How to understand harmony? Is it a discipline, order, rule, how does harmony organize itself or is it organized? Is it balance? Is it good fortune? Luck? Good things happening. There are things opposite to each other, one is the disturbance and the other is the calm. Do we need both to get harmony? Harmonious is a musical term, a melody has harmony, a tune to hum.

We seek harmony from something beyond ourselves. We as human beings are not harmonious beings. Our quality is a constant conflict with ourselves and with each other. In our human relations we desire harmony (i hope) which could be called finding happiness and joy of living.

Doesn’t everybody go through the search and finding inner peace, which can be called peace with God. If one does not believe in God, what does one look for? Has the looking for eternal relief ended in that case, since there is no eternal.

Nighty-night (whistle while you go)

When I open my eyes, what do I see? There is despair in the air, panic of losing, youthful looks as possessions to be sold as anything else. But why be bothered by this? There is nothing I can do to change the whole culture, only myself. Quickly before it fades away. Beauty is glue, people glued luring gazes looking for something to steal. It is a weapon as well as punishment, the gaze. Punishment of being watched, looked at. Why does it hurt? I should enjoy of the stares, where else people should place their eyes than to each other.

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Ritual blood spill.

Feminism as I see it, is part of humanism in a profound and attached, combined way, it cannot be chopped off for the reasons like it sounds old-fashioned or it does not glitter enough.  So does philosophy for some, sound like. It does not work or you don’t like, which one? Or you don’t want the stigma?

Humanism would be missing its body part. Humanism is our consciousness. We can hope for it not to be paralyzed, cut to parts that can’t understand each other, as it now seems to be the case. There are women who like to say that they are not feminists ( for some reason those who get to say it so it becomes news are American, ”I am this and that, but I am not feminist”..), those same people believe in strong and equal womanhood, strong woman, strong human, what is that, in terms of capitalism, what is a strong human in terms of humanity? Being above what, that other, giving orders or as strong as, as good as, but different. Problem is in seeing feminism as counter activism, against any other, like an outer negative force that wants to put parts of society in feminist kind of order. I have one request for every woman, if you do not relate to feminist why bring it up at all. Be a good sport. It’s good to be good. Women if they feel strong and are capable of acting out in their society as respected members are bound to feminism and its achievements, due to fighting for equal human rights most women can vote, be part of politics and speak their mind.

Disrespect for feminism is disrespect for humanity.

Malicious nocturne, young temperature of instantaneous and perhaps total entropy of the universe, sounding grand, finding it in my lungs

The need to come out. Phrase for someone admitting and showing. Coming out, revealing maintaining dignity and when you lose it, fearing shame, thoughts and talk. Maintaining, what does it mean, how. What needs to be maintained and which parts could be discarded as useless. Keeping up, staying in posture, situation in life against for what would be a better decision, difficult. Is it following tradition, listening to somebody else’s opinion than one’s own, on one’s life, rules, dictations, how to. What is losing dignity? Deliberately, carelessly, why put yourself to disgrace, what will come of it, of not wanting to care about the consequences. I hoped to be killed in the most brutal way possible, publicly. I knew you could do it. I knew it. Idea of failing and starting something new, or ending up having disastrous after life. Fear of losing face, fear of showing you my face. What is the worst scenario that might happen?

Snowflakes form this way of water drops
at temperatures several degrees below water’s normal freezing point
depressions as ponds and lakes
zero zero Celsius centigrade and below
water all, is ice infinitesimally small drops
all the corruption in my hand

suomalainen kilpailuyhteiskunta

suomalainen kiusaamisyhteiskunta, hylkäämis

http://www.salon.com/2013/06/25/chris_hayes_bring_on_the_upper_middle_class_revolution/

Mun paidassa ei lue HATEX

Häirintä yhtäjaksoisena kiusaamisena aiheuttaa kokijassaan surullisia ja epämiellyttäviä tuntemuksia, ja niinhän on tarkoituskin. Siksihän ihmiset häiritsevät toisiaan. Se, joka tässä kohtaa vihaa, on häiritsijä, ei se ensisijaisesti jota häiritään. Jos tarkoitus on ajaa mielisairaaksi, olen todella pahoillani että elän tällaisessa kiusaamisyhteiskunnassa. Tarkoituksenne ei todellakaan ole toteutunut.

Viheltelemisiin.

Local perceptions on human value, worth and dignified life. Human value decided locally, how curious. It is not universal?

Bang! [Son of a terrorist whore, daughter of a whore, what a whore, you filthy whoring bitch, idiot!]. Calling names, naming, giving a ’title’ to a person, to define someone by verbal hurt to state power over, for those who are listening and to the subject himself/herself, disgracing sex, gender, tradition, family, ethnic background, country as a whole, what else is new. Placing countries in line and people, comparing, competing. What will come of this type of talk, of this competition? Learning prejudice by what adults talk, who they hate and not(to know why?), how they act, watch and move, power of examples. How to show emotions or do we have other than the negative ones to give. To have emotion other than negative to show, what a challenge, but yes anger can be shown, expressed everyday, but can you be clever in anger. Anger needs to be managed, creatively put to work.

What kind of power do given names entail and what kind of place naming gives in society, unhealed scars. What it is meant to do, beat someone down on the ladder, to worthlessness. Do names hold secrets, truths or plain violence, shaming, pointing a finger. How is a person put to shame suppose to feel and continue living, after maybe years of listening to, being told what one is by people who do not know you.

To take one’s place in society. Is it taken or given? Or to define social place, what is it. Does it have to be defined, defined for purposes of whom. Well for me for instance I need the definition to understand the mess of people. 

Mess in them and creations by them in messes, by that inner messiness, outer trouble. Me included.

Did I say suck my dick?

Got to water the plants from time to time, every now and then. ♥

This moment we are wasting potential of huge amounts of folk by underestimating, categorizing, judging, taking for granted, minimizing and abusing force of people in exploitative work that brings money for the few and leaves most of us in dept and poverty.

It is about power, the powerless becoming to understand that their power is the community and mass mobilization. Questions who has power and how it is used are those that must be asked constantly with always very critical tone not excluding yourself, especially those who use massive power are obligated to truth with responsibility and love for life and other living things.

What happens when the powerless realize they are the power, they make it happen in the end, power, force. Finding the potency within each and everybody in a way that the very thought is every individual has potential and resources to be found. Power in acting out, power in taking action, taking power of you, understanding power of you not waiting for it to be given. Not victimizing oneself but empowering, strengthening what you are already or becoming what you never thought would be possible.