Out of small things

I think I live in a dream world. No. Crying is a sign of horror which is a true experience. We live in terror. Finding out the irrational part of soul which is irrational itself because it refers to god’s existence, but we like to think it is there stating human depth and spirit, moral virtue, happy person with faith, theoretical activity, what is that, thinking there is more to it, to this, than what we see, ideal life, immoral ideal life making us scared.