breathe, in order to have faith in to this interrogation of present of delinquency

Fear guides me, that is what I trust. Battle that cannot be won, but it has to be fought. Deliberate subversion unraveled with such speed. Enraged, cloudy, earthly, muddy, dark, behind and under, in 

experiencing historical ontology of me, of ourselves, of that other I see and don’t, verifying existence via cruelty, inner must of terror which drives me. Fear that keeps me going. Abomination, afraid when 

afraid always, keeping me alert, a pulled string, pulling.


Strategy Tegystra tactics tic

Strategy Tegystra Tactics tic 
January 16th, 2013 

cat act tic tac itc cit tci tci tci where is it leading?
Choose your favorite syllable and repeat it in a tempo chosen as you wish.
Ok. I’m ready.
or..not at all. It goes on and on unfinished.
Say syllables out loud on a wasteland, in front of it, after having walked over it. Say
repeat constantly
while walking standing thinking them how to say them looking up to the sky shout out loud syllables how they go gaps in between, pauses, tactics
inventing teg ASTRA TRA TRA TRA
stra stra gyte change order of the letters.
What sense does it make? What new views it opens? To tear words apart. How do you feel when you repeat these syllables? 



Rautainen telttasänky, kokoontaitettuja sanomia, hylkiö, mehiläisiä vintillä tai muita ääniä. Ajattelin, kuinka sellainen pieni Buddha-patsas uppoaisi hankeen, jos sen kuumentaisi. Seisoin hiljaa nousevalle ajatukselle ja höyrylle. Nojailen sängynreunalla, peitossa on tulppa ja liuennutta saippuaa, oksaisessa kävelykepissä pistin, leivänmuruja, rakoja lattiassa.

Juovat sydämen alkoholissa siellä jossakin, aukaisevat käärmeen ja ottavat sen (pienen) kuin aarteen. Näin tv:stä. Tänään kävelin lumen peittämää tietää, lunta tippui lintujen jaloista, minun tanssahteleva tieni. Vastaani tuli poika, joka oli pukeutunut kevyesti. Tuli kylmä, kun näin hänet vähissä vaatteissa. Hänen pieni koiransa juoksenteli vapaana joka paikkaan, tiellä jossa auton jälkiä.

Se, mitä minulla on haljenneena,
halkaisin itse.

Jätin pöydälle sanomalehden viereen, en ehtinyt muutahörppäsin lasista ja ryntäsin pysäkille.

Let’s talk more my bunny!

Let’s talk more my bunny!

March 6, 2013 

Hello! My name is Tanya. I am lonely Russian woman from Ulyanovsk. I hope you will interested in my letter or in my structure in agency. I have decided to write to you really liked to me. Some more about me…. I am 25, I have finished medical university in our city and now I work as the children’s doctor. My free time I spend on a hippodrome, as I 7 years am engaged in equestrian sport. I think more about my appearance will tell you my photos. If you want to learn more about me you may write me to Also if you want to ask me some questoins (if interested in me), please write me and I promise answer you and also I will send you more of my photos. Bye for now. 

I hope it’s letter will not without your reply. ?  


Soundtrack of this is so musical.

Soundtrack of this is so musical.
  1. Easy Tree Generator with Beautiful Hearts
  2. La Maman et La Putain by George B.
  3. Tango B in me
  4. Oijoijoi Muchas Machos sung whisperingly by Him.
  5. Oye Oye Lucia! Running wild with Children of the Night
  6. Where is Bela Lugosi now? i don’t care, in heaven with me.
  7. There! Believe it! said Michael playing with his tongue.
  8. Of Course i like Madonna. I’m shallow in the best way.
  9. Tampere JAZZ happening is always hip.
  10. Me singing whatever comes to my mind every now and then, also talking to myself!
    ………….What! Are you Crazy??
  11. Sounds of the sea continuously
  12. Sounds of sleeping
  13. Sounds of the traffic
  14. Sounds of walking
    Anything by that beautiful Finnish Female composer. She is always in my phone.
  15. Hola.
  16. Yes I would do that.
  17. ‘Oh Fuck’ is a drink with white rum, lemon and pineapple juice and soda or orange juice, pour ingredients how you feel.
  18. O real thing, SHostakovitsh, Lady Macbeth of Mtsensk. Awesome.
  19. Yes, I do love you, but you choose not to love me, so.
  20. Farewell song anything goes.

Women and swearing/ What is art? Who is an artist?/Misogyny

Women and swearing

Bodies online, pencil on paper, 2015-

Women and swearing

They say swearing does not suit women. If a dick can be put in my mouth, swearing fits there quite perfectly. They say swearing makes women unattractive. To me the most unattractive thing is to tell what I can say. They say for women to swear is unladylike. They say it is not nice and makes women look aggressive. Aggressive is what I want to look like. Do you know why?

Child is healthy when she or he becomes a mass consumer, having eaten all the strawberries and drank every drop of beer around in a smashing record time, that one is feeling so good about this achievement.

Child is healthy when she or he becomes a mass consumer, having eaten all the strawberries and drank every drop of beer around in a smashing record time, that one is feeling so good about this achievement.

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