Hypocrisy is a safety net, a mask to look better than you actually are. It is denial of facts, to do otherwise than you tell to do, should be done, would be good to do. It is more of a normality than obscurity to act hypocritically. It is telling there is much fear of letting you be yourself, to admit your true opinions, your true face, to disagree. Fear of loss is great.

Prejudices stick hard, almost unbelievably tough. To know personally gay people, mentally ill, poor, rich, people of different ethnic backgrounds, different classes, people who think differently, look different, act different etc. is essential in making world more tolerant, therefore ghettos, isolation, divisions keep prejudices alive. For not people to marginalize in an unsatisfactory way left in loneliness they have to do something about prejudices themselves. It is scary to meet people who hate you because you are gay, as it is scary if they hate you being a woman. How would that kind of meeting happen and what would happen? A hate crime or public hugging? Prejudices function strangely in an imagined fantasy world, simplistically focusing on weakness. Working on comparison between those who think are strong to evaluate those who seem weak. Weakness is intolerable still, weaknesses seem easy to spot and strengths are there to be grasped if you are willing to join group of strong and able to, having those abilities required. Groups of those who think are mighty and strengthen their existence as a community. Comparison and division, separation, isolation, it is a familiar behavioral pattern. It is a lonely spot to think differently, but what can you do but be honest with yourself. How honest must one be and how dear a feature honesty is altogether?

Normal and abnormal having a battle in our everyday in us. We go through thinking is that what we do normal and acceptable and try to find ways to preferably stay in that frame of normal and acceptable. In this picture art is very much welcomed as mixing the pack and moving barriers of thinking patterns and ways of seeing. Therefore artists are also seen as dangerous hazardous and suspicious people. They like to think themselves and do as they please, at least some of them since art scene is also regulated and appropriated by rules of proper. Insanity is much of a taboo, but fully with us since we daily face it, like it or not, acknowledge it or not. We define insanity ourselves, what is mad for us, what is a crazy thing to do equals to something you would not do and you disapprove. Or it is hip and outrageous behavior. Go figure. Insanity entails danger in any social scene, art is no exception. Danger of losing face, danger in irrationality and unexpectedness. Art is not free of prejudices, unfortunately. As it seems prejudices go stronger the smaller and isolated the group is. Contemporary art scene has isolated itself very effectively. To say artists are like that has been common enough for me to hear in the arts and outside of it. One problematic issue being ideas of inside and outside of it. What are they like exactly? There is a stereotype of an artist which creates partly the whole scene of arts. If art is strongly divided into an outer part of society what is it for, who does it serve? Prejudices and fascist ideas do not fit my idea of spirit of art nor spirit of equal mankind.

How could art be fascist!?OMG

Swing, 2003, legs of a rocking chair

Exstacy of love, 2000

Left behind/ Taakse jätetty 2012

Self-portrait 1998

 

being super productive.

How do naked girl dancing and physics meet? they just do. smashing up.

But avalanches of all sizes are possible he said. They are plural forms of Jesus.

What is ancle what is angle what is to sit in a cafe what is to listen
what is anger what is danger what is to danger what is rumor what is hurt what is to die what is to live what is to love tell me what you see

Pendulums. They are swinging nonstop fast in a tormented way. Dotted lines making graph, making it on paper, showing on printing paper, chain reactions sliding frequently, jumping to infinity. Black girl with no clothes on sent her goodbye waving her body. Siren of her vulva of her flood, flower megaphone of her multiplexus, endless body parts in I will do it again I promise. Shoeless woman threw up Jesuses.

Couple of words for the fine art scene and what I think about it.

To change something in the arts and within art scene is something I have very little faith in, it is as it is on and on. As I have little faith in changing the world of finance that has rules of its own obeying greed only, patterns that repeat. Same thing, much cannot be done. But one can try. I have never been on the side of giving up as fine art seems to be. It likes to divide people into losers and winners. It suits its means and the stardom cult. All this means for me taking an outsider position, because plain truth does not work well in a world of shallowness, circles of friends and facades hiding utter empty heads. Well, It actually works too well to be tolerated.

The effect and turmoil are worth while and results can be surprising. Process of trying to change the unchangeable, an entity unwilling to change, is a violent situation. Measures and means to put down those who dare try vary from humiliation to silence. It is a pattern of those who have something to gain in a system they are in and it is serving for them. Closed systems are very sensitive and touchy. Taking care of image and the walls around is more important than what is actually being said and done. It is like floating on waves of acceptance of friends that share your world and views in thinking what is the ultimate right and truth. From there it is easy to judge and play warmhearted.

In this kind of small talk environment anything that is somehow out of the ordinary is a bullet. In this kind of world making a controversy is fairly easy, but how to make it last and completely push the buttons, the right ones all at the same time crushingly. One must understand what are the fears of people in such a world and what is expected of people entering that world. Most effective is an act that is about shame, putting down in humiliation, talk people share behind each other’s backs and reasons for it. What kind of emotional order of desires is at hand? Delicious. This is why and how: There are urges of something to gain and the ways to stardom. Choosing one’s path is to know why one is doing what one is doing and to whom. Interesting is the extent of passion of doing when you begin and what happens to it, how it evolves. Can you hold on to the thrill and charm of naive enthusiasm?

p.s.

Everything we do begins from being creative and having ideas. Problem is how the different kinds of creative acts are valued and why. Is the logic same with value of work and how it constructs itself? With arts there are the divisions and barriers it likes to build, calling acts of creativity high and low, good and bad. Of course there are beautiful pieces of art and the bad bad, but maybe the point is somewhere else which is the real value of doing and having art. It is something institutionalized art very often lacks, a genuine process and continuity.

Does the word work define creativity from the very beginning or is it other way around? Or is it money that defines work and also value of creativity?  How much, what is it worth, what do I get, what is there to get and what to give?

when you have friends like that you do not need enemies ( the middle (what is in between?)) in a system of closed systems acting up ahaha i don’t think I’m up for it. How open can one be and what is acceptable.

keskiluokan konstailemattomuus ja avoimuus: pahimman luokan vitsi ahahahahahah op punishmentsWeird that being colorful is wrong. ahahahahahah i guess it depends on colour. what it? all

Abolishing blind spot, which is the place in the eye one cannot see with. How do you abolish blind spot the metaphor? But it is useful. So don’t. When it could be your whole world, or half of it or it is the most important thing you could have but you fail to see and acknowledge it? Blindness?  Abolishing skin, sex, gender, age, appearance, what things there are to demolish in humans and their behavior? Why must things unwanted be demolished and how? How do you become to value something? How do you find value of your own? To learn to value life in its multitude.

Woman’s work is never done! That’s the way it is.

Banality is the aim and means, the relief of life in life and from it. Mediocrity analyzed to the bits or looking like it is, analyzed. Maybe what we see is a result of deep analyzes leaving the results and effects to our minds outside of it, of the analysis that is the basis of doing, as everything is sharply calculated and executed. Mind is the most important thing only as a creating master mind, but what is the mind of the receiver there for. Mind of the receiver is passive, passer-by, powerless acceptor. Would it be in general, average statistics put in real life, and we are settling to what comes easily, just like that. Statistics can be quite curvy, far from banal, so it is weird the equation of what is actually being made is based on statistics and consultant evaluations.
A person who does the statistics worth while to foresee things affordable to do is like the librarian, quiet grey and boring office mouse (engineer, official) or is he/she the hero, an expert, a specialist, since that person is showing a piece of truth of some kind and giving advisory graph? Contrasts in this picture are amusing and likable, stereotypes. Building stereotypes, unfading. Someone exploring life from the far and making it a diagram, so we all can see what is going on in here, really. It is also interesting how such people called mice are looked at. How their lives are less, because they stay still, sit still, enjoy the still and the noise is far away to be examined. The grey people. People of colour unite. I’m trying to build a house that looks like people.

Nightgown on the floor, 2008, watercolour on paper