It is absolute certainty of valuable existing in us and among us, undoubted, undeniable worth and meaning. One can think it is unmeasurable, uncountable, it is not necessary for humans to acknowledge? So when said art has absolute value (mathematical term) intrinsic value, what is it that is valuable in art? It’s mere existence, it is made by someone, it is a message, what? To understand value is to grow value something. What we most value as humans and how we become to value something is through necessity, guidance and skill. Our needs bring value. What kind of needs do we have other than basic ones to stay alive?
poetry

Angel baby

Laughing bananas
laughing bananas
To know the world through unheld desire
It is to forget wisdom and finding it. Yes, there are mistakes, the unthinkable. There is mess, the intolerable. There are undesirable things that appear to you and you won’t like them. They drive you nervously out of balance. Things that are found under that shouldn’t be there, something should be solved, but not the things that can be forgotten or leave unsorted or get over with the easy stuff first. There isn’t a time without something to be solved, mostly it is you, it is always you. One thing is the cover suit that protects you from infection, it is for your own good and courtesy to other people. They will know your task. It is to avoid from getting dirty, from harm, from others, from touching, from contact, that fear that suspicion, skin and cells, hair and smell. To be protected from contact, wear a mask not to be seen, not to inhale the unseen, unpreventable still, unpredictable deadly disease that spreads via secretion and breath. Afraid of the deadly virus and there is no cure. It is precaution, it is to be sure in isolation. Desire in the world of neurosis gets shrunk. It is death. All is covered by death. The want and the need to live, smell of death and you have to breathe it in order to solve it, to have the wisdom to know the world, to have time to know the world. To pass on wisdom of the world, to keep on living, to reflect the world outside of me, world which affects me, shapes me and is me, is in me. To fall apart inside a suit that I put on to protect me.
Place all your bets on that horse
It is mathematical perfection, magical measurements,
vintage crystals on her harness mark her worth,
mark the everything she has felt,
little fake, little truth, little needle, little fingers and white thread putting it all together as one glimmering dress. Prize horse, override and buzz, running meat, galloping gown sewn in this first world vehicle and room like a carriage with anticipation and hope with good night sleep. Wagon of a gypsy who is happy for she has got her valuables in her hands.
What is to wait and wait and wait and when one gets the thing one has waited for, what becomes out of that process of reaching out and having reached out and having.
Spillover
Carnage over lunch, arrow in his eye, swollen shields. I am not even trying to find faults in me anymore. I do not want to be in that inferior place desperately trying to fit in, because I am not fucking inferior to you. If there is a reason to know you why don’t you show it, I am not quite sure I see it.
Charging
Wrappings and packages, boxes, bags, plastics to burst
coverings of great delicacy, of something to want, desirable ones, items to have.
What is real?
To take a dip into hellish visual reality, attacked by refined junk. Negativity in the absolute positive push. Finished, perfected, brushed and polished images.
