Year 2008, The kind of darkness we are capable of the year 2022.

2008

TO THINK, MEN CAN HAVE VAGINAS, IF THEY SO DESIRE AND THEY CAN CALL THEMSELVES WOMEN, IS THE NEW REALITY 2022. What does it mean for humans to surgically change one’s body? There is no depth to it, how far people will go in search for personal happiness, still everything is on the surface. Change there is, is puzzling and what changes. Outer shell telling who one is always and therefore is easy to play with and think it is you. Outer represents you. Assumptions and quick judgments are in use in everyday life to put people in boxes and supposedly easy to understand. Looks is the one thing people pay attention to completely. To be a self-defined whoever you want to be, is a quite new thing. What do you want to be and what people should do in general is the complex issue at hand. Where there are no limits sounds destructive in the end, as people not knowing their limits is. It is exploration surely, because we do not know the end result and is it happiness that’s there to be found? Times of the metamorphosis, supposedly, and still the world is getting less diverse culturally. People don’t generate their own but a copy.

To think men can have vaginas, which surgery is painful and dangerous. Men can also impregnate men who are/were women. A man can impregnate a woman who is a man. Man can have a uterus, breasts, periods, mood swings, emotions, as we all are governed by our hormones, and need to share our emotions and thoughts is constant and emotions burst online. Feminine men have always existed, not a new thing, controversial still as ever. Timid and feminine is when you are a woman is the joke wearing a dress. What are other feminine things then? They are the obvious and the more ultra, the better. Make a show of yourself and make money, the bigger the better. When one is feminine, it is a voilà, you are a whore pretty easily, but if that is what you want, go right ahead. Whoring makes the bucks nowadays. The feminine intimidates and instigates, looks is what people see in anybody and you are your looks. You are graded as a number. It has taken me to this day really comprehend this, how important looks is to people. To imitate women doesn’t make a woman, nothing is invented, but added there and taken to extreme even for women themselves. To be a woman is constant awareness if it. And now women imitate drag? Drag has imitated women so far. Gender is a role and to be predictable, sex being the centre interest, what anybody has to offer. What is this binary that is supposedly diverse? What anybody wants is easy to guess, it is in the look. How to get what you want, is the difficult thing. To want is all.

Women can have penises built and they become men just like that. It is a feeling one listens to. This is the feeling. Sex is in the hormones, hair and the dong. What is inside the head then where hormones also work? What goes on in there in the middle of this control? Need to be and look powerful perhaps, strong pillar of society, look rough and manly, big, which is difficult for women as we are usually smaller. Is it all about power and control?

Women are intellectually as capable as men and are emotionally more open than men. Intelligence is not sex related but an inherited trait, but since intelligence is quite lost anyways, let’s go with feelings as feelings matter more, is the message. The education is to think what anybody desires and believe it. Feelings guide even sciences today, to not insult by telling the truth, but go with the social movement, because everybody has got the truth of their own, which is valid, no questions asked. Intelligence is puzzling these days and lost. University understood wrong. To abandon all known and set a completely new reality, which is created by whims and the so-called left. It seems as how much are you able to game, lie, censor, bully, usually scare into silence and how much one is able to feel. We are an emotion nerve. To be irrational is the fun and right to have. Irrational is also the destructive. How much anyone should take feelings seriously is 100%, which goes for some religions: their feelings are sacred and inviolable. Men, that is men, who feel strongly, are able to reproduce like women, bear children, take care of them, nurture, chest feed and love their children, take care of their families and of their households in a same way as women without it being an issue. Great, more power to you. Equality finally, men doing what women do and women doing what men do. (First time I saw man chest feeding, I thought I’m going to throw up.) People with strong feelings coming to Europe and note, they do talk about feelings, feelings people.

This way by having the same bodily functions and organs, men can understand women and children, women can understand men, but I do not understand, why sex doesn’t matter as it plays a big part in our world and one still needs to match one’s inner feeling of sex surgically to be there unimagined, real and you say it is irrelevant still and nobody should mind someone thinking the real is this? Men can place themselves into position of those who need support and love, understand those who are vulnerable. There are men who need protection from other men and men who need protection from women as women who are not ok with this have a say, as we know, words hurt the worst, but men are the aggressive sex. Aggression rises up so suddenly in response to words. So why aren’t doctors and psychologists saying no to this lunacy and protecting young people? Should we treat children as adults or are we that equal as it seems? Equal being the weird concept these days. To use equity, which doesn’t support rational, but the irrational.

Remains to be seen, what is achieved by this all and what the eventual cost will be.

As men can get pregnant too, population of the world is increasing by far too fast, but as nature has made it, it is essential for creating a mental connection between the sexes to create. Can the medical profession save mankind? Connection which is being made via creating bodily similarities, celebrates differences, though I am not sure why gender differences matter anymore or why surgery is necessary since gender is a crime and a pronoun issue. I repeat myself. Nonsensical doesn’t need to make sense. We are the same body, enhanced and forever youthful and happy. It is a whole different world where reproduction, sex, periods and all of sexuality are openly discussed and problems are immediately solved, not making a mess, not harassing or stalking anyone, but discussing these difficult issues. To disagree is still prohibited. But men are bigger and God said this. Not taking no for an answer, but always expect yes to all. Puberty is forever gone might be a good thing. No more teen angst. There are no taboos and women are strong leaders and they are listened to like boss ladies in tulle. People can decide whether they have kids, families or concentrate on other things in their lives. Therefore in this case, children are safe, because we fully understand each other’s needs, desires, beliefs, goals, expectations and emotions of others. World is a peaceful and equal place. It is a ready-made perfection on plan and always as desired. Be who you are is a weird idea in a full-on manipulated and controlled world where influences take the best of you and you will be under influence, manipulated to consume and your social credit hangs on a thread. Be on your toes, don’t shake the balance of feelings people. Unity and a paradise for people who equally have menstrual circle, say everything in repeat, for people who get pregnant as equally or can abort when necessary, who learn to share and respect life and difference from very early on. Stay safe.

Must be satire. Definitely is. Smile. Looking happy is beneficial for other people.

2014

Hoarding beavers are so cute. Absolutely, hoard some more, save the planet by keeping the market growing. I love hoarding cunts. Save the rainforests and stuff.

pencil on paper, 2015-

New innovative lipstick Bigger and bigger.

New innovative lipstick, Go big.

DON’T BE AFRAID, GENITALIA IS THE BIG TOPIC OF TODAY, so why the fuck not.

I ♥ tight pussy I♥ a stiff wang.

To be BORN IN BORNEO. DO THEY HAVE TEFLON THERE? POLYTETRAFLUOROETHYLENE YOU KNOW? Absolutely, it’s everywhere, so does it mean nothing sticks? All is forgotten in about five seconds.

Hi Pussy Fluff, how is it going? Infant Phenomenon, the irony of it, all is great. Waking up the Bitch,
decomposing rage and contempt is not an impossibility as it seems, in this humid air and boiling online environment.

Funny conclusions made, true or false, didn’t bother to ask which one.
Yes, so poisonous and stupid I FEEL NOTHING BUT DISGUST, I mean go and consume more. Keep the market going and growing because without it we are fucked.

Uterus Didelphys (sometimes also uterus didelphis) represents a uterine malformation where the uterus is present as a paired organ when the embryogenetic fusion of the Müllerian ducts fails to occur. As a result, there is a double uterus with two separate cervices, and possibly a double vagina as well.

Vulva
Labia minora
Labia majora
Vestibule
Clitoris
Cervix
Skene’s gland
Bulb of Vestibule
Vagina
Hymen
Lumen
Wall
Fornix
Uterus
Orifices:external and internal
Cervical canal
Uterine cavity
Endometrium
Myometrium
Perimetrium
Fallobian tube
Isthmus
Ampulla
Infundibulum
Fimbria, Fimbria ovarica
Ovary
Visceral pelvic peritoneum
broad ligament
mesosalpinx
mesovarium
mesometrium
Ligaments
blood vessels, ovarian artery and vein
uterine artery and veins
vaginal artery and veins
Pelvic floor, Ureter
Femoral head
hip bone
Os sacrum
Internal iliac
vessels, external iliac vessels
abdominal cavity
urinary bladder
Urethra
urethral opening
meatus
rectum
Mons pubis
Anterior labial commissure
prepuce of clitoris
frenulum of clitoris
opening of paraurethral ducts
perineal raphe (found in both males and females)
anus
suspensory ligament of clitoris
Vestibular bulb
muscle
diaphragm
inferior Fascia of urogenital
Bartholin’s gland
Central tendon of Perineum
Sacrotuberous ligament
External sphincter muscle
coccyx
Anococcygeal body
Ischial tuberosity
superficial peroneal compartment
deep layer of superficial Fascia
Uterus Didelphys

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Uterus_didelphys “(sometimes also uterus didelphis) represents a uterine malformation where the uterus is present as a paired organ when the embryogenetic fusion of the Müllerian ducts fails to occur. As a result, there is a double uterus with two separate cervices, and possibly a double vagina as well.”
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Female_reproductive_system

https://www.kenhub.com/en/library/anatomy/sacrum “Sacrum is sexually dimorphic. It is shorter and wider in females than in males. In females, the sacrum is also distributed more obliquely backwards which increases the size of the pelvic cavity, making it more convenient for enduring pregnancy and offering more space for the developing fetus.”

Isn’t contraception almost part of women’s bodies? I have a fascination for Latin names in biology and especially in anatomy, for typos I try to be careful. List of names is of course endless as is the history of how something is named, so it is not a perfect list and is not meant to be, but something to say out loud like you know, what you are saying, even though you probably don’t. Pelvic area is interesting in many ways, not less because there are various differences between the sexes on bone level and men do not have all the same organs as women do. Biology matters, it has a purpose and meaning. Thinking it should be erased I can’t even know what it means and is meant to do, it is so insane and idiotic.

Like a living thing

Like a living thing

Like a living thing

(Make a sound like horse’s neigh before reading this poem.)

Horse’s cunt. Much said about vagina. NO! Much talked about vagina. Yes! To talk about the downstairs, what is it all about? Endless curiosity and nosiness. To get to know the bottom of it. To the bottom of a bottomless pit. An openly talked about but not discussed, not looked at to get to know but feel funny about. What is fear? The things you never wear, the things you wear not to be seen in. The things you do not do, not to be mistaken for something else. Viva brutality, naive cruelty. To grow up to be a man, to have characteristics of a man. A blue kite, a stolen horse let go and hear it galloping scared not seeing anything. I love a good party. Spectacle of emotions, a riot smashed not gathering the pieces.

Bushes of berries, black and red.
What cruelty to make him stay there. Idle and unhurt. That he is the only spectacle of emotions that is not allowed to show in full. It is feminine to be ruled by emotions. All of them. Not being able to control them. That within the given frames stay the same.

Tamed, stained, the same, poorly unbeatable, unbearable, but still to speak of him in different tone that of the other, incorrect, indifferent, hostile. To remove him, it is terrible to feel this way and feel inadequate, this alone and incapable of living like a living thing.

Wet shoes, gouache, 75*55cm, 2008

Vagina alert

Do you dare to talk about your vagina?
About having sex, how to have sex, how to think about your vagina and to talk about
sexually transmitted diseases, causes and effects.
Do you dare to look at your vagina?
Do you take a good care of your vagina and think it is a very important and precious part of you?
Do you think your vagina has an important part in your life and you should value your vagina more?