It is their right and pleasure to objectify themselves. Seeking as much attention as possible is today’s niche, it is ass, everyone has got one. Say pussy, the p-word, be on your fours wearing thongs telling us what you like. It is child’s play.
Getting pussy licked seven days a week, how many times a day? Doing gestures with fingers at Willy Wonka factory, who is your target audience, who is your daddy? What Cardi B with Megan Thee Stallion music video WAP has achieved is still something worth our while, because excess of and access to porn and sexual imagery online is easily available and mostly free, young men do it for drunk young girls. Where is my lotion reaction videos by African American men to WAP was my next step to this experience in rap music of 2020. Wanting to be choked by penis, a certified freak seven days a week does poetry. Defence in papers is saying black people can and must be able to enjoy their bodies. I wonder who is stopping them? Is this a movement of black female rappers? Big is good, sex is always good to talk about and constantly available for everybody online and the message of news papers is, there can’t be no criticism of this? Music videos are watched by tens of millions of people, they must be critiqued and their values questioned.
Sex is not scarce, when you have got money, in the real world. When you focus on enjoying your body to the fullest and demand you have the right to enjoy your body to the fullest in plain view and be paid for it, it is a declaration and celebration of prostitution, what is your other meaning exactly (feminist) and whose enjoyment do you speak of but your own and why your own pleasure merely is important? What gives us pleasure today and why we must have it instantly? Is the purpose of sexual content in music other than be appalled by or fill up an open mouth with cream? Bragging is celebration? To be watched and listened to, voicing your personal ‘feminist’ goddess existence and sexual power, which clearly money brings, which is all so good and unique, is empowering who other, your producer? What is feminist in full on porn lyrics and visuals that are so simple, used and dull that whores in any house could have come up with them? Despite all the riches and the ring you have got by not cleaning and cooking, what is the influence of porn in music that is consumed massively and shown on YouTube without much censoring? I am so swamped by images of asses and tits, filled up by images of bodies of women and girls filling the internet with content that is a male fantasy, I have wondered the lack of attention here and there, immediate censoring of fine art like in the video. It is a void out there where this all sinks in and remains, girls are getting drunk and being fucked, their images can be found online, then what?
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