There will be a puddle on the floor after you have had a warm lovely long bath and you won’t immediately find your bathrope nor any similar pieces of clothing, a towel is far away, beyond reach and you will wonder why you left it there. There will be a man at the rollerskating rink, He will say God is different, God is Truth, What is God to you, do you think the same: Have you thought about these things at all. You will have coffee, sit on an uncomfortable plastic chair at the rink, unclean, watching other people skate, think how beautiful they are, but be uncapable to try it yourself because you enjoy watching others and you cannot move. You will remember the disco night where disabled kids danced and you went to a toilet to cry, because it was probably the most unbelievable moment in a long time. Moment glowing in the dark, did you eat it or would you. What other things there will be shining for you, I cannot say, It’s better not to know all of them. You will see.
vallankumous
Kronstadt 2001
What the fuck would you do motherfucker. Just quoting a song from Natural Born Killers, rest is happening right Now. Though NBK seems very real.
Where is your whorehouse baby, because you have a wrong person, wrong address, totally wrong phone, exceptionally wrong direction and place. Some misunderstanding? Must be our cultural differences. Some Hyper-Conservative Secretarial überMensch facing …a stupid whore talking shit, and does not get it. (Art cannot be about shit or human filth? There is a lot of shit going on in the World, why should art be about the horridness of it all? Good heavens!! And you must understand to behave. Seriously.) Fine.
How can a stupid whore understand anything? Not a chance. So this is what happens. Stupid whore has the blame, as always. You should not mess with such powerful and intelligent people. You will lose. Be warned. Intelligent? Eh. Why people go on and on about anyones intelligence. I don’t get the importance of this kind of talk. It must be significant detail because it’s the thing everyone has except the stupid whore. How curious. Also curious are the characteristics how everyday intelligence is judged. It is only one part of us humans. Some say that men are more intelligent than women. How did they get that idea?
Apinoista puheenollen, elämässä on kyse mistä? Luuleksä et apinat sen sulle kertois? No näin mä ajattelin ja niin minulle ovat kertoneet monin eri tavoin, elein ja ilmein. Usko pois, useasti, että selväksi on tullut. Joo kovasti on asiaa. Siis kysehän on hyväksikäytöstä. On niitä, jotka tykkäävät käyttää muita pönkittääkseen egoaan ja ajaakseen omaa asiaansa, hyötyäkseen. Ihan siltä se näyttää. Siis ihan.
Sit on niitä, jotka jää jalkoihin. Pitäiskö sanoa, sellaista on elämä vai joku muu jännä mietelause? Sitä saa mitä antaa? Uusvanhasarja kuinka idiootit selittävät tapahtumien kulkua ja mitä sitten. Siis jos antaa persettä niin on tiedossa persettä. Jos antaa lasin maitoa saa lasin maitoa jne. Onpa helppoa. Resepti kuinka elän. Hyvää hyvästä, pahaa pahasta, vai miten se män. Kuulostaa ihan terrorisminvastaiselta sodalta. Se on kato sellasta tämä mietelausahdusten maalima, siinä on se viisaus. Ihan todella.
But Henna You are so trapped by a man who loved you. I am? Oh. Sounds like the theme from that B-movie. Somehow I never felt the love. What was that? That’s what being trapped means, it’s being trapped. I really should not mess with such powerful people. LOL (Are you talking to yourself again or should I say still?)(Well, you know I’m weird, I also do it when I cycle)(It’s odd, I know many much weirder than you and they are the so called successful).(Do I lack something?)) (You just don’t bother hiding it, your possible weirdoness. That’s the problemo for yeh.)
A cat trapped? Yeah. You have such muscles that wow. I do?.. Poor cat, what happened to it. But Henna there is this one thing, you don’t have a dick and you don’t have the circle, the art circle to belong to, aa yes. I’m a drop-out. I’m like a bum I-really-want-to-make-it. Really. What should I make and where? I like going other fantastic directions and finding new things whether they are good or bad, dirty hopefully. Don’t say that, you’ll be in trouble. Someone will search your residence. I think they did and found my underwear on the floor. Can you believe it. Too bad not any used condoms. I believe in artistic and freedom of speech. Talking dirty is something else than getting dirty. Too clean makes me feel uncomfortable, like hospitals and galleries. To lack something as an artist is just the issue. Artist is measured like people normally by what one lacks. You have to want the same as everybody else. I was wondering why is it so difficult to talk about fame, if that’s what many of us want and the fortune. Why so many limitations what can be issued? If addressed a sensitive matter I hear laughter and I’ll be shut down, turned back at. Not nice. You should talk about nice things, Like: What kind of sensitive matters you mean darling? I like touching sensitive matters. Yeah I like touching. People please touch each other. Huggless life is hell. It’s so easy to shock that it’s a shock as itself. Anyway I have limitations too, I have never understood artists who repeat the same idea year after year. Sounds like an anal problem. Poo is not coming out properly. Exercise and change your diet, it helps. Stir it a little, like me. Move your hips. A little.. just a little. You can also sing this little song; I Wanna-be a bee, A very Sensitive bee..flying around so gracefully..continue the lyrics, invent your own while dancing around..
Tule neittailemaa detissä, tämä on vasta alkua. Kun eletään on elettäva kunnolla, vai mit’.
Miten olis treffit? Joo. Missä? Oh yeah, at the compassion clinic. It’s for those who lack this important side in a human being, to feel for someone else. It’s better to test both of us before we move further. For what i know, there is a serious lack of this human quality. Let’s hope for the best for both of us. Yeah.
Did i say i love my blog? No. Well i’m saying it now. I love it.
More lessons in life, please contact, because I really need to be taught a lesson or two.
Emotions are forces to be used creating good, like art. For what I know, rage and showing your anger can purify the air and bring new dimensions to your relationships between human beings, those beings who walk on two legs, smoke tobacco and say Fuck you, I do what I fucking like. It is good also not to hide what you feel, like nowadays showing feelings other than nice is prohibited and seen as vulgar. To wake you up – you people are fucking vulgar dot! I like to act differently, it’s refreshing. And showing what you feel makes you healthier. RAGE!! Because all things that happen don’t please sometimes, naturally ..how normal. I feel all kinds of emotions and I also like to show them. Again repeating myself. Don’t misinterpret anger to hate, they are close, but still I cannot say I hate anyone anymore, at least very long. When I was young I was more black and white. Don’t be afraid. You should be able to apologise, if you have hurt someones feelings. But yes, hate is a feeling, an important one. Don’t misuse it.
This is Dr. Love for you all good people out there. FEEL! Enjoy life. Have a barbecue. Sending loving waves to all over the Globe. Cheerios. (Me, Poisonous? Only when necessary, Darling.):) Ask me anything. I want to be of an assistance, I mean help to you. H
HI!
This is the Evil Princess. How can you be so evil? What the hell did you do anyway? I don’t know, got a little pissed off. I guess I’m just born this way. Bad? With rage, going from one side to the other like a boat in a storm, picture of my emotional innerself. You know what, I’m glad the quality of my nature is confusing (confused) and how it makes me react in case of injustice and trauma, when you need to move fast. Have to do something to make things better and better and better.
Do you think it’s cold? Brrrrrrrr, or is it your wake-up call. I think I have been wide awake always, so…but you could be nicer to assholes. Yes one must be nice to assholes to survive. Fuck that.
Oh, don’t get me wrong, I’m not against sex. Sex is an important and beautiful part of life, humanity and it should be respected as part of us. I’m against sexual harassment, rape, sexism, homophobia, fascism. These issues bother me, really. I face such shit repeatedly, which is amazing. Like Ö. To be treated equal, like anyone, wow that’s a dream. What would true equality mean? I’m doubtful, not possible. Cheating and telling lies are not good ways to start anything. Grrrrr. Some husband. I was hoping for something better. sigh. (Like when did you get married?) Of course one can only blame oneself for ever having a computer. How weird. Imaginary husband, not a very good choice. I didn’t choose him. This is going even weirder. How about picking my brain? I think it’s romantic. What are you talking about? Is this some kind of mantra that you keep repeating to feel better? Yes!
Majakollektiivi Timanttimetsä 