Buddha/B-side/Who is female?/Cunt is currency.

B-side

Why is your body moving? Try to be less aggressive.
How am I aggressive? To deal with aggression or should one? Or Is physical violence the limit?

To make one feel like a woman, a natural woman: what kind of a woman is that?
Is that what is needed in need?
And who needs this natural woman?

Demands her and what you prefer her feeling like? What is it to feel like a woman? Girls walking at malls waiting to be found. Girls walking in circles at airports wanting to be found. I need to be found.

My cunt is currency. I am not a human being.
I am an object.. I need to be found. My cunt is currency. I am not a human being. I am an object. I have no other feelings than those that are programmed. Then there is the endless passion for bringing you pleasure, if that is a feeling. I don’t think much of myself or for myself. I know it is not allowed for me.

I think things that are only given for me to think as I am told, I do as I am told, as I will never do against your wishes and against what is suitable for me to do and say. I stand and sit when you tell me and state my admiration to you which nothing can extinguish.

crazy love the fragrance. Compassion is what I should fell, But I do not. Problem is how the issue of gender is discussed and what is it about? Gender that is devalued and problematic. When the whole idea of gender is bullshit, you feel like a natural woman, question mark.

Vagina alert

Do you dare to talk about your vagina?
About having sex, how to have sex, how to think about your vagina and to talk about
sexually transmitted diseases, causes and effects.
Do you dare to look at your vagina?
Do you take a good care of your vagina and think it is a very important and precious part of you?
Do you think your vagina has an important part in your life and you should value your vagina more?

It is dirty say cunt. It is dirty to be a cunt. It is dirty to look at a cunt. It is dirty to talk about cunt. What a cunt is probably the worst profanity to say of someone.

I never stop wondering. Curiosity attracts me. The kind of curiosity of how we get made, curiosity towards the world, what is it and how it works, keeps making itself. Desire to know has never left me nor has desire to push myself as far as I can. It is the most pleasurable feeling to learn to know what I can do and learn. Me, the small me.