Ataraxia

Dictator had to die so people could be free. Ataraxia, ataraxia, ataraxia.

Untitled photos of women

Co-worker/ Kanssatyöläinen 2002

Nature shot

Pile

 

2011, clay

shewasdrunk

To draw a penis and how to breathe

You stand behind my back, beware I might ask you things you probably won’t like.

Just making strange noise at home, noises. What makes them strange? That it is clamor, dictionary says it is roaring. Racket of letting noise come out just as you feel like, just as you sound whenever. Something adults do not do without something being wrong there like ouch. Giving birth sounds, testing what kind of sound comes from the bottom of your belly out of your mouth and nose. Breath heavily and faster. Incomprehensible nonsense which must have a purpose because without purpose in what you do you are doing nonsense. Strange laughter, no it is not me but this urge to make it. Mumbling, moving my mouth like eating without opening my mouth. Unusual for a normal person who is grown up. Don’t do it in public places because you seem like unable to control yourself.

Look at what is she doing? What is she doing? Why is she doing what she does? Go away. How does she do it? Talk to a person next to you. Look at the weird one together like signing. It is a language. Look at her with faces to make the distinction and to say that what she does is weird.

Weird is out of ordinary, scary, seeking for explanation, we need an explanation. We need to know why she does what she does.

Heart condition

Conditions of heart, conditions of human heart, conditions of animal heart, nature which is conflicted in humans, beats in different volume and speed depending on body weight. Breathing and beating of heart are connected. A bird’s heart can beat. A bird’s heart can beat in a way as it flies through life fast and drops dead. Once you have held a scared bird, the bird is the heart. Secrets of the heart, of a heart, from my heart, the bottom of my heart, kindness of heart, you have a beautiful heart, to see someone’s heart, to replace a heart with another heart, black heart, ripped off a heart, heart surgeon doing her job, playing with my heart, out of a good heart, bless your heart, big heart big big big.

Do people suffer more than animals? Is heart a symbol of not suffering or suffering in a way it makes you grow as a person? A burning heart, a passionate organ metaphorically, there is strange connection between feeling and a muscle, blood and boiling, the pounding one, pumping, beating orderly, kicking on its own. I don’t have to think about it unless it gets sick. Conditions like not having one, having heart selectively, heart symbolising warmth. Heart of glass, heart of gold, heart of steel, no heart, heart of a dog, her heart is strong, heart is in the right place. Heart of flame, to break a heart, a heart to break, heart attack, heart failure, heartache.

https://petbirds.gr/assets/articles/440/respiratory-heart-rates-birds.pdf

 

Kuva otettu 29.4.2017 klo 21.42