2008

First you shred a picture in a shredder, pictures, as many as you have, maybe all of them. You can do it by hand, tear a picture into little pieces. Then you put the pieces back together and look at the picture. Crunch it, it starts to look like the picture experienced something. Experiences of a picture. There is never a good time, there is never a decent time, there is never enough time, so you can do it now. Hopefully you have a shredder. As long as parts get together in order, they get what they need in form of see-through tape, see through tape, togetherness of pieces, end of loneliness of shreds, glue in hands, glued.

People who put their all in a shredder for whatever reason and end up putting things shredded back together again hoping things would be better, the same or at least become something whole, some kind of result and an event of making an effort. Like true love, whatever that is other than hard work, maybe it is more true when broken and put back together again, light and revelation, fixing something broken. It must be the kind of love between mother and child in an equation, that the mother loves her child and does not put her child in to pieces.

How to keep your child whole, unbroken but not like an image or why should you keep your child from harm? Over-protection can do an awful lot of damage. How closely can you adjust the pieces that belong next to each other? Something has to be broken. Do we have to get something missing also? To have a reason to look ahead.

oodi (kreik.) = lennokas, usein nopearytminen, innostusta ilmaiseva runo

(idea, idealismi) Mikä on pysyvää? Periaate. Asialle omistautuminen. Mitä jää? Kaikkien aikojen salajuoni. Yksi ihminen haaveili tasa-arvosta, ystävyydestä, vallankumouksesta joka parantaisi maailman sorrosta. Punainen parta, tähti ja saarnastuoli, Leninin suljetut silmät, nyrkkiin puristetut kädet.

Daily photos

Suomi mitäonmitä onmitäon.

Mitä on synnyttää hymyilevä lapsi lumiselle tielle ostoskeskuksen lähelle, päällä valkoinen yöpaita kuin teltta, pipo ja punainen huppari.
Harmaa päivä, tuntuva, märkä, hyinen, kuten usein siihen aikaan.
Voiko toivoa löytyä savusta? Mikä on toivon olemus? Se ei lopu. Se ei ole mahdollista, vaikka mitä tapahtuisi.

Kasvoni kertovat jotakin.
Ja kuinka häntä katson. Mitä sanon hänelle, jota en tunne?
Sanonko mitään, ehkä kysyn miksi, ja saan vastauksen, niin mitä, miksi, tai

katson taivasta ja sanon, kauniita pilviä.
Varon olemasta kovin arkipäiväinen, mutta olen silti.

Pilvet ovat aina kauniita.
Lempipilveni?
Maisemassa toisella puolella järveä.

What is sexy?

How to get a sexy ass? What is a sexy ass?

2008

Noble beauty like Everest

beast

Noble beauty like Everest

I take credit for setting the world on fire. Like Everest, do you think it is charging, do you think it is changing? Greatest individual who ever did say thank you for the flames and went ahead. Saw something ahead worthwhile to walk to, to crawl to, to want to as a human. We are this want, we are want and as much as we want. Striking hitting setting stepping; to do against would be the most influencing aggression. Not to say anything, give a mental mugging and still getting up, wanting still something is happening out of mental disrupt urge, like untrue, like a dream. Scariest negative impulse to make nervous sweat. To radically push and show a point of view, state of mind state of body make fall let fall happen as far as it goes, make falling look like a normal happening resulting understanding. Is there someone to catch you? Don’t! I catch myself. Something to hit ferociously. I am there it sounds as self-loath, self-pity and hate, is put in one, is against me. To take risks of losing life and not be caught, not be found, to be hated. Contradictions of living in hype in positive, trying to be good, telling me to be good, telling how to be good, hard to reach, a noble beauty like Everest.

 

 

Mikä minä olen?

Sinä olet laihtunut, sinä olet kasvanut, sinä olet tehnyt jotain tukallesi, sinulla on uusi takki, sinulla on eripari sukat jalassa, sinun kasvosi ovat erinäköiset kuin ennen, sinä teet jotakin toisin kuin ennen, sinä teet kaiken toisin kuin ennen, sinä olet muuttunut, sinä et syö tarpeeksi, sinä et syö oikein, sinulla ei ole autoa, sinä asut yksin, sinulla on kissa, sinä kävelet omituisesti, sinä juot olutta, sinä käyt osa-aikatöissä, oletko suorassa vai vinossa, missä sinä olet, mitä sinulle on tapahtunut? Selvittää tapahtumien ketjua eikä tiedä miksi.

 

 

Moving

Moving

What kind of travelling is worthwhile? Is that the right question? How to travel and where to go?

This is a journey, this is a journey, this is a journey, this is a journey, this is a journey, this is a journey, this is a journey, this is a journey. When this is not a journey, journey is a cliché. I’m not moving much, but I am making progress. The desire has left me to physically travel. Do we look for an end or a new beginning on our way and how to make progress? Do we choose a new way or the same way over and over again? When I repeat this small, many times used sentence, this is a journey, I get a grasp of what this voyage, we are trying to do, is. We need to have a destination and repetition, a pattern to repeat. We need to know how to get there while we are going. What is there, that there is something for us, that we are safe. We are not doing our journeys for nothing. It is about moving, making something worthwhile. Having been somewhere and returned. If we don’t move we are stuck, is the contemporary ideology.