How do you feel?/Life of an object.

How do you feel?

We didn’t think she would answer back. We didn’t think she’d have it in her. In her is an interesting thought. What is in her? What do you think she has in her? What kind of outer qualities tell of what she has in her? What she has in her? How do you make your judgment, what do you believe without questioning, what someone is all about? What there is in someone, something unseen, unwitnessed, capabilities, possibilities. How do you feel when you are not believed in?

Suomi suosii ulkomaista. Onpa hieno kuva Mullah Omarista. Ihanko itse teit? lmfao. Vähän yritystä Suomi, muslimikyrpä suussa näyttää tosi huonolta. Hauskaa päivänjatkoa Ruotsin tiellä.

Mullah Omar, pencil on paper, 2016.

Self, 2013,2018

Heart condition

Conditions of heart, conditions of human heart, conditions of animal heart, nature which is conflicted in humans, beats in different volume and speed depending on body weight. Breathing and beating of heart are connected. A bird’s heart can beat. A bird’s heart can beat in a way as it flies through life fast and drops dead. Once you have held a scared bird, the bird is the heart. Secrets of the heart, of a heart, from my heart, the bottom of my heart, kindness of heart, you have a beautiful heart, to see someone’s heart, to replace a heart with another heart, black heart, ripped off a heart, heart surgeon doing her job, playing with my heart, out of a good heart, bless your heart, big heart big big big.

Do people suffer more than animals? Is heart a symbol of not suffering or suffering in a way it makes you grow as a person? A burning heart, a passionate organ metaphorically, there is strange connection between feeling and a muscle, blood and boiling, the pounding one, pumping, beating orderly, kicking on its own. I don’t have to think about it unless it gets sick. Conditions like not having one, having heart selectively, heart symbolizing warmth. Heart of glass, heart of gold, heart of steel, no heart, heart of a dog, her heart is strong, heart is in the right place. Heart of flame, to break a heart, a heart to break, heart attack, heart failure, heartache.

Heart condition

ever widening maw

Food of France, a blend at hotel FountaineBleau in Miami at sunrise. Arrange her, her open yawn, a complaint I could see down her throat, reddish and hear a voice. How to arrange something,  something locked away, something grown to squeak in the uncomfort and disability of contemporary womanhood. Horrified, please stop. Sunglasses. Original attractive unpowered without a change, so loud homogeneity, carefully crafted, commitment to the kind of planning, please send us your very best words, washing quantities humming alone.

2000

Some torture/Obsession – Naisen kahdet kasvot.

Obsession – Naisen kahdet kasvot

Pyydämme ystävällisesti teitä palauttamaan tai uusimaan myöhässä olevat lainanne. Myöhästymismaksujen lisäksi perimme muistutuksen postituskulut. Myöhästymismaksut kertyvät päivittäin eräpäivän jälkeen siihen saakka, kunnes lainat palautetaan tai uusitaan. Tämä palautuspyyntö on aiheeton, jos lainat on jo palautettu tai uusittu.

Oh, Sensuela.

Oh Sensuela.

Only my irrational need to sense, sensibility and sentences. Slim moments of beauty. Grasping all of them. For those who take pleasure from flesh, pleasures of flesh really so rare, though we seek it constantly to have seconds of thrill. Hold it, keep it, till it has passed so quickly. Another one and another, like drops of something to drink dripping. Something has gone waste, the most of it.

Portrait of a missing, pencil on paper, 2015