Kukka, neilikka, pioni, anemonie, bryllishuokaus.

Miten nainen isketään? – Suomi24 enkä vihaa sitä vitun hunajaa

Kukka, neilikka, pioni, anemonie, bryllishuokaus.
Kukka ilman tuoksua.
Mutta kuinka?
Se on ollut viileässä, sankossa jossa on ollut vettä. Kylmäkaapissa lattialla. Miksi kukaan haluaisi tuoksuttoman kukan?
Nainen on kukka ja naisen sukuelin on kukka.
Naisen käsi on kukka.
Mikä nainen?
Mitä nainen voi tehdä?
Tyydyttää itsensä.
Olla itsensä ja jokaisen naisen velvollisuus on tulla mahdollisimman täydeksi.

Naisen velvollisuudet, lasten hoitaminen, kotitalous, imurointi, laittautuminen, kaunistautuminen, kaunistaminen, lasten pukeminen, estetisointi, estetiikka, hoitaminen, pyyhkiminen, rätti, kaapit. Naisen tehtävät, nainen on näin, näin naisen annetaan olla, luonnollinen naiseus. Antaa olla. Mistä naiseus alkaa? Kun synnyt, kun sinut puetaan, kun sinua katsotaan, jonakin, kuukautisista, rinnoista, vaginasta, kuiskauksista, hiuksista, joissa puhutaan, joista, joita kommentoidaan, asioista joita ei saa sanoa, taas kuuluvaan ääneen, joista supistaan, joita katsotaan. Tarpeettomasta häveliäisyydestä. Tarpeettomasta. Hyödyttömästä. Hyödyttömyydestä. Pornokuvista, jalat levällään, odottaen miestä? Odottaen miestä, penistä, työntöä, orgasmia, halua, ottamista, panoa, kääntymistä sängyssä, että on siinä. Olla halun kohde, haluttava, saada. Lehdistä. Naistenlehdistä, miestenlehdistä, erilaisista kuvakulmista, ajelluista karvoista, treenatuista reisistä, täydellisestä ihosta, asennoista, tukasta, iättömyydestä, treenistä. Ajatellessani länsimaisen naisen ihannekuvaa, millainen haluamme hänen, naisen, ihannenaisen olevan. Hän on haavekuva, jota lopulta koko maailma jäljittelee, kaihtamatta keinoja tai kuluja. Naiseus maksaa, saat maksaa. Onko tuo kuva se, millainen hän haluaa olla? Kuka on länsimainen jokanainen? Lopulta hän on ei-kukaan, olematon ja silti kaikki, mutta kuinka tulla häneksi, hän on kaunis. Kauneus on jotakin tiettyä, määriteltyä. Haluta kauneuteen, katsottavaksi, ihailtavaksi pois rumuudesta. Kuinka olemme synnyttäneet tällaisen kauneuden, kauheuden, julmuuden omaa kehoamme ja henkeämme kohtaan, joka ei olekaan kauneudessa, kauneudesta, ei ytimessä vaan pinnassa. Ei saa olla, on pitkä lista. Kauneus on silti kirous. Pelkkä naiseus ei riitä. Se on kauheus ja vaara. Mikä pelkkä, miten niin vain, miten vähän? Mikä nainen on? Riippuu keneltä kysytään. Jos kysyy naiselta itseltään, mitä hän vastaisi?

How rude

 

How rude
How loud
How unclean
How vulgar
How unfeminine
How impolite
How talking over
How infuriating
How stupid

Angels

Those wings are heavy every time the dinner bell rings. Dynamic energy drastic
measures of swans for girls for lasting impressions. The want to go to Paris and
walk. They want to go Paris-thin. When a girl is too thin, when she looks sick, they
need to lose weight to float still. What gives angels their glow?
What I eat in a day as a fashion model.
How I lost weight and got lean.
How to grow your butt without growing your thighs.
My full gym workout. How men react to different levels of makeup. What I eat in a day to lose weight.
Six clothing hacks every girl must know.
Victoria’s Secret angels go grocery shopping. What young hasn’t been dreaming about this?

 

Left behind/ Experiment number 2

Taakse jätetty/Left behind, puu, maali, wood, paint, 2015

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