How leftist are those in the academia or in the arts?

My question rises from the strange continuous experience of hearing there are leftist professors who practice leftist ideology in universities and leftist theories are taught more than the conservative ones and that leftist politics is in use in universities. My experience does not back this claim: when system favours conservative mannerisms and silence, I am too radical and annoying, leftism is a lovely flower to look at, if you know what I mean. Marx obviously being one of the most interesting theorists there is what comes to labour rights, so it is only just and right that his theories are known to avoid situation which is present today, where him and his thinking is painted completely malaise, destructive, false and inaccurate. Propaganda is hurtful, disinformation, not trying to understand how better the living and working conditions of the working class. It is more than understandable to learn to know how theory has affected our culture and thinking especially through economics, which is fascinating. How the division is made between the two, left and right, often seems to happen by what and whom is assumed is leftist and heard to be leftist or thinks is leftist. What comes to being conservative, do your clothes tell as it is often times assumed by clothing to which camp you belong?

Art is thought to be occupied by leftists and feminists who look forward, are experimental, openminded and are open to ideas and new people, which strikes me as I should be popular in such an environment. I argue and question too much to be likeable and that is something to me which is characteristic to being politically and intellectually aware and functioning. Such questioning types are met with anger and critique is rendered as annoying complaining. To not question the education system in use, methods, theories etc. is not leftist, it is accepting the current situation of higher education, protecting careers and positions, which to me seemed to be more important than the quality of education provided. It is difficult to be the person who doesn’t go with the flow and like everything, put one’s own financial interests first as is common in the arts and think of people: what a good contact or whom to avoid. All these accusations of leftism ring odd as there is a true and wide gap there between the working class and the middle class and as all know it is still today not that common for someone from working  class to enter university or the arts. My family still has hard time accepting my profession which to them is not a profession: how do you make money, your art is not art etc. There is a huge difference between the working class people and people from the middle class and for people not to think it is odd is odd and someone with working class background such as me, I am odd everywhere, because what is art and there are lot of people who have never met an artist and don’t even want to. This goes on and on. What has middle class contributed to leftism other than theory? Sympathy for the cleaning ladies and welders? That’s funny.

When I go to the environment where I as an artist am supposed to work at, it is not news I do not feel comfortable, welcomed, fit in etc. It is a strange situation and place, which conflict has led me do art that critiques the places of art, education of art, profession of the artist and I write about the paradoxes and clear flaws, intellectual and structural, there are in this field. Situation is stagnant and people like to follow the good old routes to success. Kissing ass? All the beautiful talks and looking like leftists, I am sure you are a very likeable person and will get lots of opportunities…why the working class people avoid and have disinterest towards contemporary art and distrust towards people with higher education? How many working class people do you know Mrs./Mister leftist professor and what are your leftist thoughts on how higher education could be valuable in other ways than just landing a high paying job? What I have witnessed is a mutual contempt and ignorance. For example telling what kind of professions I have done for a living, it is as if I had fell from outer space, poor you, or why don’t you apply for grants. Grants being, taught in university, the number one source of income for an artist, which also sounds very middle class. Are you sure it is good for the art and where does the money come from, who supports the arts the most? How to monetise art has not been ever an issue at any art school only in passing, maybe that is the leftist angle. It is a difficult thing to do, monetise one’s art, when most of the energy goes to realising newly invented ideas that hang in the air and mean nothing to anybody and to me they mean everything. How to monetise something that is your all? It takes character.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Don’t be afraid.

Fight,
always.
Never give
up.

So what am I fighting for? And how am I doing the battle? At the moment right here, in a couple of weeks somewhere else. It’s good to point out the most important issues to shout about and my strategy is to fight without bloodshed and large body count. So far I have not considered myself as an activist. I have been thinking it simple, since I don’t go around much and to be an activist one has to be active and be busy shouting for the cause. I have considered myself as a passivist that likes to make a difference in a quiet way and I’m intrigued and thrilled that it is possible. It seems that something has happened! But what?

My art is such that it requires only small amount of materials and physical work. Isn’t it great! Yes. So, It’s not laziness. I’m fascinated by the idea that little is more and I’m learning away of being hugely industrious. But ideas are what I love, dreams and fantasies, I’ll be industrious in them. I have found it most pleasurable and effective to do as little as I can, but I like to have a huge impact, like an explosion in the brain, explosion here meaning new kind of comprehension and insight into living and loving. I avoid any spectacles. I cannot be in one. I can’t stand the panic feeling I get. Or the feeling of uselessness of a spectacle. Sometimes the big size eats the contents of it all and sometimes the size becomes more important than the issue at hand.

But fight is a spectacle. To be strongly against something and point something out brings out a spectacle, like it or not. Especially in a world that thinks is perfect like the Arts. Especially among the people who think have no flaws or cannot be criticized. Life as it is a spectacle, it cannot be avoided if one wants to be part of the World and bring out ones views in it. As one wants. Could we be one consciousness? Could we be one? We surely are complicated.

My fight started from the constant experience that people are not equal, from the wonderment why is it so and what can be done about it. Also if equality is fully possible, what would it really be and mean.