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Blind boys running downhill. I really have witnessed it happening. Oh I have seen the Japanese garden. Fill in the blank, but I don’t think you’ll get the job, Motherfucker.

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Elbows wrists, elbows wrists, a pornographic magazine under the loo carpet. Sudden movements and sighs.
Who is that flying through the air? Cover yourself itzy bitzy spider. Limbs breaking the brisk air.
Terrible kleptomaniac spent warmly days in the sun of love. (Don’t ask for permission just do it.)

Call me anything you like, Unemployed Hashtag, Ach Scheissenheit! I’m a real hipster. Which definition was quite a surprise to me. Definitely and it is forever, class and grace of knowing what to wear.

Lucky sperm club and loads of fun? Do you have a choice and how much do you care? I would like to call out for responsibility for one’s own actions. Responsibility carry the person herself. Abortion is a very serious operation not just physically but mentally, and it is about taking or giving life. It is a tough decision to make. Blame and shame do not make it easier nor illegality of the operation.

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How many people are born out of accidental pregnancies, sudden one night stands, rapes, lust, horniness, unplanned fun, irresponsibility and abuse or whatever. Are there people who are unwanted? It sounds terrible that there are or would be children that are not wanted. What kind of life is there without love and care? How is pregnancy an accident is of course somehow always, because we cannot never be absolutely sure when and how it happens, moment of making life. Is pregnancy still something people cannot avoid from happening? Is it responsibility of women to take care of, be it contraception or abortion or providing for the offspring. That is how it often goes. The blame, guilt, worries, care and loving are things women carry and give. It is a matter of chance and a pretty random event to be conceived, to become a human being and it is lucky, luck, as it is misery, sadness, boredom, difficulty and all that. And then yet to become a parent to which many are not prepared, ready for or able.

It is curious the thought how we like to see ourselves as designed and planned individuals, that we all have our part and place. Is it a shame to be born without being planned? Is accident even a good word to use. Hopefully loved and wanted, but not designed nor ordered. Accurately made, proper clean, planned standard mankind would be dull and without variety. Still what comes to how women use their bodies is up to women themselves, whatever the mess. It is difficult to plan how life goes.

Sex and consequences are lovely or less lovely. Can baby be a mistake, failure? Like heavy burden of being born. Strange questions, still they are very real.

Writing enraged, furiously, following the drama of mankind. Don’t mix hate for anger. One is allowed to be angry, why not allow hate? There are similarities in terms of negative feelings and deeds, but hate is to destroy.

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Maybe the ways of revealing and stating hate, hate against the opposite, against the weak, different. Hate against for whatever reason are more multiple and more out in the open than ever before. Therefore I conclude that the amount of hate possibly has not increased, but the ways of getting heard and noticed are more diverse, constantly variable and accessible and those who have strong views on how world should be constructed are loud.

I have to think about this, because this is about emotions which rule how we behave. I too say I hate something and I can enjoy for saying it. But in the end I do not enjoy hating. It eats me up if I feel hate. Rage is a leading force in me still. It is dangerous and delightful. What are the distinctive differences what comes to emotions?

Sadism. How much do we approve of it?

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How much do we notice, and where does the line go? Is sadism there and here because we need to test how much someone can take or to test ourselves what we can do? Line is important. A measurement of pushing, of going over, of knowing what not to do.

 

Dedication to the cause Feminism is demand for respect and dignity

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Strange to me is how divided we are in more ways that is reasonable. Feminism and Socialism are ideologies which divide strongly and are opposed heavily. Feminism especially is put to dirt. Self-evidently it involves women. Feminism demands women to be active, stand up for themselves and their children and importantly feminists also speak for others in similar position as millions of women are treated like shit. speak for those who are treated like inferior, rejected as half-humans without capabilities, people who are tools and objects. How many times it has happened that a woman has to prove herself many times over and maybe not even then is she accepted and acknowledged as capable individual who is not dependent on men and their opinion, who has ideas of her own. One part of the problem lies in wanting to be acknowledged and accepted. Women’s need to please. It is a kind of weakness to want to be loved as one is, do everything possible for it. There is great demand for people to be encouraged as creative intelligent and capable persons.
To acknowledge someone is to honor that person. To honor someone, anyone, is and has been a difficult task. There is need for power and questions on trust. Self-evidently there are cultural differences what is to honor and does it have to be gained. Obvious also is the lack of capability to honor because there is no knowledge of what it is to honor. Respect and dignity begin from knowledge of self-worth, understand that one is valuable as one is with potential and resources. Self-worth grows from having felt respected since childhood. Respect is to be interested in other people, give space, reflect, act and listen to the other. Self-worth grows in being listened to, in atmosphere of trust. It grows when one learns what one can do, is able to accomplish. So to gain self-esteem one needs others but more importantly one needs oneself.

Declaration of Human Rights and the reality. How do we find equality?

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Is it even possible? Declaration of Human Rights from year 1948 distinctly puts out basic needs and requirements for people to find good life. As distinctly it is true although UN vowed after the Second World War to act against such cruelty and atrocities that took place during the war there has not been anything done that would have stopped genocides and ethnic cleansing from happening till this day. UN has been slow in stopping, acting out, punishing, revealing crimes against humanity and finding criminals. For example US has been involved in many cases which clearly have shown to be acts against international law, human rights and any kind of right mind.
Declaration of Human Rights is a utopia and a dream of people who like to speak beautifully, reality turns out to be different. Still it is document worth having. When will this document manifest itself in real life is yet to be seen and when will UN keep given vows. I can hear the defensive arguments. Of course you cannot stop mass murder from happening. It happens all the time. During war in Bosnia women were put to rape camps, like in Congo where rape has been common tool of using power and taking dignity of women. By shaming, raping, humiliating and killing wars go on.
Universal Declaration of Human Rights

Lumière a girl in jeans, look at the light. Where do you place your hands?

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He asked if I had gone any further. How far do you want me to go? What do you think I should find? Is it something particular?
I try to measure every word and I realize it is not enough, because then I am not me, but trying to please someone else.

Feminists have been treated as lunatics and criminals. Feminism as something that will pass. Those unattractive misfits, bald angry lesbians who hate men and behave like prostitutes. Those who fear say anything to put shame on dissidents. Women who don’t and did not fit nor accept the society’s mould of proper, place of woman, continuity of males as kings nor rules of hypocrisy have been self-evidently painted malaise, harmful, insane, ridiculous and difficult.

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We are fundamentally biological beings dictated by hormones, chemistry, our biological functions and needs. The very foundation of Feminism is that we are equal. Our bodily differences have made it so we differ much from each other, but we bleed the same. Gender does not dictate intellect, abilities, character nor value. Feminism the ideology is to benefit all on grass root level. We are more or less feminine, we all have a mother, we all have a relationship to femininity. When women are well taken care of all society is likely to do the same, be and do well. When it is ok for a man to walk like a woman, talk like a woman and wear a dress without it being strange we have come closer to gender equality. Woman can define her femininity, her body, sexuality, decide for her life we are closer to justice and truth. Feminism is diminished down by many men and women as not needed and dead old-fashioned movement, laughable and unnecessary. If women are not able to have a say over how society should work, as is the case in many countries, then society is not working for all of its members. If women are laughed at because of their gender, if they have to be ashamed of their gender and sexuality, if they have to be afraid because they are women, it is a sorry world. If men have to be afraid of female qualities in them we live by macho dream not what is true. What is Feminism now is the first and acute question. Who can be and is a Feminist? What are the results of Feminism? They are all over and pretty fundamental. It is important in this issue at hand to decide whether to take a side or not, and which one since violent gender division exists and is held tightly upon us. Decisions on what to think, how to react, how to judge and whether to judge at all. Gender is by rule problematic, always current and touchy topic where assumptions and given orders apply like an ancient legislation. Society where anything differing from mainstream is an oddity that should be covered up, silenced and removed as indecent and infernal is not living the 21st century nor being on the nerve of things nor wanting equality at all.