It was also weird that I had a feeling I was being watched long ago, so doing strange things makes it visible, because those who are watching cannot keep the shit to themselves.
Reasons that led doing unnecessary actions, unwanted deeds, undesirable, disturbing, uneasy happenings. Cyber warfare doctrine will heighten fears and other things.
Scribbles is what came to my mind on the issue terror, terrorism, war on terrorism, who is the real terrorist. Scribble describing well the zillions of pieces of the matter, action and emotion called terror and war in human history, which is nothing but those two, war and terror. Bloodshed, fear, death, gigantic amount of money put in ammunition and guns, in warfare. For trillions of reasons: to protect a way of life, against communism wtf, to conquer, to defend, to win and show off. Scribbles is what comes out of an object exploded, pieces flown far away from each other.
Terror ter ter ror ror horror, fear of it, violence constantly, no one can live in fear, still many do. What kind of life comes from fearing. fear of dying is among us, in pictures, in the news written and filmed for our eyes and ears. Mentally violated, expectations and false beliefs, to be loved by achievements, not initially as being you, but the image of you, as a thing with possible monetary value. Treated as an object, you will get hurt if you do that, somebody will hurt you, there is nobody to protect you, you are fragile in terms of your sex.
What is harassment? to disturb, to put at unease, to break, destroy, willingly cause harm verbally, physically, mentally. Reasons for harassment: one is not getting what one wants, revenge, deliberately endanger someone’s health, bring atmosphere of fear and hate, bring distress, anxiety, hurt, ill, hopelessness and shame. Does harassment change anything? Why is revenge important?
As a fact, injury, a kill. It is a curious mixture of emotions to look into, (objectively) digging in, despair as an object put into pieces. Reasons leading to feelings of anxiety, distress making people behave in desperate way. Desperate acts, desperados, goes with violent deeds and thoughts.There is a romantic version of desperados some kind of a legend, mostly male and lonesome wanderer, like Mad Max end of the world-type. To learn to overcome hopelessness and fear of perishing, losing. Learn not to give up on oneself. How often it happens. It is so frightening to step to the unknown. Despair is the unknown, maybe. Victim is desperate . Desperation is rage. Enraged by the horrors and injustice. Who admits being desperate? But I think human race is at the moment in a very desperate situation.