In 1995 it was world in recession and I thought what should I do. I had just graduated and restaurants were not hiring.

 

detail of a pencil drawing of mine from 1995

I feel the world is still in that same recession. It is a low not only of finance, but courage and compassion. I still worry, but at least I am not completely under rule of employers. Some of the rules I make myself. I am still tested what can I do, can I do anything. I am still evaluated the same way like an empty bottle that can filled with something funny. Have I chosen well how to make my path? Damn right I have. In the world of slaves and despots it is good to know what one is willing to do and what not.