Some torture

It is said that prostitution equals selling your soul as you sell your body and yourself for a moment for someone to use you for pleasure.

Depending of course on what kind of relationship one has with one’s body, sexuality, soul (if you will), yourself as a person and what you are to do with life, in life. I myself have been interested in prostitute life ever since I started to grow an interest in art. A lot of art, literature and fine art was about sexuality, pleasure, denial and looking straight at the thing that was and is the most filthiest and dirtiest of all. Literature, poetry and novels, fine art, all of it, that I indulged depicted a lot of sheer pornography, jumping into sin, testing where one could go by doing this and liking it. So to me any scandal concerning sex in art is more than funny. As is male dominance, sexism, privilege and high-class spaces where art fluently floats or it should and I do not ( can’t see the point of floating nor penetrating such charade and pretense). Clearly art I have been exposed to has been all about not pretending but enjoying all aspects of life and beauty. It has been heartbreaking to learn that this honesty I found was false and the best I could do was to pretend and please.

I admire prostitutes. I admire their beauty, vulgarity, femininity and existence. But I can’t help of feeling concern for their well-being. Also well-being of those who do not choose to be prostitutes.

http://www.salon.com/2015/09/19/my_lessons_in_prostitution_how_i_learned_the_myth_of_the_high_class_hooker/”I didn’t come across often were women like myself who worked all areas. Almost always, the women I met who worked in more than one area of prostitution worked either on the streets and in brothels, or in brothels and escort agencies. Working a crossover on the entire range of the scale, as I did, was unusual; so I believe that through simple diversity of experience I’ve got a fuller picture of prostitution than many of the women I’ve known.”

 

Some torture

Psyche hurts, or psyche the unknown makes us hurt. Something we like to hide, not admit existing fully is out in the open especially when it is denied.

How we think we have to be careful when we think we get easily damaged mentally and what kind of contradiction there is as what the world is like is extremely damaging on multiple layers which we may not even see, but we have gone against the things that damage us not to be easily damaged. What can damage be and is it non-fixable or dot damaged people become disposable? Damage is unavoidable. We do not live without pain and hurt but it has to talked about and be seen as organic part of being a human.
We can possibly all agree that human psyche is a scary place, if you can call it a place as it is a very unknown spot inside of us, distant to many and as such something private, sealed and dangerous to be opened. The not knowing much about human mind and how it works is a stepping stone in contemporary society still as we think we know when we have no respect for the brain, not even brain of our own. This is a serious case of undervaluing human intellect and consciousness as we quite lightly toss the sensitive blob, delicate part of ourselves, aside as minor issue which is too heavy yet too sensitive, pathetic and tender to recognize. We may be tempted to psychologise and diagnose without required knowledge, with our bias in use, with our shallow info and understanding. To understand what it takes to know anybody or yourself is a triumph itself. Unbelievable as it may sound knowing yourself is a task most demanding of all, not to speak of knowing someone else. What does it mean to know yourself then or learn to know what you are about, why you are what you are, what you do and want, why those things you do qualify, define you or don’t. Demand for accuracy, correctness and absolute knowing what you want in life is a bizarre demand when one reflects the issue of what person can be with what one is expected to be.
 Somebody you follow is not a person to you.
Psyche is there out in the open, if you fail to see do you think you have a problem?

You know how to fly?

Missing girl

Most stunned I am how persistently bias live on, that people are convinced their thinking they know is absolutely correct and such bias and idea of superiority is very difficult to change.

To learn to think otherwise seems to be the hardest thing to do as it means consciously admitting flawed judgment and thinking, knowingly changing one’s perspectives and point of views which are often learned and hard stuck as there may be the whole community who thinks the same and with that same thinking assume they are correct and cannot be proven otherwise. Collective wrong thinking can be seen as the most harmful way of humanity doing wrong on regular basis which regularly tend to repeat over and over until there are enough people who stand against ill patterns of society/people, of a group of same. Most appalling situation is when one has to convince a group of similar minded jackasses, convince after convincing, prove after proving, results happen so slowly when minds are made up, when world views are stuck as if Earth was center of the Universe again and again. Biggest blasphemy of all is to show prove that men are not the most intelligent self-evidently, the best at everything, know everything and to show that men can be corrected, talked over, punched back, argued with, questioned. Authority that cannot be questioned is losers’ authority. To take authority and primal stage of having a say over mean to take responsibility. It means one is capable of giving spotlight for others, for diversity of others, it does not mean having right to rule and judge. To think you are among civilized people can be proven wrong every day makes a strange picture of people and what is true. Civilized? I haven’t been thinking mankind is civilized for a long time now. Civilized people do not hurt just because they can.

http://www.huffingtonpost.co.uk/2015/09/20/pakistan-violence-schools-girls-my-law-plan-international_n_8164716.html?utm_hp_ref=ukHe is realistic that it will take years to change a society where “boys are by definition born with authority and virtually given immunity to being corrected”.http://www.huffingtonpost.co.uk/professor-louise-serpell/rosalind-franklin-female-scientists_b_8146848.html
http://www.thedailybeast.com/articles/2015/08/08/the-book-that-shocked-tinsel-town.html?utm_content=bufferc6247&utm_medium=social&utm_source=twitterbfi&utm_campaign=buffer
http://www.middleeasteye.net/in-depth/features/female-guerrilla-fighters-pkk-2044198184“A woman can’t feel free just by pursuing her own individual freedom – she has to struggle for the liberation of all the other women too,” says Rashat. “In the PKK, our main goal is to uproot from the girls’ minds all the misconceptions hailed from male-dominated societies. Women need to find their mental freedom before anything else.””

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Missing person