2008/What is truly ugly?

What is truly ugly?
What is truly ugly?
What is truly ugly?
What is truly ugly?
What is truly ugly?
What is truly ugly?
What is truly ugly?
What is truly ugly?
What is truly ugly?
What is truly ugly?
What is truly ugly?
What is truly ugly?
What is truly ugly?
What is truly ugly?
What is truly ugly?
What is truly ugly?
What is truly ugly?
What is truly ugly?
What is truly ugly?
What is truly ugly?
What is truly ugly?
What is truly ugly?
What is truly ugly?
What is truly ugly?
What is truly ugly?
What is truly ugly?
What is truly ugly?
What is truly ugly?
What is truly ugly?
What is truly ugly?
What is truly ugly?
What is truly ugly?

2008/How to draw a penis.

Pieces of human to put to together, to draw a penis, to make sense of male organ, which has a purpose, a meaning, especially cultural meaning and symbolism. To copy what the eye sees, how in detail one should go, how close can you get. How brain understands what it sees with this baggage as what is named and there, understand a function and many functions, where an organ belongs, what it does , what it is, to what category of thought and action it goes. To draw a body part which is so loaded, that it must be hidden.

2008/Not adopting any method to be faster but clearer. Not adjusting according to what is.

Not adopting any method to be faster but clearer. Not adjusting according to what is.

drop something, pick it up

drop something, pick it up

drop something, pick it up

turn the lock, open the door

turn the lock, open the door

turn the lock, open the door

move the chair, sit on it

move the chair, sit on it

move the chair, sit on it

sit on a chair, straighten your back

sit on a chair, straighten your back

sit on a chair, straighten your back

do it backwards, open your mouth

do it backwards, think about your mouth

do it backwards, show me your tongue.

2008

Tough is sadness deleted, embraced battle of will and ability, gone. Rough rough rough rough rough rough rough rough, it’s as if dog was barking for hours with no end, no change in tone, me thinking how long will it last and what does it want. Does it belong to anybody?
Rough rough rough rough, disgust, boredom,
disturbance and irritation to get used to, to feel no pain by it, to let the disturbing angst go by letting those little things not get you. You thinking the possible sadness of a dog.

2008

First you shred a picture in a shredder, pictures, as many as you have, maybe all of them. You can do it by hand, tear a picture into little pieces. Then you put the pieces back together and look at the picture. Crunch it, it starts to look like the picture experienced something. Experiences of a picture. There is never a good time, there is never a decent time, there is never enough time, so you can do it now. Hopefully you have a shredder. As long as parts get together in order, they get what they need in form of see-through tape, see through tape, togetherness of pieces, end of loneliness of shreds, glue in hands, glued.

People who put their all in a shredder for whatever reason and end up putting things shredded back together again hoping things would be better, the same or at least become something whole, some kind of result and an event of making an effort. Like true love, whatever that is other than hard work, maybe it is more true when broken and put back together again, light and revelation, fixing something broken. It must be the kind of love between mother and child in an equation, that the mother loves her child and does not put her child in to pieces.

How to keep your child whole, unbroken but not like an image or why should you keep your child from harm? Over-protection can do an awful lot of damage. How closely can you adjust the pieces that belong next to each other? Something has to be broken. Do we have to get something missing also? To have a reason to look ahead.