What is the danger?

danger of doing and to desire. What do you desire?

Let’s whistle, that glowing shit is flying

It was not supposed to be about real people nor real emotions, anything at all, but causing harm. What kind of people do that, call themselves gods. Well I can tell you the game is on. In full. Poor bastards, who are they talking about, who do they think they are fooling. You can be poor in many ways. It is not about money, the wealth I’m talking about. Stick that to your multigrain Cheerios.

riot insanity anger revolution

Take this pill and your shit will glow in the dark. A lovely ha ha. send me some dots. be a genius. now.

Potential of places unused, unutilized, unoccupied, why are they there. Green areas as signs of good maintenance, signs of space, letting nature get to our habitation. Green as grass, green as green, greenery, place for cooling down, sporting, playing, sitting, relaxing, all good things that a busy person can dream about, but maybe not actively do unless greenery, lawn is backyard. Not to do for instance on a lawn located near by the mall, on premises of a car park, a yard of an office building, or where ever public spaces have grass areas with trees as decorations around parking spaces and pavement, asphalt and traffic signs. Similarity of the designed urban space has its wall-like quality, quality to make numb, irritate and careful, alert, still.

Green grass strips giving joyous and refreshing sights for our eyes, being functional and not in public space. They are not to be disturbed by sitting, driving, walking, walking the dog, standing, laying down on grass looking at the sky, who would want that, to be looked at, be on display like that. Lawns have bizarre dead peace like heavy weight on them and stop sign above that is invisible but it is there. They are protected by appropriated rules and how to move in a city. It a cheap way to make contemporary city efficient looking. It is a template that has made cities repeatable patterns, tools, machines and easy for corporations to build their own cubic empires to. Green grass for our cities, which would not be so colorful otherwise, blank in their/our concrete scenery, more livable, movable, understandable and tolerable. To avoid costs, mess and disturbances it seems to be interests of the city that no-one inhabits those strange places, like empty spaces. I stay puzzled by them, green areas, because of the rhythm and pace of our city that it is bound to grow to and with. The moving by cars and with consuming people, not staying put very long, that would raise suspicions, looks. Benches have almost vanished from the urban environment. They are heavy and clumsily designed, uninviting to sleep, to sit and read a book, very uncomfortable, ugly even. They are to be looked at, still in their ugliness. Sitting made ugly and unwanted as passive. Urban city planning done to serve purposes of consuming, wiping unwanted people, unwanted buildings, unwanted landscapes out of the landscape. People not to be seen, to avoid uncomfortable weird behavior, weird look. People that have time to hang around are not tolerated in city centers unless they got money to spend, centers built for businesses, customers and their cars.

It is an active part of a growing and thriving city to keep public places intact, clean and well maintained. Landscape in which cutting grass, blowing leaves, applying sand and removing it with loud machinery are basic methods that are done with great care wearing orange suits. 

We are machining our daily routines. Machines are growing to be part of our consciousness, our body parts. They do things differently than we do.

Valhalla this is Thor with Bernard Fontanelle

Profound killing, profound birth, deep rest with mercury, put your hand in it
breathing in to the root of things and to pure chance, taking it
don’t let anything stop you
be part of my filth
but be compelled to change dramatically
arrangement equilibrium, condition of a system, hexagonal someone said, diagonal pace, speed of atoms shaking, fluctuations which physicists often call noise. tranquility, postmodern triangle on top. Could you just remove it. It is horrid. Even as symbol on a wall, against the sky, could you understand how ugly it is. It represents nothing but horridness of it all.
Shapes of progress are going more flat, more insignificant, more or less close to nothing with big size. Don’t you see.

Behold a universe so immense that I am lost in it. I no longer know where I am. I am just nothing at all. Our world is terrifying in its insignificance. ” B.Fontanelle (1657-1757)

When I open my eyes, what do I see? There is despair in the air, panic of losing, youthful looks as possessions to be sold as anything else. But why be bothered by this? There is nothing I can do to change the whole culture, only myself. Quickly before it fades away. Beauty is glue, people glued luring gazes looking for something to steal. It is a weapon as well as punishment, the gaze. Punishment of being watched, looked at. Why does it hurt? I should enjoy of the stares, where else people should place their eyes than to each other.

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Ritual blood spill.

Feminism as I see it, is part of humanism in a profound and attached, combined way, it cannot be chopped off for the reasons like it sounds old-fashioned or it does not glitter enough.  So does philosophy for some, sound like. It does not work or you don’t like, which one? Or you don’t want the stigma?

Humanism would be missing its body part. Humanism is our consciousness. We can hope for it not to be paralyzed, cut to parts that can’t understand each other, as it now seems to be the case. There are women who like to say that they are not feminists ( for some reason those who get to say it so it becomes news are American, ”I am this and that, but I am not feminist”..), those same people believe in strong and equal womanhood, strong woman, strong human, what is that, in terms of capitalism, what is a strong human in terms of humanity? Being above what, that other, giving orders or as strong as, as good as, but different. Problem is in seeing feminism as counter activism, against any other, like an outer negative force that wants to put parts of society in feminist kind of order. I have one request for every woman, if you do not relate to feminist why bring it up at all. Be a good sport. It’s good to be good. Women if they feel strong and are capable of acting out in their society as respected members are bound to feminism and its achievements, due to fighting for equal human rights most women can vote, be part of politics and speak their mind.

Disrespect for feminism is disrespect for humanity.

Malicious nocturne, young temperature of instantaneous and perhaps total entropy of the universe, sounding grand, finding it in my lungs

The need to come out. Phrase for someone admitting and showing. Coming out, revealing maintaining dignity and when you lose it, fearing shame, thoughts and talk. Maintaining, what does it mean, how. What needs to be maintained and which parts could be discarded as useless. Keeping up, staying in posture, situation in life against for what would be a better decision, difficult. Is it following tradition, listening to somebody else’s opinion than one’s own, on one’s life, rules, dictations, how to. What is losing dignity? Deliberately, carelessly, why put yourself to disgrace, what will come of it, of not wanting to care about the consequences. I hoped to be killed in the most brutal way possible, publicly. I knew you could do it. I knew it. Idea of failing and starting something new, or ending up having disastrous after life. Fear of losing face, fear of showing you my face. What is the worst scenario that might happen?

Snowflakes form this way of water drops
at temperatures several degrees below water’s normal freezing point
depressions as ponds and lakes
zero zero Celsius centigrade and below
water all, is ice infinitesimally small drops
all the corruption in my hand

Merkintä suoraan kohti

Pysähdyttävin hetki kun pääsky katsoi suoraan minuun, minun korkeudellani. Jokunen pari sekuntia ajoin ohi pyörälläni, en niin hitaasti. Ajan kulumisen hitaudesta nopeudessa. Se oli kuin kuollut. Mutta ei kuollut pääsky istu aidan kaapelilla liikkumatta ja katso suoraan minuun. Hiukan hätkähdin kun se ei säikkynyt ja vaihtanut paikkaa kauemmas. Mustat siivet ja valkoinen, hiukan harmaantunut rinta. Se oli kuin nähnyt  veistoksellinen ilman veistosta. Kuin lentänyt liikaa ja sillä oli jotakin kerrottavaa. Selitä. Sen silmät. Egyptiläinen.

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http://www.salon.com/2013/06/25/chris_hayes_bring_on_the_upper_middle_class_revolution/