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Language of turquoise

| Henna Timanttimetsä

Excavator on a star looks lonely and abandoned. A horse called Flight was difficult to handle. The animal was sizeable and white. Only one who it let ride was a girl and I thought she was the bravest person I had ever met. I use to like to watch them work together in perfect harmony. The abused and hurt horse, beautiful and enraged, and the only one who could touch its white. How are we the same? What is the same? Why do you seek similarity? Why do you want to be safe with people like yourself?

Puta Madre conceptual garden sub specie Aeternitatis, where every deed happens: truth is a bitch.  Say the truth and you will be smacked around. Out-of-place, naturally dislocated.

Nymphaea looked for her earring on living room floor carpet. She said she has bad eyes. Great Horned Owl in her, in her bra was tightly pressured against her skin. Wanted to study her pressure marks, sunken bloodless steps on her, leaps of red. I thought it must have hurt to wear such bra. To wear underwear she did shaping her form. She always had a nightgown for me with a cartoon figure. I loved her furniture. She hung her jewelry on corners of her dressing table with oval shaped mirror. Smelling her bottles, her sheets, her plastic pearls, her things, her and valuables, details, piled magazines in her closet. Hers, language of her. I looked for it through her hanging clothes sitting on the floor. I poured everything that was in the box on the floor. Language of clichés,
language of beauty
language of trauma
language of banality
language of architecture
language of aggression
language of being a child
language of being alive
language of acting out
language of close
language of an old woman
language of dust
language of turquoise. 

Drawn on to ground

| Henna Timanttimetsä

Call it divine, call it repetition of the name, repetition of the sound, call it repetition of the act, the same movement, the same fear and hate in the call,
do not expect the same, expect the worst, do not expect the sane, expect lunacy, expect your narrowest nightmare corridor with mass of people in it with you unable to breathe, with them and their smell, unwashed.
Call it hypothetical trust, blind hypothetical trust, insane hypothetical belief, expect the unseen, the unknown purity command, fury, need to make the idea of purity happen in black. See the flag, see the scarfs, see the eyes. Nothing will turn their heads around from this mission. Nothing. Crisis is in not negotiable in smallest space, in smallest breaths inhaled in passing out with the rest.

ThreatExpect the crisis, threatExpect the hurt, threatExpect the ill, it will come, it will be a terrorist, call it a terrorist, call it an organization Terrrrrrrrroriiiiiist. Terrrrrrrrrrrroriiiiist! It will be an explosion, a blast. Call it what you will, call it fear, terror, tyranny, call it many of who were hurt, many of those who are dead. Call it your blind heart, call it answer of the kind heart.

It is not a comical POW. It is not a comical savage. It is the hidden savage of Christ, the one you deny, the one you do not want to acknowledge, because it is in you, in your religion. Smell of divine captivated, taken, imprisoned. Moral imperative making monsters, sounds of this world, being a monster in an acceptable way, the same way as chanting righteousness, justice, superiority. Us and them, haven and threat, Paradise of safety and Hell of the uncovered. Those who did what they had to do. Those who accomplish God’s plan to save what there is for us to be saved, next to nothing. Standing next to nothing, next to a plan of salvation drawn on to ground.

I’m a slave 4 u./Climax cave

| Henna Timanttimetsä

uhh baby yes harder   (is this a woman?).
Give it to me baby nice and slow   (is this a woman too?).
Yes harder, but be nice and slow.
That requires talent to do hard and be nice simultaneously. Niceness is of course the outcome of sex, self-evidently pleasurable. To be hard and nice is a lovely contradiction and combination what comes to having sex. It is like bringing up children, be firm but loving. Know what you are doing and what is wanted of you. Funny is how these pornographic clichés work. They must work because they are used quite much. Horny is a state of mind of the contemporary world.
Level of arousal and intoxication of upcoming orgasm is a state of overwhelming simplicity of sudden feel good.

Niceness and slowness, coming. What a disgusting image of drooling. Self-centered pleasure hunt. Where there is a cunt. Give it to me. What do I get in return? Is it a give and take? Sexist power play where there is something for oneself only. Good time for me, only, but you must get something out of it too. Yea, sure I want exactly the same thing as you, and I want to give everything to you, because we are the same mind, we want the same pleasure. In mutual understanding I provide your ecstasy.

Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person? Who is this person?

2008/Not adopting any method to be faster but clearer. Not adjusting according to what is.

| Henna Timanttimetsä

Not adopting any method to be faster but clearer. Not adjusting according to what is.

drop something, pick it up

drop something, pick it up

drop something, pick it up

turn the lock, open the door

turn the lock, open the door

turn the lock, open the door

move the chair, sit on it

move the chair, sit on it

move the chair, sit on it

sit on a chair, straighten your back

sit on a chair, straighten your back

sit on a chair, straighten your back

do it backwards, open your mouth

do it backwards, think about your mouth

do it backwards, show me your tongue.

DEAR CUSTOMER, MONEY DISAPPEARING INTO THE THIN AIR AND HOW. WEARING PERFUME AND SMELLING GOOD IS ESSENTIAL IN THIS BUSINESS.

| Henna Timanttimetsä

Mr. Bat Rickardo MarcAnthony
Union Bank of Switzerland
24, Quai du Seujet
Geneva – CH 1211
Switzerland
SWIFT/BIC: EFGBCHGGXXX

I AM AN AUDITOR WORKING WITH BANK UNION BANK SWITZERLAND AG GENEVA AT THEIR EFG BANK EUROPEAN FINANCIAL GROUP GENEVA SWITZERLAND. I WILL BE HAPPY TO WORK THIS DEAL OUT WITH YOU IF YOU HAVE A CORPORATE OR PERSONAL BANK ACCOUNT AND IF YOU ARE CAPABLE TO KEEP TOP SECRET. I NEED STRONG ASSURANCE THAT YOU WILL NEVER LET ME DOWN, IF I TRANSFER THIS MONEY TO YOUR ACCOUNT. DURING ONE OF OUR PERIODIC AUDITING I DISCOVERED A DORMANT ACCOUNTS WITH HOLDING BALANCE OF US$36,000.000.00 {THIRTY-SIX MILLION US DOLLARS ONLY} SOMETIMES A PERSON WILL OPEN A BANK ACCOUNT, DEPOSIT MONEY, AND THEN DISAPPEAR INTO THE THIN AIR. BANKS ARE NOT ALWAYS ABLE TO FIND OUT WHAT HAS BECOME OF THESE SILENT CUSTOMERS, OR TO KNOW WHETHER THEY SHOULD FOLLOW UP ON REQUESTS FROM PEOPLE WHO CLAIM TO BE HEIRS TO THE ACCOUNTS. THE MAIN PROBLEM IS THAT THE CUSTOMER RESIDES ABROAD AND DUE TO BANK SECRECY, THE BANK CANNOT PUBLISH NOTICES IN THE INTERNATIONAL PRESS TO LOCATE THE DEPOSITORIES. THIS HAS LED THE MAJORITY OF SWISS BANKS TO REFRAIN FROM OPENING SMALL-DEPOSIT ACCOUNTS FOR FOREIGN CUSTOMERS FOR FEAR THAT THEY WILL FORGET THAT THE ACCOUNT EXISTS. IT HAS HAPPENED IN THE PAST, HOWEVER, THAT CUSTOMERS PASS AWAY AND THEIR HEIRS CAN NEITHER PROVE THE DEATH, NOR THEIR HEIR SHIP. THIS WAS A FREQUENT OCCURRENCE DURING THE WAR TIME PERIODS, AND THE BANKS HAVE NOW SET UP A SIMPLE RAPID RESOLUTION PROCEDURE OPERATING TO THEIR CUSTOMERS’ ADVANTAGE. DORMANT ASSETS ARE DEFINED AS ANY ASSETS DEPOSITED WITH A BANK (I.E. AN ACCOUNT, A CUSTODY ACCOUNT OR A SAFETY-DEPOSIT BOX) FOR WHICH THERE HAS BEEN NO CONTACT WITH THE CUSTOMER IN THE BANK’S FILES FOR THE LAST TEN YEARS OR MORE. IF YOU BELIEVE YOU HAVE CLAIM TO A SWISS BANK ACCOUNT FOR WHICH THE HOLDER (E.G. AN ANCESTOR) HAS NOT BEEN IN CONTACT WITH THE BANK FOR OVER TEN YEARS, THERE IS A FAIRLY SIMPLE PROCEDURE TO FOLLOW, DEPENDING ON THE DATE THE ACCOUNT WAS OPENED THIS ACCOUNT HAS NOT BEEN OPERATED FOR THE PAST YEARS. AS AT THIS MOMENT. IF YOU KNOW THAT YOU ARE CAPABLE TO HANDLE LARGE OR SMALL AMOUNT ON TRUST AND CAN KEEP SECRET AND READY TO TAKE 40% OF ANY AMOUNT I TRANSFER TO YOUR ACCOUNT FROM THE DORMANT ACCOUNT AND I WILL TAKE 60%, SEND THE FOLLOWING INFORMATION BY RETURN MAIL:
BENEFICIARY BANK NAME…BANK OF ENDLESS HORIZONS
BANK ADDRESS…………TURALURA LURAA ROAD 1001, DREAMLAND, UTOPIA
ACCOUNT NO…………..657487845158546-654
SWIFT CODE…………..HGFD68765454-68574864541565656232153465451
ACCOUNT NAME…………CHECK MYBEAUTY BABY CHECK MYBOOTY BABY
BENEFICIARY ADDRESS…..MY CHILD
MY PHONE YOUR PHONE NO………..ART PHONE SEE ABOVE
YOUR OCCUPATION? BALLOON SALESGIRL
AGE…………………….17
TELL ME MORE ABOUT YOURSELF, WHILE I LOOK FORWARD TO RECEIVE THE ABOVE INFORMATION.
I WANT TO RE-ASSURE YOU THAT THIS BUSINESS IS RISK FREE AND YOU CAN SEND AN EMPTY ACCOUNT TO RECEIVE THE FUNDS, PROVIDED THAT THE ACCOUNT IS CAPABLE TO RECEIVE INCOMING FUNDS.
THANK YOU FOR YOUR TIME AND ATTENTION. YOU CAN CONTACT ME FOR MORE DETAILS AT {HOLLEY_R_2@YAHOO.CO.JP}
MR. BAT RICKARDO MARCANTHONY.

    Wish for happiness and joy for every day. Thank you and Good Luck.

    | Henna Timanttimetsä
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    2008

    | Henna Timanttimetsä

    Tough is sadness deleted, embraced battle of will and ability, gone. Rough rough rough rough rough rough rough rough, it’s as if dog was barking for hours with no end, no change in tone, me thinking how long will it last and what does it want. Does it belong to anybody?
    Rough rough rough rough, disgust, boredom,
    disturbance and irritation to get used to, to feel no pain by it, to let the disturbing angst go by letting those little things not get you. You thinking the possible sadness of a dog.

    Sex play

    | Henna Timanttimetsä

    Sex play
    To encounter the strange and not so strange desire of someone wanting to put a dick in woman’s mouth, mouth of a woman, enter her mouth her body. What is a mouth other than with which we eat (no speaking?) Do you speak dirty? I have been wondering this positioning and the need for the deed which is obviously built in and there is no shame other than hers and the good she is at it, how good she is at it, doing the deed, sucking the inches. Although she will be rewarded afterwards, is the explanation. To make him king is one way to see the situation. The fantasy is a beautiful woman whose mouth is a living sewer from which an orgasm can be found as it is soft and moist making a sucking movement her knowing to mind the teeth. So it is aware but under control situation. Desire of putting one’s sexual organ in mouth is fulfilment which is in every porn movie and clip there is. Interesting metaphor of shutting the woman up, hear how he moans and is to come in to her mouth. In to her mouth, in to her mouth, in to her mouth, what a repetition to toy with and what does it represent is from where and how woman is looked at. What is she doing and what is she? A fantasy woman whose worth is in the giving, giving in and lowering herself to be an open mouth who willingly performs the task of a sewer sucking a load. The load vanishes and like having been in toilet man is given a relief. Woman waiting for the reward. (I’m really trying to get into this shit, the true meaning of this train of thought.) Man cannot reveal his thoughts even though it is a moment of his, feeling of (this) his. He acts as if he has feelings.

    Why this is interesting is the positioning, banality and the one way thinking which so often goes without questioning, looking at it, facing what the need and the deed is many times over. Why would we question a pleasurable sex act which so ruling it is rules the porn industry, imagery, fantasies and is clearly the most wanted act maybe even for women? To think this is a valuable fantasy as it is, where is the value elsewhere than in finance, in objectification, repetition and what mouth represents and can do (on a pretty face). To think what is the visual there that is so powerful for the male.

    Don’t get me wrong I am not against blowjobs. I personally resent the thought of being merely for that purpose. This is where the interest lies for me to try to analyze the connection between looks, femininity, sexual act as a favor or label, woman as a prostitute, cheap and available. But yeah, hell this is the official blowjob investigation on abstract level. Inquiries concerning random sex acts will be analyzed publicly. That is fun for me, to analyze the feminine and objectification since this is also the place I am put in.

    To encounter the strange and not so strange desire of someone wanting to put a dick in woman’s mouth,  mouth of a woman, enter her mouth, her body. What is a mouth other than with which we eat (no speaking?) Do you speak dirty? I have been wondering this positioning and the need for the deed, which is obviously built in and there is no shame other than hers and the good she is at it, how good she is at it, doing the deed, sucking the inches. Although she will be rewarded afterwards, is the explanation. To make him king is one way to see the situation. The fantasy is a beautiful woman whose mouth is a living sewer from which an orgasm can be found as it is soft and moist making a sucking movement her knowing to mind the teeth. So, it is aware but under control situation. Desire of putting one’s sexual organ in mouth is fulfilment which is in every porn movie and clip there is. Interesting metaphor of shutting the woman up, hear how he moans and is to come in to her mouth. In to her mouth, in to her mouth, in to her mouth, what a repetition to toy with and what does it represent is from where and how woman is looked at. What is she doing and what is she? A fantasy woman whose worth is in the giving, giving in and lowering herself to be an open mouth who willingly performs the task of a sewer sucking a load. The load vanishes and like having been in toilet man is given a relief. Woman waiting for the reward. (I’m really trying to get into this shit, the true meaning of this train of thought.) Man cannot reveal his thoughts even though it is a moment of his, feeling of this. He acts as if he has feelings.

    Why this is interesting is the positioning, banality and the one way thinking which so often goes without questioning, looking at it, facing what the need and the deed is many times over. Why would we question a pleasurable sex act, which so ruling it is, rules the porn industry, imagery, fantasies and is clearly the most wanted act maybe even for women? To think this is a valuable fantasy as it is, where is the value elsewhere than in finance, in objectification, repetition and what mouth represents and can do (on a pretty face). To think what is the visual there that is so powerful for the male.

    Don’t get me wrong I am not against blowjobs but I personally resent the thought of being merely for that purpose. This is where the interest lies for me to try to analyze the connection. Don’t get me wrong I am not against blowjobs. I personally resent the thought of being merely for that purpose. This is where the interest lies for me to try to analyze the connection between looks, femininity, sexual act as a favor or label, woman as a prostitute, cheap and available. But yeah, hell this is the official blowjob investigation on abstract level. Inquiries concerning random sex acts will be analyzed publicly. That is fun for me, to analyze the feminine and objectification since this is also the place I am put in.

    2008

    | Henna Timanttimetsä

    First you shred a picture in a shredder, pictures, as many as you have, maybe all of them. You can do it by hand, tear a picture into little pieces. Then you put the pieces back together and look at the picture. Crunch it, it starts to look like the picture experienced something. Experiences of a picture. There is never a good time, there is never a decent time, there is never enough time, so you can do it now. Hopefully you have a shredder. As long as parts get together in order, they get what they need in form of see-through tape, see through tape, togetherness of pieces, end of loneliness of shreds, glue in hands, glued.

    People who put their all in a shredder for whatever reason and end up putting things shredded back together again hoping things would be better, the same or at least become something whole, some kind of result and an event of making an effort. Like true love, whatever that is other than hard work, maybe it is more true when broken and put back together again, light and revelation, fixing something broken. It must be the kind of love between mother and child in an equation, that the mother loves her child and does not put her child in to pieces.

    How to keep your child whole, unbroken but not like an image or why should you keep your child from harm? Over-protection can do an awful lot of damage. How closely can you adjust the pieces that belong next to each other? Something has to be broken. Do we have to get something missing also? To have a reason to look ahead.