Woman’s body was found, girl’s body was found

 

What is holy? Are there different kinds of holy creatures?

What is holy, sacred, when nothing seems to be? Do we have to find it over and over again? Is it a matter of decision and choice? Are there things that are equally holy and precious globally? Is holiness connected with religion and godliness? Something we have been given power to create naturally, but we do not have power to take away because life is one’s own. We think it, nature has holiness, and we are created by someone divine because it is in us and we are absolute beauty, a connection to spiritual world and we are given a gift of life. If that is the case why do we take power to destroy that something made by divine force.

Could accidents, coincidence, how things lead to one another be the ultimate sacred? Uncontrollable that we can only pray for and watch what happens next. We obviously are not very capable of knowing what will happen eventually. We like to play with fire. Learning what that other person is all about would be giving credit to the importance and preciousness of that other. What holy actually means now is a bit of a mystery to me. If people who say life is holy do not defend all life, but select some pieces of the puzzle of human life-like the unborn child to protect and preserve, how do they choose and prioritize value of any life, anyone’s life.

All good and worth while is about to come out. We just have to let it. It is pure and innocent for a little while, an unborn child and then born infant who has not done anything but was started up by chain reactions, random actions and desires. Actions become valid as the baby grows and learns, actions of the baby and what that baby will become. It is a good phrase and a golden image to use to wash oneself clean of any sin to have a desire to protect a child. An imaginary child. Protect that part of holiness of life that actually does not have any connection to the speaker other than desire to appear good. Of course it is holy, even the act of sex is holy and it is one’s own, desire is holy. In the straight world holy has marketing value in political game.

Miracle and holiness is that we do not know all of it how things will go.

HOLOCAUST. I heard you got over it. Sorry I cannot help of laughing.

It is with us, it is not leaving us no matter what you do. How could one avoid it? By making sure it does not happen again. Germany, it is not your heritage only and you do not get over it probably never. Because it is good that you do not get over it. It has affected me and I talk about it if I wish. It has its effect still as brain of Europe got whacked. Holocaust has had the most terrible impact on the whole continent, continuing far to the future because we carry our history whether we like it or not. It is strange the demand for discretion what comes to killing mass of people. Hush now, it’s a national shame. Yes there is this silent rule that one does not approach the subject with people whom it has effected closest. A painful piece of history and supposedly is not any of my business. Let’s talk about nice things. Yes let’s. Isn’t it exactly that silent fear and discretion that partly made it happen? It can be something that cannot touch you, something that does not concern you, killing, fanaticism, fascism and my opinion. To talk about European history with people who have nothing to do about it other than that it is their near history and maybe they know people who experienced Nazi Germany. Those born innocent into this wicked world.
 

Why am I talking about this is because I experience and sense fascism in Europe very strongly. Funny thing is people like to deny its existence like they deny racism, sexism, hate and the necessity of change on attitude level throughout all the continent. It is the same thing as Europeans conquered African continent exploiting it and till this day without taking much responsibility over damages caused to African people denying immigration and refugees from entering Europe freely today. Most problems caused in African countries are caused because of imperialism and abuse by Europeans. So Holocaust happens all the time. It is among us. It is absolute brutality of man, especially white privileged man. To me much has not changed. So instead of getting passionately mad at me for saying this try something new like compassion and empathy.

What I know Germans like to remind other nations of their national shames. Grow up, do it now. Your heritage is kinda heavy and binding.

 

2008

Feel the Hate

It comes back to you.

Art and act of seeing

 

So do you have a dick? Want to see mine? Oh you have already seen it.

Doing some serious pushing.

Many men think they have serious real organ the organizer downstairs making men of them and that hanger is a source of power and might, the penetrator, ’sizable’ traitor, action man with his tool. Swing it baby. I have not seen much true evidence of existence of good old nor fresh penises meaning lack of qualities that make a person actually powerful.

The looks on their faces when entering heaven they notice that God is a woman with a hugest dick ever. God is transvestite. Don’t you forget it. Transsexual, transgender in constant transit. Not absolutely knowing what that being is because she changes all the time. Probably wearing very little, maybe only feathers.

Go drop something. Make a sound. Make some noise. Be heard.

Do not put my trust in anybody but myself.

http://irreverentpsychologist.blogspot.fi/2012/04/its-just-word-transvestite-transsexual.html
Yes, the phenomena of some men being turned on by wearing clothes associated with the opposite sex is likely a phenomena that has existed since we first started wearing clothes that identify differences in sex. This does not, however, mean that the meanings associated with the behavior are consistent through history. Context matters. Context changes–and so does our understandings of the same phenomena when we add the variable of time.”

I feel the hate people radiate.

imagening a walk

 

The thought that violence solves something prevails. Violence on the internet, in the news, in Europe and in the Middle East. Are there things that combine all the on going slaughter?

Violence does make a clear statement. To use violence is a competition of who will win. Battle that can take a lot of lives, dollars, destroyed cities and energy that could be used more wisely if man was wise, history that will be not be forgotten. That hurt brings justice, puts people in their place and gives satisfaction of revenge and power is a dead end. It has proved itself that violence brings more violence. Some people like it that way. It is provoking way to live, beg for it, to fight like it was the meaning of existence and some kind of destiny that repeats itself no matter what the circumstances, platforms, dilemmas and arms. Now is the golden age of arms dealers. It has been so many decades and to manufacture most imaginable artillery and machinery to kill is a substantial employer and money making strategy that has no limit in the horizon. There is no stop to it unless someone stops it, this madness. Regulation of arms sales is difficult, almost impossible. Someone has to be a person who runs a state and decide how it is run. Protect it. It is protected with arms. Leader as a dictator and as a head of state has power to decide whether the state attacks, invades, oppresses or violates people anywhere. Reasons to attack seem distant until it happens.
Thought that violence would do anything to make things better in the future and good for any nation is an idea of man that cannot live with what he has got, cannot forgive and let go of hurt, does not want his people to thrive but wants to create a power nation. Mental and physical violence are constant and threatening even to people who read the news somewhere of what is happening over there in Ukraine, Sudan, Eritrea, Egypt, Russia, Afghanistan etc. that violence would ease a pain caused, bring a stable and powerful state, keep people as they are wanted to be, obedient and silent. By using force over anything is a weird thought, that destruction would give power, be a win. Retaliation to bring peace, democracy, equality and respectability. It seems so that religious fanatics cause the most wars, religious fundamentalism, disagreements between religious tribes and camps, religious rights, who has the right to kill in the name of God and what kind of God allows killing in his or her name. Are those war-loving Gods men themselves, bearded and muscular, righteous, ancient and angry. Never giving in nor changing. God that wants us to live the ancient times over and over.