Kuukausi: elokuu 2013

Yes, it is a question of self-esteem, values in life and where do you come from.

| Henna Timanttimetsä

Out of all experiences I have had working class culture has made me think what is creativity in working class context? How do working class people create and what it means to create? As for many welders welding is an art. And I agree. It is a beautiful work and skill. It is creation made possible at work and through that it is possible to understand one’s own creativity and skill. For people in that particular industry cars are an important way of self-expression. They are well taken care of and talked about subject. Man is his car. When a new guy appears at work his car is firstly checked out. It can be brutal, because man’s personality and character depends on his wheels. How about those who take the bus?  Take a guess.

With the thinking of what is working class goes also what it does not want to be.  It cuts itself out of many possibly fruitful things it thinks are not for it. Laborers like to place the blame of misfortunes on others and stick in their own comfortable circles. This I have experienced myself several times. Funnily same goes for the Arts. It is also curious how people like to find mistakes and errors in others instead of searching themselves. Yes, a working class hero exists, and an art hero exists, but from my point of view they are posing shells, nothing else.

being super productive.

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How do naked girl dancing and physics meet? they just do. smashing up.

Like utopia, but I claim it is happening all the time.

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Hegemony, creativity, complexity and power are strong words holding much in them. Essential concepts to think about socially and they got lots to do with how society works, how we work. As also emotions have leading part in sculpting society by the minute every day all the time. What kind of part do hate and rage play in the games of finding place, making groups of people, molding our social structures and places of belonging and living. Why are negative feelings the most powerful tools for causing society to act, or causing people to act against society or themselves or to begin in the first place. How do negative emotions create us? How could emotions like hate and rage be channeled to make a difference in a good way?

This time is probably the most open and tolerant of all times globally despite there are massive amounts of misogyny, racism, fascism, intolerance, censoring and other serious human rights violations around and happening all the time.

But avalanches of all sizes are possible he said. They are plural forms of Jesus.

| Henna Timanttimetsä

What is ancle what is angle what is to sit in a cafe what is to listen
what is anger what is danger what is to danger what is rumor what is hurt what is to die what is to live what is to love tell me what you see

Pendulums. They are swinging nonstop fast in a tormented way. Dotted lines making graph, making it on paper, showing on printing paper, chain reactions sliding frequently, jumping to infinity. Black girl with no clothes on sent her goodbye waving her body. Siren of her vulva of her flood, flower megaphone of her multiplexus, endless body parts in I will do it again I promise. Shoeless woman threw up Jesuses.

After spilling coffee grounds, biking twenty km, I need to bang couple of thoughts. BANG! Pieces of my mind.

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Päivän kirjasuositus: Anthony Giddens, Yhteiskuntateorian keskeisiä ongelmia, Toiminnan, rakenteen ja ristiriidan käsitteet yhteiskunta-analyysissä, 1979

Tee näin

| Henna Timanttimetsä

Pukeudu toisella tavalla kuin normaalisti pukeudut.

Couple of words for the fine art scene and what I think about it.

| Henna Timanttimetsä

To change something in the arts and within art scene is something I have very little faith in, it is as it is on and on. As I have little faith in changing the world of finance that has rules of its own obeying greed only, patterns that repeat. Same thing, much cannot be done. But one can try. I have never been on the side of giving up as fine art seems to be. It likes to divide people into losers and winners. It suits its means and the stardom cult. All this means for me taking an outsider position, because plain truth does not work well in a world of shallowness, circles of friends and facades hiding utter empty heads. Well, It actually works too well to be tolerated.

The effect and turmoil are worth while and results can be surprising. Process of trying to change the unchangeable, an entity unwilling to change, is a violent situation. Measures and means to put down those who dare try vary from humiliation to silence. It is a pattern of those who have something to gain in a system they are in and it is serving for them. Closed systems are very sensitive and touchy. Taking care of image and the walls around is more important than what is actually being said and done. It is like floating on waves of acceptance of friends that share your world and views in thinking what is the ultimate right and truth. From there it is easy to judge and play warmhearted.

In this kind of small talk environment anything that is somehow out of the ordinary is a bullet. In this kind of world making a controversy is fairly easy, but how to make it last and completely push the buttons, the right ones all at the same time crushingly. One must understand what are the fears of people in such a world and what is expected of people entering that world. Most effective is an act that is about shame, putting down in humiliation, talk people share behind each other’s backs and reasons for it. What kind of emotional order of desires is at hand? Delicious. This is why and how: There are urges of something to gain and the ways to stardom. Choosing one’s path is to know why one is doing what one is doing and to whom. Interesting is the extent of passion of doing when you begin and what happens to it, how it evolves. Can you hold on to the thrill and charm of naive enthusiasm?

p.s.

Everything we do begins from being creative and having ideas. Problem is how the different kinds of creative acts are valued and why. Is the logic same with value of work and how it constructs itself? With arts there are the divisions and barriers it likes to build, calling acts of creativity high and low, good and bad. Of course there are beautiful pieces of art and the bad bad, but maybe the point is somewhere else which is the real value of doing and having art. It is something institutionalized art very often lacks, a genuine process and continuity.

Does the word work define creativity from the very beginning or is it other way around? Or is it money that defines work and also value of creativity?  How much, what is it worth, what do I get, what is there to get and what to give?

Untitled photos of women

Kuva | | Henna Timanttimetsä

Oh it’s Gladio the Ice-Cream man with lickable m

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Music accused of ruining youth, but they are running down the stairs making heck of a noise of some wild herd running that should be outside running. Feet hitting the stairs with sneakers, high heels, cowboy boots, rubber boots, sandals, party shoes, furry winter boots showing toes hitting the stairs like injury in their minds, falling down about to happen. Running, moving their feet like they were going to fall off, some kind of dance that makes music of its own. Make me go crazy, you, without a care. Making the sound that you do. Make me lose my mind, do it! Yes, it is a weight of worry barely keeping balance.
Don’t stop that noise. I cannot take it; but please continue the monstrous whirl. I want to be in it. Or the screaming. And scream myself, because I’m unable to move myself.
Run faster, the stairs end at some point, and you come to the door and sun light on grass.
Let’s go through with this, in clean up
I can feel your power, I love to say perverted, shout it over those sounds of running feet. PERVERTED! Perverted shoes on the table, perverted love, neighbors, me, especially me, perverse living wearing shoes, only shoes. Running in hey.
I understand it experiences inflation the word said many times over and over, the meaning, the dirt and whispers and shame. Especially the shame. It stops being what it is.
Do you know what she did? Can you believe it? What a cunt. She is going to pay for this. I’ll make her pay. I’m that kind of man with tiny m tasting like nougat. Gratification many times over of pain caused and to avoid the danger of being exposed. Oh What genius. with taste of mathematics the substance of brilliance, just to say it. Just to say mathematics makes you stand above. You are a real thing. So real, I can touch you. I bet there are more people like you. It is a perfect world with perversion in it making the perfection and sitting still. What is the payment? That stairs turned upside down. I’m looking at my hairs waving in the air like hey.