SOUTHERN COWGIRLS SLEEPING BEAUTIES MOANING LOUD WHEN THEY ARE GETTING IT: HOT TEACHERS WITH HOT POTATOES: SEXIEST ARTISTS ALWAYS WET ALWAYS COMING; COLLEGE GIRLS : SECRETARIES… AND MORE! WHAT ELSE IS ON THE MENU..HOTTEST POLITICIANS ON EARTH, OH MY GOD OR SOMEONE’S GOD REALLY. BUT WHOSE?

INSTANT MERMAID JUST ADD WATER, WRITINGS ON T-SHIRTS FOR WOMEN.

BABE
Sorry I’m late I didn’t want to come.
Promises
Bad a Ball Testicle festival
USA
ABCDEFUCKOFF
no thanks
Be yourself
babygirl
Hotter than hell
PSYCHOPATH
It’s yours
babygirl
GRLPWR
Stay weird
90’s baby
How You Doin’?
Good girls go to heaven, Bad girls go everywhere.
Girls supporting girls.
Moody.
You will be too much for some people, those are not people.
I’ll be there for you.
win-win
Funpa: like grandpa just cooler also smarter and stunningly good-looking.
Holy enough to pray for you, hood enough to swing on you.
morning
Raise boys and girls the same way.
Stranger things
Cherry up Storm
Darlin’ POLE, endless potential jamais style
Liberté Femme Fatale
This is what femininity looks like, Happy Changes
YES
Parisienne
High on Life, don’t give A
Love revolution with Hokusai wave
OGUH Cheap Monday, Trés chic Paris (”
82
Why?

Lickable/Ah banality

Lickable 

Running down the stairs making heck of a noise of some wild herd running that should be outside making what it makes. Feet hitting the stairs with sneakers, high heels, cowboy boots, rubber boots, sandals, party shoes, furry winter boots showing toes hitting the stairs like injury in their minds, falling down about to happen, deliberately making irritating loudness. Their feet like they were to fall off, dance that makes music of its own. Go crazy, you childish. Making the sound that you do. lose mind. it is a weight of worry

barely keeping balance in a hurry.
That noise, take it: continue the monstrous whirl. I want to be in it on the screaming in body of sound. And scream myself, because I’m unable to move myself. I can be appalled by them and stand by uncontrollable horror of youth. Time accused of ruining youth. What it is to ruin? What is there to spoil. What is to worry and why. 

Run faster, the stairs end at some point, and you come to the door, sunlight flickers on wet grass. Go through with this in clean up, after, say abomination and brake, shout it over those sounds of running feet. Audio of some kind of despair. Shoes on the table, love on the table, neighbors, me observing, especially me, living on the table wearing shoes, only shoes. Running in hey after having looked at it with heavy breath. 

I understand it experiences inflation the word said many times over and over, the meaning, the dirt and whispers and shame. Especially the shame. It stops being what it is. What word did you mean? Do you know what she did? Can you believe it? What a cunt. She is going to pay for this. I’ll make her pay. Tiny m tasting soft. Gratification many times over of pain caused not to avoid danger of being exposed with taste of mathematics the substance of brilliance and daring, just to say it. Just to say mathematics makes you stand above, just to think my life is mathematics. So real. I bet there are more people like you exhausted. It is a perfect world with perversion in it making the perfection and sitting still thinking about it. What is the payment and what is after? That stairs turned upside down. I’m looking at my hair waving in the air like hey. 

Varaosamaailma: supernänni. Pese nänni saippualla päivittäin. Nännin kauheus lienee sanassa ja olemuksessa. Nänni, englanniksi lapsenhoitaja, on lempeä ja pullea, vaativa mutta herkkä. Nännin kauneus on suuhun laitossa, syömisessä, imettämisessä, pystyssä muodossa, julkeudessa paidan läpi, skandaalissa juhlissa. Lisää hyväntekeväisyyttä, katso nänniä, tuijota. Se on aika ryppyinen ja kova.

Saippuan valmistus

Saippuan keitto, luusaippuaa
3 kiloa ydinluita
3-4 litraa vettä
300-400 grammaa lipeää tai koivutuhkalipeää
3 ruokalusikallista suolaa

Vesi ja osa lipeästä sekoitetaan ja kun vesi alkaa kiehua, lisätään luut. Noin 11/2 tuntia kiehumista. Siivilöidään, lisätään lipeä, jos keitoksen pinnalle on noussut rasvaa. Saippuan on oltava venyvää ja sakeaa, jolloin lisätään suola. Saa kiehahtaa, otetaan hyytymään. Pinnalle muodostuu saippuakerros ja pohjalle ns. suopaa.

Rasvasaippua: 500g rasvoja, 11/2L vettä, 80-100g lipeäkiveä, 2 rkl suolaa.

Tutkielma jalasta

Kuusamossa 1995

Tämä paikka on varattu, sanoi mies kädessään ampiaspesä ja ruskeat nahkahansikkaat. Katsoi minua ääninä bussi ja ampiaispesä että katse. Mihin olet menossa ampiaispesä kädessäsi, kysyin? Ajattelin, että outoa, istua bussissa ampiaispesä sylissä ja tiirailla kuin minä olisin se outo. Minne itse olet menossa likka? Outoa on vain lähteä, eikä mennä takaisin siihen, mistä lähti.

Jätin työni kokkina ja tulin tänne. Minulle sanottiin, ettei minun kannattaisi, elämää ei ole tehty tuhottavaksi. En ajatellut tuhoavani mitään, päinvastoin. Piirsin ensimmäisenä kuvan kipsijalasta ja opettaja sanoi, että laita siihen päiväys, voit jälkikäteen tarkastella kehitystäsi.

Sense of self/Climax cave

pencil on paper, 2005

Climax cave
uhh baby, yes harder, (is this a woman?).Give it to me baby, nice and slow. (is this a woman too?). Yes harder, but be nice and slow. That requires talent to do hard and be nice simultaneously. Niceness is, of course, the outcome of sex, self-evidently pleasurable. To be hard and nice is a lovely contradiction and combination what comes to having sex. It is like bringing up children, be firm but loving. Know what you are doing and what is wanted of you. Funny is how these pornographic clichés work. They must work because they are used quite much. Horny is a state of mind of the contemporary world. Level of arousal and intoxication of upcoming orgasm is a state of overwhelming simplicity of sudden feel good.

Niceness and slowness, coming. What a disgusting image of drooling. A self-centered pleasure hunt. Where there is a cunt. Give it to me. What do I get in return? Is it a give and take? Sexist power play where there is something for oneself only. Good time for me, only, but you must get something out of it too. Yea, sure I want exactly the same thing as you, and I want to give everything to you, because we are the same mind, we want the same pleasure. In mutual understanding, I provide your ecstasy.