What is there and here the problem? Why gender is a problem or color? Problematic existence of how and never being enough, never.
Artist is the art.
Hidden and exposed, used, abused, untouched, labelled, stigmatized, brutalized, cut, vandalized, intolerated, unspoken, banned, difficult to look at without feeling something, strange, natural, beautiful, joyful excitement, shame. So what to think about this? Of all of the organic pleasure of life, things we have and like to play with. Watching, listening, smelling.
A matter of urgency and emergency, sexuality and whose property it is, because that’s what sexuality is, a belonging, a thing between your legs and in your brain and what you do with them. How to describe the extent of exposure of sex and the meaning of sex in this age, this time of endless ads, sellable sex appeal surfaces? Where to begin with it all? Am I angry or is there any reason to be angry about the way world is, anything wrong with this picture which is made constant news. Something happens, but what? There is always someone to blame, someone got hurt and something to want. The blame is something that is always present when talking about desires and prohibitions. Can we look at sex without feeling guilty and where does the limit go. What are we looking at?
What are we guilty of and should we be? Guilty of wanting, spending, greed, anger, judgment and excitement. Wanting to be wanted and loved.
The blame that is placed upon women and girls, the bans of what not to do. How to be a girl. They are the evil as they are the ones who possess evil, beauty, sexuality, demonic forces by nature and they have to hide it. Nature of women is in being raped and stay accused of being raped is called justified. The weakness is in being penetrated and violated and not being able to do anything about it. Women cannot do anything about it and it is their fault.
Holy matrimony. Mystical union. Do you like flowers? Would you like to smell my buttonhole with this flower in it? I thirst for culture, I thirst for life. Ah sunny disposition, ah distracting sentences. It really does not pay to be a gloomy pill. A Good man is hard to find. Anything good is. You can watch these at the same time, simultaneously or separately. You choose.
Who is the bearded lady?
Who is the bearded lady?
Kronstadt 2001
Grand Canyon 2001
Buddha’s tooth, burned mark of a symmetrical flower.
A relic to worship, kept in a temple of gold. Could I see it in Singapore? Temple of the sacred Tooth in Sri Lanka, who holds the tooth holds the governance of the country. Divine right to rule. Buddha who was cremated left only one tooth. So what is the other one? It is a rainmaker.
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An apple on the ground near the grocery shop I shop, next to the rubbish bins and blank brown high fence, backyard, apple eaten by a crow. There are crows here which I adore, they walk with curiousness towards the world. Though they are gray and black, eat our leftovers, go through our garbage, make unattractive noise they appeal to me. It is their curiosity which I like, ways of observing what people do. Apple poked by a bird’s beak, explored deep hole in a fruit, waiting to be attacked and dug more, to be eaten completely, not halfway.
Majakollektiivi Timanttimetsä 