soundcloud poetry

Blue knee/Precipitation

| Henna Timanttimetsä

A person who makes the weather, someone called bird of the ill weather. Person who has bad karma or just bad attitude towards life and brings it on everybody like weather. How affected are we and yet not, staying unaware and needy, makers of change. To use weather as a verb that makes us and makes us make, the ultimate moulder of earth and how we make our living. The more exited we get the more we produce carbon dioxide, Spiritus Sylvestre, wild spirit.

Fast breathing, sweating and steaming, climate at high altitude is thin, thin air. Precipitation phenomena of accelerators, Oscillations, Nervousness ineluctable looming up irrepressible presence and parchment almost completely scattered in a moment. Intolerable desire and urge to continue.

Speed of change, speed of time, there is a time capsule in change, my time in every moment. I have no time. Waiting it to happen, saying, phrasing what it is one wants to change. Framing to tell we have no other alternative. It is settling and alarming at the same time, maybe an effort to find crystallised, a meaning and explanation of what happens, what might happen and why. Timing, what happens with timing, in time, in waiting, in lining up, in hurry, in speed which media and civilization bring to our lives. Speed of pictures, speed of events, speed of a runner, speed of a shutter, speed of changing clothes. Speeding, measuring, comparing, working, staying put.

Working class experience

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Rose

I was given a rose at the cash register at a grocery store. The flower didn’t have a smell. I thought it was odd, a rose with no smell. I took carefully off its thirty petals which I counted. Carefully placing them on a paper sheet and let wind take them. It was strikingly sunny.

2008/Not adopting any method to be faster but clearer. Not adjusting according to what is.

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Not adopting any method to be faster but clearer. Not adjusting according to what is.

drop something, pick it up

drop something, pick it up

drop something, pick it up

turn the lock, open the door

turn the lock, open the door

turn the lock, open the door

move the chair, sit on it

move the chair, sit on it

move the chair, sit on it

sit on a chair, straighten your back

sit on a chair, straighten your back

sit on a chair, straighten your back

do it backwards, open your mouth

do it backwards, think about your mouth

do it backwards, show me your tongue.

Finisterra, ending is a change.

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Finisterra maailmanloppu the end of the world

It is in repeat, in repetition that is not changed, pattern that is not questioned.
A constant need for something, to be something with that something gained, that needs to be named.
What happens, what will I make happen in this idea of constant, a moment that is moving, a movement of individuals of constant, making moves to make a change that does not eventually end up changing much, or anything. The end of the world and a world is when worlds of mine and yours come to an end as they were, as we obviously have learned to know them and as we have lived them, in them. To live a world and to end a world as it is a possession and is many worlds simultaneously, ours. World is an it and them, an I, a persona. Worlds as minds and bodies, a body which we penetrate violently without reaching the world we wanted. Because we do not understand our hostility and our constant needs are not matched, strangeness of our own which is an obvious part of the world, the unknown. We escape it, because we are afraid of it. We try to possess and destroy strangeness of that other, but never of our own. We just silence it, the it in us, hide it to nonexistence and solitude.

DEAR CUSTOMER, MONEY DISAPPEARING INTO THE THIN AIR AND HOW. WEARING PERFUME AND SMELLING GOOD IS ESSENTIAL IN THIS BUSINESS.

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Mr. Bat Rickardo MarcAnthony
Union Bank of Switzerland
24, Quai du Seujet
Geneva – CH 1211
Switzerland
SWIFT/BIC: EFGBCHGGXXX

I AM AN AUDITOR WORKING WITH BANK UNION BANK SWITZERLAND AG GENEVA AT THEIR EFG BANK EUROPEAN FINANCIAL GROUP GENEVA SWITZERLAND. I WILL BE HAPPY TO WORK THIS DEAL OUT WITH YOU IF YOU HAVE A CORPORATE OR PERSONAL BANK ACCOUNT AND IF YOU ARE CAPABLE TO KEEP TOP SECRET. I NEED STRONG ASSURANCE THAT YOU WILL NEVER LET ME DOWN, IF I TRANSFER THIS MONEY TO YOUR ACCOUNT. DURING ONE OF OUR PERIODIC AUDITING I DISCOVERED A DORMANT ACCOUNTS WITH HOLDING BALANCE OF US$36,000.000.00 {THIRTY-SIX MILLION US DOLLARS ONLY} SOMETIMES A PERSON WILL OPEN A BANK ACCOUNT, DEPOSIT MONEY, AND THEN DISAPPEAR INTO THE THIN AIR. BANKS ARE NOT ALWAYS ABLE TO FIND OUT WHAT HAS BECOME OF THESE SILENT CUSTOMERS, OR TO KNOW WHETHER THEY SHOULD FOLLOW UP ON REQUESTS FROM PEOPLE WHO CLAIM TO BE HEIRS TO THE ACCOUNTS. THE MAIN PROBLEM IS THAT THE CUSTOMER RESIDES ABROAD AND DUE TO BANK SECRECY, THE BANK CANNOT PUBLISH NOTICES IN THE INTERNATIONAL PRESS TO LOCATE THE DEPOSITORIES. THIS HAS LED THE MAJORITY OF SWISS BANKS TO REFRAIN FROM OPENING SMALL-DEPOSIT ACCOUNTS FOR FOREIGN CUSTOMERS FOR FEAR THAT THEY WILL FORGET THAT THE ACCOUNT EXISTS. IT HAS HAPPENED IN THE PAST, HOWEVER, THAT CUSTOMERS PASS AWAY AND THEIR HEIRS CAN NEITHER PROVE THE DEATH, NOR THEIR HEIR SHIP. THIS WAS A FREQUENT OCCURRENCE DURING THE WAR TIME PERIODS, AND THE BANKS HAVE NOW SET UP A SIMPLE RAPID RESOLUTION PROCEDURE OPERATING TO THEIR CUSTOMERS’ ADVANTAGE. DORMANT ASSETS ARE DEFINED AS ANY ASSETS DEPOSITED WITH A BANK (I.E. AN ACCOUNT, A CUSTODY ACCOUNT OR A SAFETY-DEPOSIT BOX) FOR WHICH THERE HAS BEEN NO CONTACT WITH THE CUSTOMER IN THE BANK’S FILES FOR THE LAST TEN YEARS OR MORE. IF YOU BELIEVE YOU HAVE CLAIM TO A SWISS BANK ACCOUNT FOR WHICH THE HOLDER (E.G. AN ANCESTOR) HAS NOT BEEN IN CONTACT WITH THE BANK FOR OVER TEN YEARS, THERE IS A FAIRLY SIMPLE PROCEDURE TO FOLLOW, DEPENDING ON THE DATE THE ACCOUNT WAS OPENED THIS ACCOUNT HAS NOT BEEN OPERATED FOR THE PAST YEARS. AS AT THIS MOMENT. IF YOU KNOW THAT YOU ARE CAPABLE TO HANDLE LARGE OR SMALL AMOUNT ON TRUST AND CAN KEEP SECRET AND READY TO TAKE 40% OF ANY AMOUNT I TRANSFER TO YOUR ACCOUNT FROM THE DORMANT ACCOUNT AND I WILL TAKE 60%, SEND THE FOLLOWING INFORMATION BY RETURN MAIL:
BENEFICIARY BANK NAME…BANK OF ENDLESS HORIZONS
BANK ADDRESS…………TURALURA LURAA ROAD 1001, DREAMLAND, UTOPIA
ACCOUNT NO…………..657487845158546-654
SWIFT CODE…………..HGFD68765454-68574864541565656232153465451
ACCOUNT NAME…………CHECK MYBEAUTY BABY CHECK MYBOOTY BABY
BENEFICIARY ADDRESS…..MY CHILD
MY PHONE YOUR PHONE NO………..ART PHONE SEE ABOVE
YOUR OCCUPATION? BALLOON SALESGIRL
AGE…………………….17
TELL ME MORE ABOUT YOURSELF, WHILE I LOOK FORWARD TO RECEIVE THE ABOVE INFORMATION.
I WANT TO RE-ASSURE YOU THAT THIS BUSINESS IS RISK FREE AND YOU CAN SEND AN EMPTY ACCOUNT TO RECEIVE THE FUNDS, PROVIDED THAT THE ACCOUNT IS CAPABLE TO RECEIVE INCOMING FUNDS.
THANK YOU FOR YOUR TIME AND ATTENTION. YOU CAN CONTACT ME FOR MORE DETAILS AT {HOLLEY_R_2@YAHOO.CO.JP}
MR. BAT RICKARDO MARCANTHONY.

    2001: Age of innocence/Heart of an air hostess.

    | Henna Timanttimetsä

    Heart of an air hostess

    As heart of a waitress, but in air. As a take-off, landing, a journey anywhere, like an ad. Heart of a passenger with a mission of moving ahead going somewhere and coming back, a plan to leave. An experience, something that is more fun, enjoyable, would be enjoyable to remember. It is a beat, a calling, a seduction, a vacation, a job, moving of a body and mind. It takes a lot to make that beating of a heart as it continues, on and on, and why the muscle hits with the rhythm of the same, with pace of similar but individual. We recognize it and think we know it. Beat of choosing, pushing the button of a destination on computer screen. Palm trees and going there, arriving there, exploring it there, learning it. Having a good time there.

    Heart as warmth, a symbol of love and strength, a warm bloody gushy sounding organ inside her makes you vomit, it is so profoundly familiar and too close, kindness and hospitality, a smile on her and the blood. For passengers to ask for help, to place trust upon as you paid for it, someone to count on to bring a blanket. Moving on with a cart with drinks and snacks. Sitting down to rest her feet. Hearts of many air hostesses moving back and forth on passages in the air to take care of passengers.

    2008

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    2008

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    Tough is sadness deleted, embraced battle of will and ability, gone. Rough rough rough rough rough rough rough rough, it’s as if dog was barking for hours with no end, no change in tone, me thinking how long will it last and what does it want. Does it belong to anybody?
    Rough rough rough rough, disgust, boredom,
    disturbance and irritation to get used to, to feel no pain by it, to let the disturbing angst go by letting those little things not get you. You thinking the possible sadness of a dog.

    2008

    | Henna Timanttimetsä

    First you shred a picture in a shredder, pictures, as many as you have, maybe all of them. You can do it by hand, tear a picture into little pieces. Then you put the pieces back together and look at the picture. Crunch it, it starts to look like the picture experienced something. Experiences of a picture. There is never a good time, there is never a decent time, there is never enough time, so you can do it now. Hopefully you have a shredder. As long as parts get together in order, they get what they need in form of see-through tape, see through tape, togetherness of pieces, end of loneliness of shreds, glue in hands, glued.

    People who put their all in a shredder for whatever reason and end up putting things shredded back together again hoping things would be better, the same or at least become something whole, some kind of result and an event of making an effort. Like true love, whatever that is other than hard work, maybe it is more true when broken and put back together again, light and revelation, fixing something broken. It must be the kind of love between mother and child in an equation, that the mother loves her child and does not put her child in to pieces.

    How to keep your child whole, unbroken but not like an image or why should you keep your child from harm? Over-protection can do an awful lot of damage. How closely can you adjust the pieces that belong next to each other? Something has to be broken. Do we have to get something missing also? To have a reason to look ahead.