To what extent power is an illusion itself? How do those who are underdogs and servants, those who are marginalized to position of having nothing but their hands, their bodies and thoughts make themselves heard. Animal reaction in a situation of testing and showing power is to bite and attack or humble and take the given place. The one who mistreats you over and over again how does he get his power?

How to end extreme poverty and why it has not ended already?

How to end poverty of mind and emotion?
How to give compassion room?
When is collective love going to happen?
What could collective love be globally and locally?

Yömaja/Shelter, bambukaihdin ja muste/bambu window shade, ink, 2006

installation against the wall

Päivän lukukokemus: Modernin lumo ja pelko, kymmenen kirjoitusta 1800-1900-lukujen vaihteen sukupuolisuudesta

modernin-lumo-ja-pelko

toim. Immonen, Hapuli, Leskelä, Vehkalahti, 2000

Toppen!

#immortalwisdompompom

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the trigger wire for the bomb that had exploded earlier in the day a place like N

Many of the men who disappeared recited verses, sand on and under, in and all over,
They never saw them again, they never heard of them again, no need to find hidden meanings in there

Of course some knew what was happening, 

It was as if the men had vanished. blown away. it is like some people are more valuable than others. Who is to decide? Whose task it is to know?

they searched for,
had been searching for the DHM,
deep hidden meaning, to look for

fingerprints of the men with explosives
bullet-riddled body
demolished
the orchard’s walls,
the trigger wire for the bomb that had exploded earlier


here the shooting of a child is unremarkable for everyone
here brain stains on the wall is normal
decaying body, human jaw on the ground 

after America’s 13-year war in Afghanistan officially comes to an end.

http://www.rollingstone.com/feature/a-team-killings-afghanistan-special-forces#ixzz2juNTE6jx

Should I ReaLlY?

Ah Slut! Suck it.

Yes, give it a go. btw what if we would make dogs glow in the dark as well as their shit and the leash and the hand holding the leash. The owner may stay in the dark. Smell the news. Love it.

In order to do revolution of wisdom (though I am enraged)

Who is capable of knowing (what an insane question, but it’s reality to calculate capabilities. In that sense we are machines of evaluation.), what is important to know, what one can know, for who knowledge is given and from who it is forbidden. Who forbids, who is given the power to decide worthiness, who takes such power. Labeling people is where civilization begins. Labeling is a negative term, it can be giving a stigma, which plays a certain role in society. But we use labels whether they are good or bad because they clarify. The more contemporary we get the more labels there are and the more divided we become. Now there is more information than ever, how do we keep up with all this. It probably is not that clear anymore on which side one stands, it can be difficult to know what sides there are anymore. Are there opposites which are against each other, or just sides to things which state complexity of all. It takes time to comprehend beautiful simplicity which makes complexity and appreciate plurality instead of wanting to put it all in one same mould to have an easy and clear world.

Do we need to find out which entities are still fighting to begin a revolution? What there is to gain and is the gain the most important issue? World has always been divided by people, by geography, ethnicity, gender and religions. In order to understand we have had to give names, to learn the world and by learning the world we have learned to use it for our own good and bad. In all curiosity of man there have been advantages and disadvantages in a quite short time. Revolution is needed to make results of our curiosity to benefit all people and nature instead of doing the opposite. In order to do revolution of wisdom we do need to know what we are, who is what, where we are and why we live. To know, to be knowledgeable, some know more than others. Knowledge is also divided into more and less worthy. 

How much do we know we are ourselves (do I think I am) and what is a self in civilized society of order? And what is civilized society?

How does a person become herself/himself in a society of strict order and codes of living? To do things that are forbidden and hide, or to do what you like and not hide. Face consequences. Is it being yourself to be able to do what you wish? Aren’t I and self connected in doing and making. I become me when I am active, because making makes me progress as a person. In this sense it is horrifying to think that women are restricted from doing. Women are restricted from evolving globally. I am also product of my society where I am what I do. Those who do not work what are they? Why are we labelled? Such doing which does not directly make money is considered not as important. To be important is to label, to have a say, what is that?

There are examples of where women are under strict religious order (it looks to me the most of the world is under such order). Women are monitored, capsuled and punished if not doing as they are commanded to do. I do not speak of one particular religion, but it seems to be characteristics of many religions to have power over women. Women are under command whether it is faith or capitalism. Why is it women need to be under authority of man. It is hilarious to even have to ask. It is a joke, the authority of man and the desire for power.  It is a joke to want power for the sake of having power.

Female body is strictly regulated possession, it is conscious use of power. We monitor consciously and unconsciously bodies of people, daily and it is obsessive and never enough. It is desire. This is an everyday topic, topic of look and attraction. Why is appearance and monitoring placed so high in our social order are basic questions for Feminists (as it should be for anybody) and demand in Feminist movement for women to be able to be and do, be free from authorities of Patriarchy, free from the all seeing judging eye, which has to be pleased. What is the part of our individual consciousness in moulding us and what is society to mould us? Society clearly has demands on every person and it clearly wishes to have us certain way. 

Why does society demand anything if it is for us?

Our bodies are parts of organized society, parts of this constructed civilization. Media is filled with instructions of how to fit in, how to be best you can be in our given society. Curious is, is society moulding us or do we mould it by moulding ourselves or is it just interaction unable to be controlled? 

And what does rebellion got to do with moulding us and society we live in? What kind of forms of rebellion are allowed and how far rebellion is ready to go in terms of taking what belongs to people, how do people define themselves and their role as persons, how do they reflect themselves within the society they live and what are their lives suppose to be? What are lives suppose to be is a strange question altogether, but it is somehow obvious there are assumptions that stick like glue. Ways of doing.

CTRL

What exactly is being controlled firstly? Maybe enjoyment and lust. perhaps.

Sexism is always present. Some people notice it because they face sexism often. It is some kind of a norm and to a point accepted. Silence is accepting. When no one acts against sexist behavior nothing happens to the problem. For some people sexism is a way to show feelings. They probably don’t know any other way to show feelings they have. They are afraid to act in different way, it would require actually wanting to know the other person.

Emotional reactions can be surprising. If they don’t hit us, surprise and put us out of balance what else is there. Why is that we need our emotions for?
They are supposed to guide us, it is task of emotions to shake us. How do we know to which things we can laugh at and to which not? How do we get to be compassionate?
Emotional is female
emotional is forbidden, there is no honor in emotion
it is hidden burst beneath until you cannot hide anymore or they turn against you
narcissism, egoism, self-loath, self-destruction, fetishism, masochism, pleasing to a limit until you cannot anymore hide and just take it
until you cannot stand it anymore