Logic is difficult to find therefore feeling of lost is a continuous emotional vacuum.

To me there is no such thing as self-evident, everything or anything must be questioned. To question oneself can be state of unworthiness or it can be a very healthy road to explore oneself and grow as a person. Depends how one does the questioning, in what kind of position one places oneself. Few absolutes exist, yes, but what comes to people and their behavior there is always room for questioning and analysis. It is not a certainty that sun rises every morning. Maybe night just continues and there will be no light anymore. We are left in the dark and cold on a planet we think is for us. When it happens we scream and feel desperate. We are in shock over something that should have not happened. It is peculiar and odd to find out on daily basis how 100% sure most people are of their own absolute righteousness, that their arrogance is justified as they are perfectly doing what they are here to do, which often seems to be to have fun and mock. Dilemma for me in this perspective is how fun is defined and how blindly self is perceived, how things and people are not questioned but taken for granted, accepted or discarded. How what we are supposed to do and we do because we are supposed to do it get rarely seriously jeopardized by refusal and demanding for answers. To say no is boring, to withdraw is sick. It is far too easy and acceptable to belong to a group as a group of similar minded is secure and safe to be in. Are we ok in this group, is it the group where we belong to, do you do what your group expects you to do, or are you doing what you want to do?

It is much too obvious that be part is what we all want, that to be part of a monotonous group mimicking a cultural icon and way of life is what we should have and why shouldn’t we. Grouping is to leave something out, game of success and being popular is a norm as it is normal good seen as luxury, loud privileged ones owning the space do their all to get what they want. Egocentric self-adoration where is little room for anything else is also a norm. There is very little room for understanding and learning. If there is a lesson learning happens through accidents when something bad happens. (You didn’t mean it but you did it anyway) Something bad that was not supposed to happen because things are imagined to be under control in the light of the privileged and young as they own their luck and good fortune, their friends and their space. They cannot be questioned, they are not humble enough to think there would be anything wrong they do. Their privilege is their rebellion in a world of shit.

Condition of arrogance and negligence is seen as perfect way to live like there is no tomorrow and people take care of themselves, they work out and choose their clothing. What happens tomorrow, will anybody like me, be interested in me tomorrow? This insecurity is a big part of being a girl and being a woman in overly sexual world where male pleasure is what women are for. To like a woman is to like to look at her and have sex with her, present her to buddies. Most preferably men are to have many women, a line of women and woman to have sex with a line of men who take her. In a way those entities get trophies they need to be successful and looked up. Position of a star in a sea of flesh, abundance of meat is all you can eat and more. It is about greed, openly horny attitude finding ecstasy via indifference and danger. Only things that matter are appearance and wealth, holes and fillings, filling a vacuum which is there all the time. A silence that cannot be tolerated, a self that has to be molded to fit.

When we are scared to have authority over lives of our own and think for ourselves, we run down the cliff as it is fun in a group.

Why is cruelty a dominating practice?

Is cruelty a dominating feature in humans? It certainly dominates to news. In certain realities cruelty dominates the whole of life experience. How do we select how to behave and act towards others and ourselves? Do we become cruel when our environment is cruel to us or do we act against cruelty, against all odds? Despite we get hurt ourselves do we fight against cruelty and do not fall into trap of being cruel as revenge? How do we prevent us from being cruel is of course to know what is cruel and what is good to do and what is not. Things gained via cruelty are not worth having is the first piece of advise to understand. How do we understand and obey such an advise in a cruel world? We have to know worth of the other in correlation and relation to us no matter how far, how strange, how poor. When others do not have value of ours to measure, to compare with us cruelty becomes easily a tool to manifest power over those others who are less according to measurements. Logic many times is when one has less one is less. How do we measure is interesting. Such mindless calculations can and often are very irrational without any factual base. We just like to think we are superior because.

Levels of appreciation and worth are plain and fairly obvious to see and they are continuously there in our every day to place people in to their places from which they have to work and live. It looks like a game of survival which can get bloody. Cruelty may get zillions of forms as we are an imaginative and idea rich individuals, at least so we like to think of ourselves. We also like to reason our cruelty as justified. To me it has become to seem as if most people do not recognize cruelty as a flaw and wrong in what they do. It is therefore accepted as part of a survival game where we must fight and find our place. To a certain extent it is justified to have such a fight. I find it essential part of individual development. Cruelty can have justification of the strong due to this knowledge that we have to fight to get something and when we have gotten what we wanted we have to protect it.

Is there any answer to the question of extent and bloodiness, answer to cruelty? Never plain and simple?

We expect art has testimonial value, sensitiveness and truthfulness for it to be appreciated as image of us.

What is lie in art is its unwillingness of changing when it thinks it changes all the time, inability to see in what kind of world we live in, inability or reluctance to confront the facts and do something about the issues that clearly aren’t right (not just show how things are wrong but do something to correct the situation), realities of people pictured, stories told, truths of those portrayed and those who make art can make a weird scene where we can be worried how things are wrong but not see how things truly are wrong in the business and what kind of impact art has in the world, good image is not good enough. Lie in art is to make a lookalike of everything is fine when they are not, not to do anything to sexism, discrimination, worker rights, authority of institutions, underpay and overpay and who actually gets paid. Art is evidently a needed industry but who needs it most? It is sad how terribly art is abused and undervalued especially by those who work within art. To say how things are is not a crime, not to say anything is.

To agitate and wage hate against someone: Bite me.

To my great surprise I have ended up moving from one hateful group to another. I have long stopped thinking it is my fault. I follow my interests and they are many. People have their reasons for hating and they do not need much for finding reasons. Hating for sake of hating is obviously good enough. As it happens many don’t recognize their behavior as hateful because it is common, normal and accepted, which is as such truly surprising that thinking you know is a valid way of grounding opinions and ways of interacting that do not alter. People can have a very twisted outlook on the world and to other people without much truth in their points of views. It is always the other to blame when something is not right.

If gossiping and stabbing in the back is not hateful I don’t know what is. If you promote yourself hating someone and think it is justified maybe you should seek help because that is fucked up. There are plenty of people who put people down talking bad things about those others and that scheme somehow lifts those bad talkers up. Very strange pattern of thought that through violence you could be lifted, elevated as better than. That is not accepted in schools, in art, in science nor at work, it is not accepted from parents.

Kiihkottomuuden estetiikka

Kiihko on termi, jota on totuttu käyttämään vihastuneesta tunteesta, jossa käytetään sanoja ja kehoa painottamaan voimakasta tunnetta ja omaa kantaa. Kiihko on uhkaava ja kiihkoilija on uhka vaarantaen tasapainon ja mielen rauhan. Sellaiselta suljemme korvamme ja sellaisen kanssa emme halua olla missään tekemisissä, ellei asioissa todella ole jotakin pielessä, ja kiihkoilija onkin oikeassa, ha. Kiihkossa voidaan käyttää arveluttavaa toisen puolen vastaisuutta ja mustamaalaamista lyömäaseena tarkoituksella satuttaaksemme. Näin arvelen usein olevan puhuttaessa todellisesta kiihkosta, joka ei ole kovin harvinaista, väkivaltaisuutta, aggressiota, sytyttämistä runsaalla ja vahvalla puheella vahvoin sanoin ja visioin. Tiedon vääristely ja pahat puheet kuuluuvat todelliseen kiihkoiluun. Aggressio ja väkivalta eivät ole ainoastaan fyysisiä tapahtumia ja satuttaminen voi olla hyvinkin harmittoman oloista. Tämä kuulostaa sosiaaliselta medialta, juorupalstoilta ja politiikalta. Kiihko on puolelleen käännyttämistä jossa uskossaan vahvat ja tiedoissaan heikot kohtaavat, mutta se voi parhaimmassa tapauksessa saada aikaan palavaa keskustelua. Kuvaillakseni kiihkottomuuden olemuksen, joka islamin ja kristinuskon vastakkainasettelun aikoina painottuu erikoisesti eli on jatkunut melko kauan ja joka, kiihkottomuuden, sovittelevuuden ja tyyneyden ihanne, mielestäni Suomessa saa jännittävät mittasuhteet, on tehtävänä hankala ja kiihkoinen. Suomalainen auktoriteetteihin luottaminen ja toisaalta uskonpuute vaikuttamismahdollisuuksiin ovat mielestäni luoneet kuplan, joka hiljentää vastaanväittäjät ja venkoilijat. Kun ihmisistä ja tiedottamisesta on kyse, jotakin vääristyy aina, joten on oltava tarkka kuinka asioita lähestyy ja kuinka ne toteuttaa. Kenties olemme tulleet liian varovaisiksi ja pelkäämme toteuttaa ideoita, jotka voisivat älähdyttää ja poiketa totutusta kaavasta, jossa poikkeamia ei sallita. Vääristynyttä kuvaa emme voi välttää tarkoituksella kiillotetussa maailmassa, joka pyrkii kohti täydellistymistä ja harmoniaa ja jossa kiihko ja epäjärjestys ovat silti enemmänkin valtavirtaa ja määräävä asenne, jossa median on oltava näennäisesti  kiihkoton ja puolueettomuus eli asioiden tarkastelu monilta eri puolilta ilman omaa kantaa, voi olla liikaa pyydetty. Eli on toisinaan vaikea sanoa, mikä todella on vääränlaista kiihkoa, sellaista jota on vastustettava ja paheksuttava kun pääasiassa vaikuttaa, että kapitalistisen maailmankuvan vastustaminen esimerkiksi boikotoimalla on kiihkoa, kun kapitalisti itse ei ole kiihkoinen laisinkaan vaan harmiton ja hyvä liikkeenharjoittaja.

Kun tarkastelemme asenneilmastoamme laajemmin, tai ehkä oikeastaan olemattomuuden olemusta kun on oltava kuin ei olisikaan, koska kiihkoa ei saa olla jos haluaa tulla vakavasti otetuksi. Asiat ovat niin ja onhan toki niinkin sovittelevasti ettei synny äläkkää. Luterilaisessa älkäähän nyt kyllä se siitä ilmastossa on hyvä häslätä miljoonien ja miljadrien kanssa kun ei siitä kovin suurta meteliä kukaan jolla on asema nosta vaarantamatta omaa positiotaan. Älisijät ja vastustajat ovat niitä hankalia joilla on väärä asenne kun halutaan todella tahkota rahaa. Asennettamme kansalaistottelemattomuuteen, toisinajatteluun, erilaisuuteen ja yleensä mihinkään poikkeavaan on syytä kritisoida ja painottaa vaikutusmahdollisuuksiemme kapenemisen mahdollisuutta joka on todellinen uhka. Olemme omaksuneet niin totaalisen kiihkottomuuden metodin että kaikki poikkipuolinen ja hiukankaan kovaääninen on kiihkoilua. Perussuomalaisten provokaatioihin suhtautuminen on hyvä esimerkki ja etenkin kun osa heidän ajatuksistaan on osoittautunut paikkansa pitäviksi kuten huoli ghettoutumisesta, mielipiteet pakolaisvirrasta ja pakolaisten vastaanottamisesta eli pakolaisia ja hädänalaisia autetaan parhaiten siellä missä hätä on ei massavaelluksella maihin joissa rasismi, työttömyys ja sopeutuminen ovat oikea ongelma.

Kiihkottomuus on tullut tarkoittamaan Suomessa asennetta jossa kaikki on hyvin. Jossa voidaan toki sanavapauden nimissä sanoa oma mielipide mutta pääasiassa sillä ei ole hevonvitun väliä, koska kuka vittu sä oikeasti edes olet. Kiihkottomuus on pidättyväisyyttä, kykyä olla hiljaa ja mieluiten aina, pukeutua sopivalla tavalla ja nauraa oikeissa kohdissa. Kaikenlainen muu käytös on omituista ja sitä on kartettava ettei leimautuisi. Kiihkoton yhteiskunta jakaa leimoja kiihkottomuudessaan, siinäpä vasta kunnon kiihkoa. Jännittävä ristiriita on juuri tässä pidättyväisyyden ja ryhmäkurin pakossa. Kun ihminen kiihkoaa eli näyttää tunteiden koko skaalan ollessaan kimpaantunut asioiden laidasta, kimpaantuneisuus jota ei saa etenkään julkisesti näyttää, koska se on mielenvikaista, sivistymätöntä ja johtaa ongelmatilanteisiin kertoen että ihmisellä itsellään on ongelma koska hän noin reagoi. Kiihkoilija on ongelma kiihkottomuutta ihannoivalle yhteiskunnalle joka haluaa olla rauhallinen ja pysyä rauhallisena, haluamatta minkäänlaisia sekaannuksia vaikka miljardiluokan ongelmia rakennetaan tuosta noin vain koska halpa sähkö.

Kiihko yhdistetään terrorismiin, radikalismiin, epäselvyyteen, epäilyttävyyteen, epäammattimaisuuteen, epäherrasmiesmäisyyteen ja epänaismaisuuteen, vaikka naismainen on negatiivinen termi on epänaismainen vielä negatiivisempi. Kuka nainen haluaa olla epänaismainen?

I have a recommendation for hotels and restaurants: please ask help when you purchase art in to your enterprises. It will be worth your while.

To find quality is of course priority with suitable price. Fast food culture has had an impact on all of culture from constructing to interior design to creating public places for us all to enjoy. I have not found much enjoyable spaces lately in public places. How much should quality cost and how do we recognize quality is something worth digging into. There are merchants and con men as there are projects and opportunities trying to make the most profit as always. When making something worth while is all about making the best profit consequences will be somewhat and more or less foul. Money that goes down the drain is clearly wasted. When worth while goes in the meaning of fortunes being made the worth while is meant for few players who are in it for the money. When we talk about art and making it accessible to the people for many to enjoy art in every day, tourism is not the first priority. Tourists follow something that has proved to be valuable locally, benefiting ordinary people. Shipping something expensive ready-made as a tourist attraction is the effect glued on without wanting to see what there really is on the spot. When restaurants and hotels wish more tourists to visit and they think art will do to attracting please pay attention to what kind of art you will purchase in your facilities in which those tourists will spend time, eat their meals and sleep. There are paintings and photographs on walls of every hotel room, in every restaurant. When you wish to benefit from art and work of artists, it is good to consider how you do it.

Cheapness and posters rarely do any tricks in attracting anyone, nor do plastic flowers and photographs of misty mountains, but they are cheap as kitsch usually is.

Your guns, your freedom? Your fears are your jail. Arms are power, without power what are we?

https://www.oxfam.org/en/campaigns/why-we-need-global-arms-trade-treaty ”Every day, millions of people suffer from the direct and indirect consequences of the irresponsible arms trade: thousands are killed, others are injured, many are raped, and/or forced to flee from their homes, while many others have to live under constant threat of weapons.”
 
How is it that there are striking similarities between men’s rights groups and associations that fight for American right to own and manufacture firearms? Arguments those both entities use are somewhat similar. There is nothing there for these groups to consider that should be different in what they do and how they think. Threats come from the outside and threaten a way of life, sovereignty and freedom to defend oneself with firearms. To bear a gun is therefore a human right. It is a scary world where one is forced to change even though the enemy does not look peaceful and to be without bullets is like being naked. There are enemies everywhere for people who are dreadfully frightened and scared of losing and surrendering. This small defenceless individual does not wish anything to change, least himself. One can ask why is that? Lobbying for weapon industry, the money flow and jobs it creates? God made him perfect so why change and money weapon industry makes is fabulous. People have all kinds of rights but to bear a gun is not on my list. Arguments used have correlation to being seriously offended by what that other person just said all the time, because minds are made up and somethings just are solid as a rock.
Similarities are there when gun owners feel threatened by someone telling it is not right to threaten security and future of mankind, meaning security of others. Those others by whom the chosen ones with weapons are threatened by. It is not right or even good for you to eat meat every day, it is not hugely correct not to regulate arms trade (results are there open wide), yes it is good to feel secure, but if guns are the only thing that make you feel secure there is seriously something wrong. Alarm bells should be ringing at your end in a different way. Those who defend their right to bear arms as much as they wish do not see themselves a s threat. Why is that? Is it because God is on their side? So far there have been extremely few attacks against the US on their soil. Nobody has been threatening their independence nor their manufacturing or owning of arms. Only threat there against the US is themselves. It is an upside down world where self-reflection could actually do a lot of good.
It is also curious how American lobbyists for freedom to bear arms affect the whole world. There are quite many threats and continues to be as arms do not lessen the threats. Logic is not on your side. Arms do not make you secure, they create an atmosphere of threat and fear, atmosphere of death and distrust. It is interesting how the United States is frightened over Iran having a nuclear bomb. Yes it is scary and rearmament is not stopping because threats are not going anywhere as long as weapon trade cannot be regulated. It is made hugely difficult when UN is the mighty authority and nations with serious military power do not vote for regulation. Some things never change one might think and that is especially nations with macho attitude and a way of life to protect. It is ironic how a way of life is affecting the whole world and the wall is right ahead into which a way of life is driving rather fast.

http://www.foxnews.com/opinion/2013/09/25/un-arms-treaty-will-be-menace-to-us-for-years-to-come.html

That women don’t have what it takes? It?

For women to be taken seriously there must be a formula. I just don’t quite grasp what it might be when in a world where male qualities are seen more reliable than female starting from appearance and having the privilege of being born male. The volume of being reliable enough women have to do serious fighting to accomplish the same status as males, imitate male posture, way of presenting, speaking, tone of voice or just know your topic better than anyone, be many times more qualified and capable? Could it be so or does the lesbian card get thrown at us like it was the most unattractive thing there is when women try to blend in? Do we have to blend in and pretend we are good guys? I sure as hell am not a guy and don’t call me one. Is the situation that desperate that in technology women don’t convince as women?

I have noticed it can be difficult for men to listen women speakers. It is difficult for them to accept woman’s point of view and that woman could know more. That woman argues and debates, guides and accomplishes more is a heavy deal to accept. Technology is a very sexist area of exact science and work requiring expertise and skill, that woman does something well in technology be it welding, engineering, programming it is hard for men to believe or accept a woman doing anything well or better than men. Could give you couple of examples when men didn’t believe their eyes and kept saying it was not my doing saying she cannot be that good. It is even more ridiculous when someone who stood next to me and witnessed me welding something demanding perfectly and then the other bloke refuses to believe I did it. It is hard for me to believe something like that could happen in Finland but it did. What does it take to give a woman credit for her skills? It takes balls.

http://www.theguardian.com/commentisfree/2015/jun/25/woman-sexism-tech-founders-forum-london-entrepreneurs?utm_content=buffer6da72&utm_medium=social&utm_source=twitter.com&utm_campaign=buffer ”This year, there were more than 68 men speaking at the event, and four women.”

Make your gallery or museum a refugee camp. Charge an entrance fee of ten euros.

Make your gallery or museum a refugee camp. Charge an entrance fee of ten euros.