(Are you trying to be funny?) (Yes) Pleasurable artistic enjoyments for the future. Thank you. How kind.

Hmm what did I do today? Woke up at ten am, it’s quite late I know. I like to stay up late. Had mango yoghurt and muesli, read the paper in my pajamas, went to library and work, not in my pajamas. Had tea at a coffee shop, listened to music, was thinking of my next exhibition. Came home at five thirty pm and had dinner. Now I’m here. Yes I do my best to irritate you. And Quit talking about love alright. I’m sure you’ll find plenty since Italians do it best. So I have noticed. Who does it best, I don’t know, Karma?

(Dear) Satan, since i’m so troubled i thought i should do something about it, like what’s the problem girl?

And now she is writing to the devil. Weirdo, like he’s going to care. (It’s a joke) ah, ok. It’s almost funny.

Art makes the World a bettre place! :D

Art makes the World a bettre place! 😀

Thank You for Happiness! 😀    

You Welcome! 😉

Rakkauskahveet

♥♥

Pölyisestä arkistostani,mehutahraisesta, muutama pelastunut nega sentään jäi virheineen kaikkineen yms.

Kronstadt 2001

Kronstadtin rannalla 2001

Kronstadt 2001

Kronstadt 2001

Is there a contemporary artist in you living? So in Need of Exorcist services or what? Call Now! Don’t hesitate to Rumble, baby. Let’s Make it a dance with loud hellish poses.


Making of Stuck on with Sticky Fingers

Quiet on the set.  Nobody is. Lights…red, yellow, orange, blue, violet, black and white Camera…my little ones O&P, Action! around, what does it mean, I don’t always know, because I work on impulse, in an instant that’s the beauty of making art to me. Ok, is this a confessions site? Maybe, yes I’m a bad bad bad bad girl. How bad are you? Maybe I’ll kick your ass. Should I tell you what you want to hear or what I want to say. There may be a difference there. It’s not always pleasant to live, why should art be pleasant. To make life pleasent. I see art as a tool, a process, an organism. So what I’m trying to say is why put creativity into a sweet box, when it, creation comes out as an explosion. Doesn’t make sense. That’s how I have learned to do, It’s important to find the form for your thought so others may understand you honey, to understand me, why do I have to be so clear, nothing is clear anyway, it’s a mess, and I’m making smaller and smaller till nothing is left. Are you destroying your creativity? I don’t know. How can one kill ones creativity? What is creativity? Isn’t it equal to living like breathing. Cut cut WHat What Weird theatre.

Peitin nimesi kädelläni. Piirsin viivoja päälle, tunnistin kirjaimet niiden alta, piirsin laivoja, piirsin tähtiä, kalloja, kelloja, sanoja. Piirsin kuvan itsestäni, mietin mitä on olla rohkea, kun on ollut maailman ujoin.

Paisuva läpsähdys, lämmintä apinan maitoa, lumen anarkia, mielen kaaos. Mahdoton jalat harallaan, jalat ristissä, vaihdoin lakanat. En voi sanoa olevani peloissani, se tekee minusta heikon. Mitä tein jäästä, jonka sain syliini kun uskalsin olla naiivi. Se on edelleen sulamaton lohkare. Otin painavan lahjan kevyesti vastaan, en odottanut muuta tehtaan liukuhihnalta. Pienessä lammikossa pöydällä teetä. Kirjoitan siitä mitä tapahtui, koska elin kaiken, mitä se olikaan, hulluutta, ideoihin syöksymistä ajattelematta, olin täysin loppu. Enkä kestänyt enää yhtään itsekästä paskiaista, olin niin vihainen, etten välittänyt mitä minulle tapahtuisi. Halusin sanoa, että kaikki ei käy, rakkaus voittaa (miksi se on vaikeaa), vaikka näin vain vihaa (siksi), silti.