Puuhun kiipeämisen taito, risun mahdollisuus.

ja kun ei tarvitse kiipeillä voi ihastella Suomen lähiöiden metsäisyyttä ja mahdollisuuksia joita tuo luksus tarjoaa kerrostalolähiössä.

Annie is dead. Got bullet in her head. A golden goose flew out the window when they found the body. Bulging the blood-filled balloon.

Annie is dead. Got bullet in her head. A golden goose flew out the window when they found the body. Bulging the blood-filled balloon. Let the bastard chase your mental and physical collapse in this world that has no idea how many days and nights the world shakes shakes shakes, under constant ambience like aneurism,
like an animal waiting unexpectedly in your brain like somebody else
without proof of having seen it but felt it. Having been told it might be there. That there is a possibility of it killing you, that it killed you, an unknown object.
Respect the funeral ride of silent black emptying sorrow before the x-ray light.
Sorrow that bursted, till erupted the cortége before us on the walkway oily pavement like new
that there is lack like never before.

Yeah. Who wouldn’t want to work with a dictatorship! They have probably (obviously) something valuable to offer and dictatorships need something desperately.

Which dictatorship exists as if it was not a dictatorship at all, in our eyes? How do we define and perceive any nation must depend on how this nation is written and talked about in media. What is a dictatorship and oppressor today can be a difficult thing to grasp and see, because to define something, to find an exact meaning of something is not that easy. How we speak of something and what that something actually is can be very different things. We know for a fact that many countries who play big part in world economy treat their citizens violently and poorly. That many countries do not have sufficient welfare and social security for their citizens, but buy arms like candy. There are horrifying gaps between people made knowingly and willingly these gaps are kept growing. Poverty serves the rich, indifference serves the wealthy. It serves arms industry and media, media that is owned by those with means. Mainstream media without bias and selfish aims does not exist.

So what is a dictatorship in this kind of world and what is the meaning of news? To give us information? We should be well-informed by now, if we were that interested we’d have erased issues that very obviously cause our problems, and if we could be able to understand the whole picture, picture would look different from it does now. State of the world is hard to understand in any other way than things are terrifyingly wrong, indifference and helplessness prevail. How to fix things that are so well fucked up and things that are in the hands of the super rich that ’average’ working people feel helpless, unemployed feel facing dead-end? How can one beat money when one has none of one’s own, and why poverty is a situation of helplessness and without means? Why do we think that?

How can a small individual beat something that is beyond regulations and laws, someone who powerful who can buy his way? To beat power that buys its way to the top without hesitation, without doubt, without good intentions? Power that manipulates via media and mainstream visuals, riding its way into our heads, thoughts, ways to act, possibilities, rights. Anything can be controlled by corporal power and is controlled by corporations. They do not hesitate to fuck us up. That is not a friendly partner who seeks wealth. Who to trust in this moment of absolute turn is our only possibility? And why many think there is nothing one can do??

What big money corporations? What visuals? Is it too vague?
 
We are controlled and chained by our vanity and we are so vain, endlessly shallow, adoring beauty industry and paying attention to looking like million bucks. Always after that million bucks. That is the spot where to hit when you want to hurt, belittle and when we seek to be loved and accepted desperately. Without beauty and money what are we (is that the question or is it just the concept we are fed daily?) Our intellect is judged by outer appearance making us want to look at ourselves like we were in a magazine, like we want to be in that cover, that model, that designer. We want to look smart, we don’t want look dull, we can look poor, we definitely look desperate. What is smart about this is nothing. We do not have a concept of smart right. Why do we still knowing the stupidity of it all do it? Who produces our vanity, feeds it, makes it happy, keeps it hungry?

http://www.rollingstone.com/politics/news/inside-the-koch-brothers-toxic-empire-20140924?page=2
That’s true as far as it goes – but Koch Industries is not a major oil producer. Instead, the company has woven itself into every nook of the vast industrial web that transforms raw fossil fuels into usable goods. Koch-owned businesses trade, transport, refine and process fossil fuels, moving them across the world and up the value chain until they become things we forgot began with hydrocarbons: fertilizers, Lycra, the innards of our smartphones.”
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Glued to every breath. Take a deep breath. Hold that trophy dear, polish it, keep it intact in a vacuum for us to look at.

She can’ t help of laughing. Well what did you expect. Yes exactly, what do you expect?

Glued to what? To the wall, to the pavement, to the past, to what you said, to your face, grabbing your coattail. To your penis probably. Maybe so. So beware of the glue-fingered woman. She’ll come and catch you. If it looks like to you she is in need of your comfort and security of your safe and entertaining company, run. Take that cup, turn and jump into the water.

Highly irregular blond naivety can be deceiving. Is it truly naivety of mine or someone else’s.  Inability to see female sex in a light of accomplishing and creating herself on her own. Making a way as an independent individual who has thoughts of her own. We do not live in a world that is open to variety and different kinds of opinions.

Shame. The shameful thing. No, not what I am wearing, no. Just born bad and doing the unexpected. What did they expect?
I am overwhelmed by the lack of empathy and compassion, scared of such people who seem to be the most. We are so attached to our need of ’friends’ and contacts that we suspect everyone whom we do not know. We think we know those who we have fun with, who are ’close’ and friendly with us. After having met men who are ashamed of women who do not fit category of ideal trophy woman, women who can be displayed for those friends, and after having been exposed to men’s complete indifference and unawareness of what it is to be a woman in a world of trophies, I am beginning to have the whole picture of the very limited way how men see women. Surprise is of course that many women wish to be displayed as trophies. You know already what a trophy woman is, right? It is probably not an official term. Woman is presented as an object in male competition and game where winner takes it all.

We like to expect and think we know. We are hugely disappointed when our expectations fail us, when they are not fulfilled. Question is how we become to expect something? We expect something from someone, something to happen, we expect our lives to be of certain kind. We have ’great’ expectations. Great meaning big material things mostly. We like to show off, be better than. To define the better would be good to check from time to time. What we value and why.

Nothing is unpolitical. So choose wisely.

 

It is dangerous for the whole society to have an university that is scared, that avoids consciously touching issues that might cause losing of means and ’valuable contacts’. This is how the all of arts functions, via contacts and fear. What kind of visual contents gets to be seen, used and spread through the ’official’ machinery that produces mass media and material for the consumers is the heavy question. If those who make the mainstream visuals are not interested in politics or are unaware and/or scared to comment openly, what kind of atmosphere do we make?

In the politically flammable world to take sides is risky, but it is even more risky not to have anything to say. It is risky for the future of democracy. It is unethical not to defend human rights, not to speak for equality and act against conformity. University that does no openly object oppression, dictatorship and slavery is a rotten university, anti-intellectual and unreliable in terms of research. Middle class bourgeoisie is backs and heads turned into wrong way, turned into a silent wall, against an open and equal world.

I am not even expecting you to acknowledge. I am expecting a defensive wave. That is how you protect yourselves and your kind. Living in denial and liking it. Lack of self-criticism and inability to change make a society that serves and protects those who already have power.

 

My conclusion is that sexual harassment is widely accepted form of violence. (Because it is good to be wanted. Of course, who would not want to to be wanted. It is a terrible thing if somebody is not wanted.)

If you feel like you may be in danger, please contact your local authorities. so they can access your situation. Don’t whisper about it with your buddies. Somebody might comment your silent lament. I don’t think it shows good taste or judgment to have sex with students either. It has an effect on the atmosphere and reputation of the school.

Is the punishment for having said one’s opinion to be all over the place trashed and ignored.. plus extras? That was the plan. And yeah the few other massively bad things done by me of course. Oh booy. What are the characteristics of civilized people and nations again? Why people in the arts consider themselves more civilized than others has not opened to me well. Only that the craft attracts narcissist assholes. It was that Guerilla Girls wore masks to prevent blacklisting for having criticized the art world for discriminating women. What kind of world does not accept critique or gender equality? Not a very open nor civilized one. To pose as open and good, human and intellectual, but slash people who try to change current situation for better is very bizarre.

Museum of Love – The Who’s Who Of Who Cares

https://soundcloud.com/dfa-records/museum-of-love-the-whos-who-of-who-cares-1

Moral disaster

The unbelievably horrible state of mankind is what we are looking at daily. How to comprehend it without sinking into despair and hate, into a world without hope? What other to do than to look at it, this destruction of man straight in the eyes? The eyes of the destroyer. What else, other than to be appalled by what people are capable of? Why are some people capable of mass murder in a blink of an eye, just like that with no remorse? How are people in a world that puts few up and a mass in poverty? Is it just life?
Injustices happening all over all the time do not seem to lessen nor becoming less violent, quite on the contrary. Value of human life is a concept like sand, it itches, gets in your shoes, makes dunes and deserts. It is there, but what can you do with it? How do you understand it? That something, that someone whom you do not know, but who irritatingly exists. What do you do to that existence, that valuable and yet to that nothing that seems to multiply endlessly? That is what millions and millions of people are to authorities, to those who have power, who have money, arms, forces and contacts; slaves without any human rights, who can be mutilated, abandoned, killed and forgotten.
Part of the world today is such that people are executed in public and bodies left dead and displayed for people to see for days. That part of the world has a different meaning for life, why we are here and what is the meaning of human life. A life where each of us has a meaning to serve god. This is what I am told and evidence of this is clear. But to me only god visible is human. People serve people with so-called mandate from god. What is happening is very godless. People are evaluating what human life is worth and who serves who. People are brainwashed to believe god has something to do with mass slaughtering and that there are unfaithful infidels who deserve to die. This kind of insanity has no end. Absolute belief that knows no variety, no mercy, no other than redemption by death is a dead-end itself.

 

 

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