Sexism is always present. Some people notice it because they face sexism often. It is some kind of a norm and to a point accepted. Silence is accepting. When no one acts against sexist behavior nothing happens to the problem. For some people sexism is a way to show feelings. They probably don’t know any other way to show feelings they have. They are afraid to act in different way, it would require actually wanting to know the other person.

Emotional reactions can be surprising. If they don’t hit us, surprise and put us out of balance what else is there. Why is that we need our emotions for?
They are supposed to guide us, it is task of emotions to shake us. How do we know to which things we can laugh at and to which not? How do we get to be compassionate?
Emotional is female
emotional is forbidden, there is no honor in emotion
it is hidden burst beneath until you cannot hide anymore or they turn against you
narcissism, egoism, self-loath, self-destruction, fetishism, masochism, pleasing to a limit until you cannot anymore hide and just take it
until you cannot stand it anymore