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Kill Darling Kill- what is love for, in the civilized world. It is murder, the world.

It is a mission. Means are cheap, easy as possible and serving to the cause. How interesting. Demonic killer. It is all for good, in the means for good, people as good, but opposite results. It is so obvious. The good. Impressed. deeply corrupt.

Lone wolf is a dangerous species or is believed to be by those who do not know better. People filled with fear for the unknown. Solitude is feared and unknown. I don’t know if it is endangered. Silence and solitude. I have a feeling it is not. Intolerable in it’s the lack of will to participate. It is hugely difficult to understand its, wolf’s quality, wolves, why they are as they are. It is a common thought that they, the wolves, have the mistake in them. That is the mistake, error in seeing.

 

 

quasi-freedom of expression (but art is eternal ;)

we don’t want to see your tongue, we want tits. Tiddies. Ali baba show us your tits. Defining beauty… yängädi-yänk yeah, they are doing it themselves.

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Oh it’s Giorgio! Giorgio! Today my favourite song is Michael Jackson’s Dirty Diana! KissKiss

Measurements for success in largeness, interviews, visibility, figures, counted as how much. Nothing is enough is the ultimate capitalist will to live and kill and that to be seen as strength. Lust for Speeding, search for novelty and winnings is dictated by corporal yearly financial functions followed closely by the press. Only massive growth is good enough.  As fashion is circulating through winter, spring, summer and fall collections, it is tightly followed by most of us. What to wear, where and with what. Such accessories as phones go nicely along with the burning picture of the burning world.

Missä on lisänumerot? unohtu.. 1, 5, 29

To set the world on fire, world that already is burning. World existing in flames, in heat, burn, destruction. What is a burning world a metaphor for? Human energy, evilness, rush of blood, I’m not sure, it means different things for different people, different contexts, excitement, fever, lust.

Nighty-night (whistle while you go)

Snapchat-compatible app called Swapchat; and as for Instagram, he says, the specialist photo app Hipstamatic now comes in a Windows Phone version that can upload pictures to

To Be able to accomplish more in less time. To be Looking for accomplishments, profit; attraction and repulsion. Tension between wastelands and urban asphalt world, backsides of garages, behinds of warehouses, behinds of things, those places that  are  behind, left untended, forgotten. To look behind and find weeds growing to their ultimate height in cool untidy shadows.

”Whaling is like a vacation”

da.

Valhalla this is Thor with Bernard Fontanelle

Profound killing, profound birth, deep rest with mercury, put your hand in it
breathing in to the root of things and to pure chance, taking it
don’t let anything stop you
be part of my filth
but be compelled to change dramatically
arrangement equilibrium, condition of a system, hexagonal someone said, diagonal pace, speed of atoms shaking, fluctuations which physicists often call noise. tranquility, postmodern triangle on top. Could you just remove it. It is horrid. Even as symbol on a wall, against the sky, could you understand how ugly it is. It represents nothing but horridness of it all.
Shapes of progress are going more flat, more insignificant, more or less close to nothing with big size. Don’t you see.

Behold a universe so immense that I am lost in it. I no longer know where I am. I am just nothing at all. Our world is terrifying in its insignificance. ” B.Fontanelle (1657-1757)

Malicious nocturne, young temperature of instantaneous and perhaps total entropy of the universe, sounding grand, finding it in my lungs

The need to come out. Phrase for someone admitting and showing. Coming out, revealing maintaining dignity and when you lose it, fearing shame, thoughts and talk. Maintaining, what does it mean, how. What needs to be maintained and which parts could be discarded as useless. Keeping up, staying in posture, situation in life against for what would be a better decision, difficult. Is it following tradition, listening to somebody else’s opinion than one’s own, on one’s life, rules, dictations, how to. What is losing dignity? Deliberately, carelessly, why put yourself to disgrace, what will come of it, of not wanting to care about the consequences. I hoped to be killed in the most brutal way possible, publicly. I knew you could do it. I knew it. Idea of failing and starting something new, or ending up having disastrous after life. Fear of losing face, fear of showing you my face. What is the worst scenario that might happen?

Snowflakes form this way of water drops
at temperatures several degrees below water’s normal freezing point
depressions as ponds and lakes
zero zero Celsius centigrade and below
water all, is ice infinitesimally small drops
all the corruption in my hand

Merkintä suoraan kohti

Pysähdyttävin hetki kun pääsky katsoi suoraan minuun, minun korkeudellani. Jokunen pari sekuntia ajoin ohi pyörälläni, en niin hitaasti. Ajan kulumisen hitaudesta nopeudessa. Se oli kuin kuollut. Mutta ei kuollut pääsky istu aidan kaapelilla liikkumatta ja katso suoraan minuun. Hiukan hätkähdin kun se ei säikkynyt ja vaihtanut paikkaa kauemmas. Mustat siivet ja valkoinen, hiukan harmaantunut rinta. Se oli kuin nähnyt  veistoksellinen ilman veistosta. Kuin lentänyt liikaa ja sillä oli jotakin kerrottavaa. Selitä. Sen silmät. Egyptiläinen.