Disciplined to work, to concentrate, to study, to have a plan to follow, to go one’s own path regardless of what others may say and think. Strictness is in today’s world a negative outlook to oneself and to others demanding something maybe too much because why bother. This is the attitude I hear and see very often and I do not wonder one bit people think they are more clever than they actually are. What is too much to know and master one can ask, too much to ask for someone to accomplish and become? To have discipline and order of strictness has an echo of an old world in which students and children are and were pushed into corner and become just like adults are and were: to be in control of their desires, well-mannered, hard-working, obedient, God-fearing lawful citizens believing authorities know what they are doing and are trustworthy.
Working alone in a craft (art and writing) which take an awful lot of work to master, one has to have a goal set to where one is aiming, which goal is to become better and better at it and far better at one’s craft than one can imagine to be. So it is kind of surprise how far one can go. We never know for sure and certainly people around telling what is possible and what is not is not helping and in a way it is, because my anger is partly force that powers me. Sounding driven is exactly it, obsessed and enjoying doing what one does. Still cannot help of wondering quantity of the negative load and hostile atmosphere there is which truly wishes to drag anybody down. To lift someone up just by saying good for you, well done, someone you do not know and a female is too much. I do what I see is necessary to be done and there are too few people doing that.
Hugs And Kisses (feat. Fekky & Stormzy)