Co-worker, 2002

Fu-tourist

Future of Change. I wish and work for change, to change, for a change, give me some change, change a tune for a change, change clothes, change the way you walk, change the way you live. I think about it so much it has become a mantra and I begin to play with the thought of change, the word, what it means to me, what it means to anybody. Is it difficult, because for me it is a necessity and a self-evident part of life. As I see it people are afraid of changes, especially those which demand us to give up something. Changes may have an ominous tone in them, a silent doom. Change is absolute, good and bad, profitable. There is a thought of profit in the word. To change there must be something to gain, there must be an end and a thought of a new beginning. Also economically it can be wise to learn to give instead of taking.

But in the light of everything

what happens now in the world, it looks like things do change rabidly one way or the another. To demand world to change for better is a cry. Is it too common a phrase to be taken seriously? What kind of attitudes there are in general towards changing habits, attitudes, altering ways of knowing, looking, needing, wanting and doing? It is requiring substantial volume to make dramatic changes happen, a lot of energy, focusing and learning. I say dramatic because changes to make our ways of living sustainable and wiser need a total turnover. That means a lot of work. Not looking for easy ways out, there aren’t any.

Co-worker 2002

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Kukka, neilikka, pioni, anemonie, bryllishuokaus.

Miten nainen isketään? – Suomi24 enkä vihaa sitä vitun hunajaa

Kukka, neilikka, pioni, anemonie, bryllishuokaus.
Kukka ilman tuoksua.
Mutta kuinka?
Se on ollut viileässä, sangossa jossa on ollut vettä. Kylmäkaapissa lattialla. Miksi kukaan haluaisi tuoksuttoman kukan?
Nainen on kukka ja naisen sukuelin on kukka.
Naisen käsi on kukka.
Mikä nainen?
Mitä nainen voi tehdä?
Tyydyttää itsensä.
Olla itsensä ja jokaisen naisen velvollisuus on tulla mahdollisimman täydeksi.

Naisen velvollisuudet, lasten hoitaminen, kotitalous, imurointi, laittautuminen, kaunistautuminen, kaunistaminen, lasten pukeminen, estetisointi, estetiikka, hoitaminen, pyyhkiminen, rätti, kaapit. Naisen tehtävät, nainen on näin, näin naisen annetaan olla, luonnollinen naiseus. Antaa olla. Mistä naiseus alkaa? Kun synnyt, kun sinut puetaan, kun sinua katsotaan, jonakin, kuukautisista, rinnoista, vaginasta, kuiskauksista, hiuksista, joissa puhutaan, joista, joita kommentoidaan, asioista joita ei saa sanoa, taas kuuluvaan ääneen, joista supistaan, joita katsotaan. Tarpeettomasta häveliäisyydestä. Tarpeettomasta. Hyödyttömästä. Hyödyttömyydestä. Pornokuvista, jalat levällään, odottaen miestä? Odottaen miestä, penistä, työntöä, orgasmia, halua, ottamista, panoa, kääntymistä sängyssä, että on siinä. Olla halun kohde, haluttava, saada. Lehdistä. Naistenlehdistä, miestenlehdistä, erilaisista kuvakulmista, ajelluista karvoista, treenatuista reisistä, täydellisestä ihosta, asennoista, tukasta, iättömyydestä, treenistä. Ajatellessani länsimaisen naisen ihannekuvaa, millainen haluamme hänen, naisen, ihannenaisen olevan. Hän on haavekuva, jota lopulta koko maailma jäljittelee, kaihtamatta keinoja tai kuluja. Naiseus maksaa, saat maksaa. Onko tuo kuva se, millainen hän haluaa olla? Kuka on länsimainen jokanainen? Lopulta hän on ei-kukaan, olematon ja silti kaikki, mutta kuinka tulla häneksi, hän on kaunis. Kauneus on jotakin tiettyä, määriteltyä. Haluta kauneuteen, katsottavaksi, ihailtavaksi pois rumuudesta. Kuinka olemme synnyttäneet tällaisen kauneuden, kauheuden, julmuuden omaa kehoamme ja henkeämme kohtaan, joka ei olekaan kauneudessa, kauneudesta, ei ytimessä vaan pinnassa. Ei saa olla, on pitkä lista. Kauneus on silti kirous. Pelkkä naiseus ei riitä. Se on kauheus ja vaara. Mikä pelkkä, miten niin vain, miten vähän? Mikä nainen on? Riippuu keneltä kysytään. Jos kysyy naiselta itseltään, mitä hän vastaisi?

Ah, slut.

Should I really? Ah slut, suck it. Yes, give it a go.
By the way, what if we would make dogs glow in the dark as well as their shit and the leash and the hand holding the leash, the owner may stay in the dark. Smell the news, love it.

Finland Fucks. Watercolours at home.

Finland fucks

Gloomy tale, fuck me.

Sex play number one. We went into his car and I sucked his dick. Don’t  know who he
was. I didn’t care. It was a brisk Autumn night. We went into his apartment and I
sucked his dick. It had already started to snow heavily and that felt good. We moved
on to his bed and I sucked his dick. It kept snowing. We kept changing the place of
action while I sucked his dick. Sun came up and I sucked his dick in slow motion.
You could see the windows were covered with dust and fingerprints and you could
see the street. I saw his dick and I took it into my mouth.
We went to a department store toilet and I sucked his dick. We did some grocery
shopping and went to the car at the parking lot where I sucked his dick. And I truly
hoped that everybody saw. He drove us to a deserted place and while doing that I
sucked his dick. When we got there I sucked his dick. How the story ends? It
doesn’t.

Gloomy tale, fuck me.

She deserves it. What she deserves?

Some torture, pencil on paper, 2016

What she deserves?
It is true, I have a condition and it is called Fuck you. Dye yourself blonde, dye your hair blonde, change yourself completely is the message. It equals beauty. Be skinny and fit, it equals to what? Torture? What is it? Essentials to being beautiful is to be less and not aggressive, agreeable to a point you can’t say anything back, be nice so that you do not disturb and it is what it means to be a woman and behaving like one. How to be pleasant wearing Crazy Love the fragrance is a tightrope and you are under looking glass. The flaw is in you.

Beauty is subjective. It is when you are able to do what you want and be free? To stick penis into her mouth and make her choke, make her throw up as she should, die as she should, killed by penis in her mouth, mouth like a sewer. Beauty is in the image and you are not it. That is discussed, being disgusted by her feeling empowered by herself and taking that feeling away it is the right thing to do, she does not deserve to feel powerful.

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Je suis l’art. What is the performance of being an artist? To repeat oneself or to invent oneself and one’s art constantly anew? Well..

It is risky to change something in oneself, in what one does, try out completely new things alien to oneself and maybe fail.