Year 2008, The kind of darkness we are capable of the year 2022.

2008

TO THINK, MEN CAN HAVE VAGINAS, IF THEY SO DESIRE AND THEY CAN CALL THEMSELVES WOMEN, IS THE NEW REALITY 2022. What does it mean for humans to surgically change one’s body? There is no depth to it, how far people will go in search for personal happiness, still everything is on the surface. Change there is, is puzzling and what changes. Outer shell telling who one is always and therefore is easy to play with and think it is you. Outer represents you. Assumptions and quick judgments are in use in everyday life to put people in boxes and supposedly easy to understand. Looks is the one thing people pay attention to completely. To be a self-defined whoever you want to be, is a quite new thing. What do you want to be and what people should do in general is the complex issue at hand. Where there are no limits sounds destructive in the end, as people not knowing their limits is. It is exploration surely, because we do not know the end result and is it happiness that’s there to be found? Times of the metamorphosis, supposedly, and still the world is getting less diverse culturally. People don’t generate their own but a copy.

To think men can have vaginas, which surgery is painful and dangerous. Men can also impregnate men who are/were women. A man can impregnate a woman who is a man. Man can have a uterus, breasts, periods, mood swings, emotions, as we all are governed by our hormones, and need to share our emotions and thoughts is constant and emotions burst online. Feminine men have always existed, not a new thing, controversial still as ever. Timid and feminine is when you are a woman is the joke wearing a dress. What are other feminine things then? They are the obvious and the more ultra, the better. Make a show of yourself and make money, the bigger the better. When one is feminine, it is a voilà, you are a whore pretty easily, but if that is what you want, go right ahead. Whoring makes the bucks nowadays. The feminine intimidates and instigates, looks is what people see in anybody and you are your looks. You are graded as a number. It has taken me to this day really comprehend this, how important looks is to people. To imitate women doesn’t make a woman, nothing is invented, but added there and taken to extreme even for women themselves. To be a woman is constant awareness if it. And now women imitate drag? Drag has imitated women so far. Gender is a role and to be predictable, sex being the centre interest, what anybody has to offer. What is this binary that is supposedly diverse? What anybody wants is easy to guess, it is in the look. How to get what you want, is the difficult thing. To want is all.

Women can have penises built and they become men just like that. It is a feeling one listens to. This is the feeling. Sex is in the hormones, hair and the dong. What is inside the head then where hormones also work? What goes on in there in the middle of this control? Need to be and look powerful perhaps, strong pillar of society, look rough and manly, big, which is difficult for women as we are usually smaller. Is it all about power and control?

Women are intellectually as capable as men and are emotionally more open than men. Intelligence is not sex related but an inherited trait, but since intelligence is quite lost anyways, let’s go with feelings as feelings matter more, is the message. The education is to think what anybody desires and believe it. Feelings guide even sciences today, to not insult by telling the truth, but go with the social movement, because everybody has got the truth of their own, which is valid, no questions asked. Intelligence is puzzling these days and lost. University understood wrong. To abandon all known and set a completely new reality, which is created by whims and the so-called left. It seems as how much are you able to game, lie, censor, bully, usually scare into silence and how much one is able to feel. We are an emotion nerve. To be irrational is the fun and right to have. Irrational is also the destructive. How much anyone should take feelings seriously is 100%, which goes for some religions: their feelings are sacred and inviolable. Men, that is men, who feel strongly, are able to reproduce like women, bear children, take care of them, nurture, chest feed and love their children, take care of their families and of their households in a same way as women without it being an issue. Great, more power to you. Equality finally, men doing what women do and women doing what men do. (First time I saw man chest feeding, I thought I’m going to throw up.) People with strong feelings coming to Europe and note, they do talk about feelings, feelings people.

This way by having the same bodily functions and organs, men can understand women and children, women can understand men, but I do not understand, why sex doesn’t matter as it plays a big part in our world and one still needs to match one’s inner feeling of sex surgically to be there unimagined, real and you say it is irrelevant still and nobody should mind someone thinking the real is this? Men can place themselves into position of those who need support and love, understand those who are vulnerable. There are men who need protection from other men and men who need protection from women as women who are not ok with this have a say, as we know, words hurt the worst, but men are the aggressive sex. Aggression rises up so suddenly in response to words. So why aren’t doctors and psychologists saying no to this lunacy and protecting young people? Should we treat children as adults or are we that equal as it seems? Equal being the weird concept these days. To use equity, which doesn’t support rational, but the irrational.

Remains to be seen, what is achieved by this all and what the eventual cost will be.

As men can get pregnant too, population of the world is increasing by far too fast, but as nature has made it, it is essential for creating a mental connection between the sexes to create. Can the medical profession save mankind? Connection which is being made via creating bodily similarities, celebrates differences, though I am not sure why gender differences matter anymore or why surgery is necessary since gender is a crime and a pronoun issue. I repeat myself. Nonsensical doesn’t need to make sense. We are the same body, enhanced and forever youthful and happy. It is a whole different world where reproduction, sex, periods and all of sexuality are openly discussed and problems are immediately solved, not making a mess, not harassing or stalking anyone, but discussing these difficult issues. To disagree is still prohibited. But men are bigger and God said this. Not taking no for an answer, but always expect yes to all. Puberty is forever gone might be a good thing. No more teen angst. There are no taboos and women are strong leaders and they are listened to like boss ladies in tulle. People can decide whether they have kids, families or concentrate on other things in their lives. Therefore in this case, children are safe, because we fully understand each other’s needs, desires, beliefs, goals, expectations and emotions of others. World is a peaceful and equal place. It is a ready-made perfection on plan and always as desired. Be who you are is a weird idea in a full-on manipulated and controlled world where influences take the best of you and you will be under influence, manipulated to consume and your social credit hangs on a thread. Be on your toes, don’t shake the balance of feelings people. Unity and a paradise for people who equally have menstrual circle, say everything in repeat, for people who get pregnant as equally or can abort when necessary, who learn to share and respect life and difference from very early on. Stay safe.

Must be satire. Definitely is. Smile. Looking happy is beneficial for other people.

2014

Cultural significance of sucking cock.


Hello cocksuckers!
Be an ideal blow job boy or
a girl, a mouth and a face to perform the uncivilized act of blowing.
Cultural significance of sucking cock, the act, what is it? The loving it, the hate, the
contempt, the kneeling, opening of a zipper, massaging the testicles and thighs, the
need for power, the enslavement, the mouth, the giving head.
Shall we remove any hint of civilisation? It is getting hot in here, isn’t it.
To blow is an act of culture. It is to serve. Strangely culture is civilisation. Hints of
civilisation can be removed by taking off clothes, your silks. Place them on furniture
so that it is romantic. There is a dim light in the room. Get nude. Go on your knees
and on all your fours. Suck your thumb, suck the toe, lick the foot. Try it out. You first
and everybody simultaneously fuck.
Personally, trying it out and not expecting someone to do it voluntarily on her own.

Try selflessly. Selfishness is out. Be in.

They don’t understand and I should figure out what is the best way for them to understand, because we really long to understand each other, right?

Issue of understanding is very crucial today like the issue of what you can say to somebody and what is not good to say to somebody and who is this somebody to whom we choose to say what we think or choose not say what we really think. Why do we think the way we do and what is this social game? What are the grounds of our thoughts and actions, what are the benefits and drawbacks? Do you encourage as you think it is the best way to practice humanism or do you discourage and why, what kind of place does silence play in discouraging and giving lessons, choosing not to act upon something or someone, choosing not to benefit someone. Via this we can analyse people’s motives, character, emotional capacities and attitudes, positions people think they have in relation to others, also power people think and clearly have over others. Who gets encouraged and who does not. This is a very important factor in making of us. Who has the strength to fight against constant discouragement, constant doubt and ridicule? How much is it allowed to say I do not understand this without sounding stupid and what is the thing we want to understand, because sometimes it seems it is not ourselves or the other, it is not politics, it is not social media and reasons behind it. The question of I do not understand is frequent for an artist to hear. It was not frequent at university, because fear of sounding stupid is acute and real. This is the record of rational contemporary humans, fear of not being adequate, of not being smart enough to wonder out loud. Art can be the thing which must be understood immediately or else it is pointless, wrong, out of place and futile. Measured by reason which is obviously there owned by the viewer who walks by, gazes, feels awkward and refuses art as it is not so him or her, it is not part of this person meaning it does not resonate, give much, have personal touching points. Art therefore must be owned by the viewer as likeable as it flatters the viewer, belongs to his or her realm, reality, understanding and does not frighten. Point of making difficult and complex art is exactly this, that it is not a straight passage to walk through and say this I understand, this is good and worthy the money. What I understand is good what I do not understand is threatening and maybe even bad, corrupt. Art must be equal to good as it is seen as doing good, teaching us about ourselves. Question is what art teaches about ourselves then? Art we are shown  has an entertainment value, it has to be applauded and accepted by experts, this makes art valid and existent. Seen, judged, talked about, placed, viewed, liked. Art expert is someone who has a lot of power telling what is good, hopefully clearly telling to those who are not experts why good is good and bad is bad. So what is the situation when art experts are corrupt and are not telling about art objectively but subjectively and when personal relations define good, and even what is art? When things get more than instantly comprehensible people lose their temper, patience, interest, the difficulty is almost an insult against the viewer because it is not made into easily chewable bits after which to feel thankful and smart of having seen this, witnessed.

What kind of message and content sinks in? How must information be modified, modelled, moulded, simplified, made comprehensible within the frame of our culture, the frame being as we understand our culture, ourselves and people’s needs, desires, minds, assumptions, patterns of thought, appreciations. We all search for some kind of grandness which elevates us. We understand via where we come from and we see people through that lens. It is all so often said and thought of me for example that I as coming and working working class jobs am not able to understand, gain, reach out for and grasp his and her culture. I do get, I really get it if you know what I mean. “That kind of people rarely take interest in classical music, even less to contemporary classical music” or ” I can’t afford to get a PhD in Switzerland” or “My art is not art” Straightforward no to my desires and dreams. I have shut up about them because to understand value of my dreams and capability to reach out go uncomprehended. Strangely my gender and my class, my poverty put me in a position where I am told more no’s and told about my lack of cultural and intellectual capacity which is  bound to where I come from and what kind of an instant image my gender poses to people. If I tell what I would like to do, I am told the reasons why it is impossible for me, just like that. Please tell me your motives, they really stay in the cloud. Thank you for the moral and mental support. You guys shine a light.

This is my understanding of contemporary humans where understanding is the most difficult and hardest part even though there seems to be loads of it as personally all view themselves and pose. How contemporary it is let’s pause for a moment and ponder. Still even though we live in the age of intellect, smart this and that, there are strict boundaries who can be smart and what is smart, who can make and who can’t. Anything worth while is simulated and signalled via the named, labelled, defined, understood in a way concept of smart. Smart which is effortless and an easy process of making things to better our lives, availability and accessibility signalling this. What do we have access to and how? Who can access what? Do we have access to something that is relevant or to something which is on the go, moving and getting replaced as easily as it is coming to us like a whistle?

When you have access to all this what is named smart you are smart too, that you have it. You know how things work on the surface and you do not have to know what things truly are, are for, are made of, come from and why. Is this living a lie and not wanting to admit it because it would be too hurtful? Purpose of smart is the created illusion which brings the good feeling of being inside and having it all. It is still an unfortunate fact that possession, bank account saldo, where you come from and who you know define our moral, intellectual and cultural superiority. This is also believed and held dear by those who should be able to question everything even status and relevance of their own, those are ‘intellectuals’ in arts and academies. Vanity is the biggest drive we seem to have and be incapable to fight against. Why should we fight it when it justifies and states our uniqueness and glory.

 

 

 

What happens when there is only hate or love, an in between is indifference. Constructive criticism what is it then? and love is what one is compelled to feel.

Social media is a compass and it is also a destination where we make ourselves for audience. It is more to represent than anything else. Yes we have conversations and storming outburst are almost a definite way to make headlines, and having lots of followers. What does social media and branding do to creativity and how we perceive creativity? Shopping, any kind of consuming is creating your persona and a voice nowadays. It is telling of what one stands for. Shopping beautiful objects, perfectly designed and then be seen around and in these objects. Instagram is a place where one can hype one’s lifestyle for everyone to see and admire. It is an interesting phenomenon combining modern thinking of what creativity is and makes way to wonder creativity in pop culture, in contemporary world where posing as an active maker of images with technology makes everyone a professional, an icon, a model. To represent something on Instagram and in today’s world there must be a clear style, specific choices made where one stands, stands for and what kinds of things and values one represents. There is a completely out blown way to sell products and brands by telling they represent creative thinking, progress, creative making. The future which is sold with the product is revealed, owned and being made with special defined and refined accessibility, originality, excess, consciousness and creative solutions. Buyer makes together with producer the product by wanting it, showing it, using it, living with it and looking for another, a better one, which brings something different, novel feel of continuity, surprise, feeling of extraordinary and luxurious in to everyday. It is curious to analyse feed of pictures which show a lifestyle and are a product at the same time. To analyse the impact, motifs and motives, desires, needs of the maker and the viewer is to analyse the world we live in
On the video of Rich Kids on Instagram (Cutting the edge) there are sentences like one picture tells a thousand words and of course, there are haters, they make me the money. Opinions of haters and the amount of negative feedback is essential to make fame and to be able to ignore and use for one’s benefit the pure force of public lashing is a big help. With help of finance and security of money it really does not matter what people say. It is all business. Hating is a way of showing interest.
What is striking is how traditional gender roles are for the rich and within Instagram culture. Is it because there is a flow of women bringing themselves forward wanting attention from rich men? Women scream when a man pours champagne on them like children, they seem very helpless walking on the highest heels possible and lean on men. Women in that world still look for male assistance, look to be used and men enjoy the cattle. Strength is in the wealth. It is boldness, arrogance, exploitation and indifference, it is ability to use wealth in any way possible and brag about it. There is no interest or need to change how women are, even women don’t seem to mind. It is cluelessness how they must behave and act out because luxury is about sex, not caring and showing off. To win is to like all this culture has to offer.
Femininity is a tool and an asset. Ultra femininity is a power look where other people do the work, although posing is work too. Women seeking to be trophies even though they have all the means to do otherwise is very odd. Is it an easy way to live? Is it an instant life thinking it is the best way to live? Obviously. What is lasting and does the result matter? Interest is in the now and in the future, where deals and money are made. These people live their lives without interest in the outside world, rather escape anything that reminds of the outside, other than what to gain from it. Interest in rich people in general is the same as interest in royalty.
On video below there are rich Asian women who create businesses of their own on the side of spending their parents’ wealth. They have the freedom of realising any idea possible. It is feminist wave that has reached these women, to allow women to live as they please, which in a strict patriarchal policing culture like China has is quite new.